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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Oct 29, 2018 10:55:09 GMT -4
 at most I'm sleeping all these demons away She had not realized he did not know that she smoked. She also did not smoke a lot, she could do a long time with a package, it surely made it more difficult when the deadlines were near and she had no good sources. She never smoked at other people their houses, so never when she was cooking for G or was there shortly. She also never smoked at home, it was like a stress-free zone, it was something she built up for the idea of being able to control herself, she also did not consider herself addicted. She was, but her mind did not tell her that. She needed it, funnily enough, as a breather. The moment she went for a smoke, she stopped thinking about what she had to do and concentrate on smoking. So she wiggled herself out of his arms to get the peppermint, threw the package in her luggage, and took her bag, she fished the white phone out of it and hid it under her clothing, hoping he did not see nor ask. She made sure she had the other things she needed and turned to look at G to ask if they should go. The distance or how to call it was obviously visible to her. That was better, for the both of them. She had decided that while smoking, only to betray herself the minute she stopped and jumped into his arms. It was a bit ridiculous, so this was good, wonderful and yet it did hurt. She just did not understand why he took her hand and got her out of the room if he was so down by the smoking. With one last look in the room and her bag in her free hand, she had to follow, wondering how bad this lunch would be now. They arrived, got a table for two, nowhere near a window, so she could not be distracted. She could look at other people's faces but she did not feel up for that. What should she say, she wanted to apologize, but he didn't have to get an apology, it was not like she blamed him, well perhaps for this one cigarette, but she forced the habit upon herself. "So." Was what she said, taking a menu to hid her face, it felt even more awkward than the moment she leaned against his body, back at the pool. MADE BY VEL OF GS |
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Post by G Hajimari on Oct 29, 2018 12:32:10 GMT -4
They had finally arrived and found a table for two, how romantic. Funnily enough, of all the stupid things that came to mind, it was that REALLY OLD kids the Lady and the Tramp. That spaghetti scene. Where the main characters kiss, he couldnt help but imagine it for... no. That was silly.
He shook his head. G then looked at Hana only to notice she was already looking at the menu. He couldnt see her face
"Is she mad cuz of the smelly breath comment I made?" G wondered to himself as he looked at her or rather the menu she was reading
Hana then spoke "So"
G repeated awkwardly and he picked up the menu "So"
He honestly had no idea what to say, so he looked to the side and immediatelly motioned the waiter to come to them. G didnt want a repeat of the last time when a waiter avoided them like the plague. He hoped that he was less intimidating today now as he was a more chill Vigilante
"I have no idea what to say or order. Come on Hana throw me a bone" G thought to himself
He waited for Hana to say a thing... anything.
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Oct 29, 2018 13:00:18 GMT -4
at most I'm sleeping all these demons away For the most peculiar reason, Hanako felt embarrassed, which only made her want to take another cigarette to clear her mind. Was she daft? Crazy? What the hell was actually going on? She should work on ber distance but as her eyes scanned for something on the menu but she did not read or her brain did not comprehend. He was sitting opposite her even if she could not see that right now, it was a fact she had seen mere seconds to minutes before .Yet he felt so very far away. That was her doing, she told herself to ruin this but was she also doing that right now?She did not look up when he said so as well. By the noise, she guessed he picked up a menu too. She had still not read a single word on the menu itself even if she went to another page. Oh for god sake she was being ridiculous and childish .She focused shortly on the menu amd picked the first thing that looked doable and closed it. Trying to see an expression on his face while he was reading the menu. Before she could come up with something useful to say, a waiter showed up. That was fast, she had missed G signaling to one. "A coffee please." She said immediately before turning to G and ask if he knew what he wanted. If not, she would wait and else she would order a salad. She remembered what she thought back at the pool, G had said he liked beer and she wanted to taste it, see if she liked it now. Perhaps after this breach was over and the coffee saved her. MADE BY VEL OF GS |
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Post by G Hajimari on Oct 29, 2018 13:22:36 GMT -4
Hanako finally spoke and made an order and it was... COFFEE?! What the fuck. Was she mad at him!? Over a bloody cigarette!?! When she mad her order, G stil had no clue what to say. He turned to the waiter and said
"Bring me...erm... whatever you suggest! Something thats a good lunch! I'm hungry"
"Nice save, moron" G thought to himself
"Also bring me beer for drink" he added and immediately berated himself "Thats even worse"
G then looked at Hana and tried to read her face, her expression. He wanted to see if she was mad or not. The way she avoided talking to him gave him the idea that she was giving him the dreaded silent treatment. He didnt like it. He felt small and insignificant. G almost wanted to leave then and there, he didnt like this situation at all. He turned his head away from Hana, he didnt want to look at her any more if she was mad
"Oh God, she hates me. I bet the whole smoking comment made her hate me. Actually, that is exactly what happened" G thought to himself as he just wished to shrink or vanish then and there
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Oct 30, 2018 9:30:30 GMT -4
at most I'm sleeping all these demons away She felt stupid, for two reasons and the worst thing was already that she did not like to feel stupid. Why was her pride so much worse than the fact that it was just a lousy cigarette, how could they get a fight over something like that? Was it so bad that he had shown her how much he disliked it? That he did want her to quit because so many people said that, why was it strange that he did it too? It was perhaps mostly that he got so distance, yet he held her hand but he had not said a word while walking towards the dining area where they now served lunch. Should she cancel all this? How ridiculous or stupid would that be, the fact that she even considered it. As she closed the menu, she opened her mouth to say something again, it felt as back in the pool, she should just say it, that she liked him, get the denial from his side and then it would be a better reason to leave. She looked up to the waiter and ordered a coffee and the salad, she smiled casually at the waiter before diverting her eyes again and stare at the closed menu in her hands. She frowned when he made a strange suggestion to the waiter and she couldn't help but look up at G, what was going on with him? She should say something, but instead, she just bit her lip and not say anything at all but placed the menu back at the point of the table where she got it. She turned her ice blue eyes on him but he was looking away. Wow, she had made this situation terrible. How could she exaggerate so much over just one tiny thing? They were hanging out so many more times but finally, really, separate from any distractions and he was single and she would definitely not mind changing that for herself but it felt like a terrible idea to do. She should say something but, and that hurt her pride, even more, she felt closer to the brink of tears. "There was nothing you liked on the menu? We can go somewhere else." Wonderful Hana, pretend as nothing happened, how childish of you. She was mentally kicking herself. The coffee and beer were brought before she could say something else and she stared at the strange arrangement of the glass and cup, she should have ordered wine but considering she had already had one whole glass and nothing to eat, it would be better to not do that. She stared at the golden colour of the beer and sighed accidentally. She realized too late she did so, "I ehm..." What will the excuse be now, she would be as surprised by herself what her brain would fabricate as G might be. "I heard there was a beer tasting around, we could try that. I am actually very curious." Oh right, he could drink alcohol the whole day but she could not smoke... She kicked herself twice, why make it even worse! MADE BY VEL OF GS |
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Post by G Hajimari on Oct 30, 2018 15:59:27 GMT -4
She finaly spoke
"Nah... I just didnt know what to choose. Hopefully the guy can bring something nice. Im starving" G said as he set the menu aside now that Hanako was finally talking
Luckily, it seemed like the waiter came back in a second. Either he was super fast or time suddenly flew super fast, as their order came in. Hana then once again spoke. She said something about beer. He didnt understand her much as he was kind of preoccupied with his food. G just nodded and pretended that he listened
"If I have a happy expression and nod really slowly, it'll look like I'm listening to every word she's saying." G thought to himself as he ate his food and nodded while giving her an occassional smile
After the two finished their lunch, G looked at Hana
"So... what'cha wanna do, where do you wanna go?" G asked Hana, hoping that he did everything right during their meal. There was a moment she said something something about beer...
"Does she want to taste beer, but she's a wine girl, right. But considering that she was speaking to him, that meant she's not mad at him anymore, right??" G thought to himself
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Oct 31, 2018 6:42:28 GMT -4
at most I'm sleeping all these demons away As soon as they brought the drinks, the waiter also brought food. It felt like they could see the future so quick as they were. She checked her salad to see if it was fresh, but it was and she would let the assumptions that jumped up in her mind take a rest. She had already been doing that with someone else, the one person who she the least wanted to consider biased opinions but she had already ruined that. As she suggested to do something he liked, she got a meagre answer, he just nodded. She frowned and stared at him shortly before picking up the salad fork and just poke in it and occasionally taking a bite. She had no idea what he was doing, as she tried to say something again, he only nodded and smiled at her. What the hell? Perhaps it was again some biased opinion, the fact that she was more or less a journalist made her aware when people did not really care what you talked about. She was doing that beer thing for him! If he did not want to, she could relax and do something else. Get a manicure or something without him. She did absolutely not want to be without him but if it had to be like this. She would eat her salad, for as far as she ate that much, she tried to convince herself she needed to basically finish it, as she had had no breakfast at all but when she finished two third, she quit. No need to stuff herself and she finished her coffee. She looked at him shortly with a cold look in her eyes as he asked her what she wanted to do or where she wanted to go. She sighed again, this time not accidentally, "I said..." She let that hang in the air for as she had guessed, he had not listened at all or at least not got the decency to remember what she said, "there is a beer tasting around, we could walk there, it is close." Perhaps a walk through the small forest around the resort to the beer factory or whatever it was, would do them good. Apparently, their conversation was not going well considering before she went for a smoke. All she wanted was a new one to clear her mind but thank god she had left the package upstairs. She was also not worried about any smell of cigarettes near her, she had been outside and it was a while ago and had a peppermint and coffee, nothing beats the smell of coffee in her opinion. MADE BY VEL OF GS |
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Post by G Hajimari on Oct 31, 2018 14:08:45 GMT -4
Ah a beer tasting thing was around. That was neat
"Oh.. um sure we can.... Erm.. sorry about before, I was just too hungry to do anything bt eat. S-sorry" he said awkwardly as he scratched the back of his head.
He once again grabbed her hand so they could hold hands. He then told her "You lead the way this time"
G wasnt sure what to do. Maybe Hanako wanted to lead. At this point he had no idea what she wanted. By far she was the most enigmatic and complicated women he met. Susumu being the close 2nd
"Why are woman so difficult. Its like they're these sexy aliens from Venus. They hot, but I cant understand a damn thing from them" G thought to himself, mildly annoyed at why this lunch was so weird, awkward and uncomftarble
He followed now where ever Hana led him, where ever this beer thing was
"I wonder is she gonna try beer. I mean, Im not thirsty. I just ate and drank, Im pretty full now" G thought to himself as he walked alongside Hanako and wondered why she wanted to drink beer. Once again, G thought how she was a wine girl. Did she say anything about trying it herself?
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Oct 31, 2018 15:59:24 GMT -4
at most I'm sleeping all these demons away The way he apologized, looking awkward made her heart skip a beat as it did look very cute. Perhaps she should stop being so childish, she felt that very often she considered herself childish when she was with G... Which was actually very strange as they also did not very childish things... well once. She shook her head mildly and as he held her hand again while they left the place, she stopped and kissed him on the cheek. If he would complain about a smell of cigarettes, which she did not smell at all, she would kick him and let go and walk away but she actually doubted he would do such a thing at this point. She had no idea what he thought, all that she considered was that it was strange to go to something for food and drinks again while they just finished lunch. The idea was that they could go there by foot. Which meant it would take a couple of minutes more. So she went to pick up her jacket and waited if G wanted his before guiding him back outside and pointing at the left. "We could first go for a walk through the forest and in the end go to the beer tasting. I mean than we see something from the forest they sort of planted or picked out for the resort." She said, albeit it was cold and she wasn't a fan of that but it might be nice. Refreshing for their silent conversations. She felt very insecure and boy did she hate that feeling. She did not dare to look at him, already rolling her eyes mentally because she had given the kiss on his cheek. Was that like a peace offering even if she had not done anything wrong? Yes, she should call it that. Without much further ado, she would walk that way, looking at the fallen leaves on the pathway and hoping she would fall with her high heels because it might be a bit slippery like that. What else could she do to give him a good time at this resort without her ruining everything. It was better like this, the distance. MADE BY VEL OF GS |
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Post by G Hajimari on Oct 31, 2018 16:39:06 GMT -4
Hana kissed him on the cheek? Well that was surprising as well as confusing, G just blushed and looked away from Hana. Embarassed. The two then took their jackets and made their way.. where ever.
Hana then spoke how they could go to a walk through the forest. G really didnt want that, but if thats what Hana wanted, he felt he could make that small sacrifice.
"Maybe she just wants nature and stuff" G thought to himself as he agreed for a walk with her.
He allowed her to lead him where ever. As they walked, he finally spoke
"Soo..... you're quiet. Is there anything you really wanna talk about. Y'know... like real talk. I think we've both been quet for too long. So... if anything is bothering you... You should just say it"
He didnt want this awkwardness, so he decided to end it, or at least try it. They were adults for gods sake, they shouldnt be like this.
"So why are we like this?!" G thought to himself
He understood that he liked liked her. But why was Hana so weird?! He just didnt get that at all. And at this point, that just became frustrating
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Oct 31, 2018 16:52:27 GMT -4
at most I'm sleeping all these demons away Should there be a point that everything was cleared up, over and done with, finite, okay, finished, anything? That was not the moment. Where she had tried to show him that she was not mad and that she had given him a short peck on the cheek, had changed basically nothing. He did not say anything, he did not give his opinion or anything and she felt as if she was ruining this weekend with every step she took. Wonderful plan, Hana, wonderful. On the other hand it could make her so very furious about the idea, why bother about what she did, they were not married, he wasn't her father, brother, boyfriend or anything that could say he was allowed to judge her because of one damn cigarette, which was all his fault in the end anyway for being a hundred per cent confusing! She was on the edge of letting go of his hand, albeit he was holding hers but that did not mean that she could not pull her hand away and put it in the pocket of her jacket. She wanted to, very much and see his reaction but she did not dare, the steps to damnation about one weekend with the two of them got too close already and as she sighed and looked around to the different colours of autumn, brown, golden, orange and red, she sighed. Just at the moment when he spoke to her. She turned her head very quickly after he finished talking, what was bothering her? What was bothering her! She had so much to say, the first moment that she dared to say she loved him and that stupid waiter showed up and the second time was already ruined because of the damn cigarette and now he wanted to know what bothered her? She could give a whole monologue about why she smoked and that it was very offensive that he decided that it was bad just by himself, she wasn't stupid she knew that but in the last year, she had barely smoked, she wasn't addicted, she could stop whenever she wanted. She wanted to tell him all that for his judgemental feeling. "It's nothing, I just thought you were bothered by me." Was the polite form of saying something and she looked away. He should say yes, she should know it and she should just let go. There would be no need in hiding it, it would only make matters worse and she felt like crying. When was the last time she cried and she held her breath for a second and stared at something random. She wished for some unknown reason that she could text Nanami and ask her pretty sister what she should do. However, her eyes shortly darted to G and looked away, if Nanami was here, Hana would never be able to be so close to Gil at all. MADE BY VEL OF GS |
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Post by G Hajimari on Oct 31, 2018 17:10:38 GMT -4
Wow, what an absolute and utter lie. Or at least half truth
"Hana. I am not bothered by you. I can be bothered by some situations, but not by you. Now seriously, please just tell me whats going on. Please" he said.
He just didnt understand her. The kiss was nice, but why did she do it? Was it as some reassurance?
"Im here for you, so whatever's bothering you just tell me. I dont want to lose you" he said, as he really didnt want their friendship to end because of something potentially trivial.
G didnt wanna go to this forest and he didnt understand why Hana wanted it. Was she trying to tell him something? He really wanted to know and he told her that he is there for her 100% honesty. But still that wasnt enough for Hana. She just gave an ambiguous answer.
"I dont get it... Why is she like this" he kept thinking to himself, hoping she will finally answer. The longer she put off the answer the more absurd his thoughts and worries were becoming, to the point that he even wondered if she was worried about her sister, which in all honestly, he barely remembered
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Oct 31, 2018 17:26:20 GMT -4
at most I'm sleeping all these demons away It was a polite answer, a political lie to get out of a situation that she did not know how to answer. She didn't dare to look at him, she also did not feel confident enough to simply look away and stared at the tip of her black high heel on her right foot. Trying to bury it in the little pile of leaves next to the road. Her heart skipped another beat, perhaps even two when he said that she could not bother him. Nanami. It wasn't fair, it was absolutely not and she felt the tingling feeling in her nose, oh no... no no no not now! "I-" She couldn't talk properly now that she felt so close to crying. "I feel like an idiot for freaking out so much." She bit her lip shortly and looked up at G, pushing the long blond pieces of hair out of her face, "I am pushing myself to not be bothered by your thoughts about me smoking, I mean I get it, but why does that bother me so much... so much, while I, while I never cried for Nanami. What does it matter? My mother, my father, why am I so damn selfish?" She couldn't stop now that she opened her mouth, not noticing that it was much more than just cigarettes. When did she start smoking? That must be seven years ago, every time when someone tried to bring up Nanami or how Hanako was doing, she would get out to get a smoke. Nanami would have never cried in front of the guy she liked. She would have shown a refinement, a status and a charm that no one would be able to resist. She could when she was just fifteen and she never would reach the age of twenty-five as Hanako did. He did not want to lose her? But she could not bear the idea of losing him. Not when she just got him back! With a quick motion, she tried to stop the tears from falling down on her cheeks and rolling even further but she only could do so much with her right hand, her left taking her glasses and clutching them strongly in her hand. Why wasn't it her instead of Nanami?
Why would Gil care for all of that? What did it matter to him? She should not bother him with all this. Gosh, why couldn't she just shut up! She just told him what kind of freak she was! Goodbye idea of a perfect Hanako, it did not matter anymore. It was over before it even began.
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Post by G Hajimari on Nov 1, 2018 11:53:27 GMT -4
As soon as he saw her holding back some tears, he went ahead and hugged her. He let her speak her mind and let the tears through
"There there. Let it all out." he said as he hugged her and gave Hana a pat on the back "I'm sorry... We came here for a vacation and here I am making things bad for you..... Come on, lets get out of this forest"
If need be, he'd happily carry her to the room. But in all honestly, he had no idea what to do. Susumu fucked him up literally and metaphorically. G was afraid of commiting any mistake with Hanako. He wasnt sure what to do when she cried, all he could do was hug her and hope she got better
"This is the biggest douchebag move that I thought of. But maybe she can drink away her depression. She did mention that beer thing before. But getting someone drunk is... ehh... super sketchy" G thought to himself
He was really worried about what might happen. He didnt want to get into an argument with Hanako over something and be stuck with her for 3 days, if they didnt get along. He just wanted whats best for her
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Nov 1, 2018 12:20:09 GMT -4
at most I'm sleeping all these demons away Hanako couldn't for that second comprehend what was happening. She would just let herself be buried in his arms and hold on to his shirt and not say anything but sob softly. She felt pathetic, ridiculous and childish at the same time. "I'm sorry." She sobbed, whispering against his chest. He apologized as well but she felt like she was making this way too much then it originally would be. "I am sorry," she muttered a second time. She looked up at him, she just wanted to be held, Hanako could reach him thanks to the heels, and she kissed his jawline softly, "I-" but she could not say it. Not now, not with the feeling of Nanami so close. She should get out of the forest, albeit it was not the forest that gives her these thoughts and she was also not sure what exactly had brought her down this way. Perhaps waiting seven years was too much to just wait for a big moment to cry. "Let's go to this beer place, okay, I am sorry, I didn't mean to, I ehm." She did not know how to finish what she was saying. She just wanted to be held a little longer. She placed her cheek against his chest and let her wonder for a short while if this was real or not. "Would you mind? Try some beer with me, I mean I never really had many sorts of beers but apparently, they have a lot, you should try!" She tried to be a bit more excited and brush her cheeks to get rid of the last tears. She wanted to apologize again. Why did she kiss him again, he clearly seemed not to be waiting on it. Was there no other way to just thank him.
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