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Post by Robin Engell on Sept 16, 2018 4:24:01 GMT -4
He almost feels wounded limping home from the arcade, though the only blow he’s taken is to his pride. One hand in pocket, the other behind his neck.
“Jeez,” mumbling, “Japanese players are crazy. Way tougher than home. I couldn’t touch them.”
And the defining difference he’d identified, a realization he buries in in the back of his mind, is their passion – a one-minded desire to improve, to the point of obsession, even self-destruction. Eight hour weekdays and twelve hour weekends – full-time jobs on top of their lives, with their off-time spent thinking, theorizing, obsessing, like slaves to their pathology. The depth of their knowledge and their skill at the game.
And their smiles and laughter while doing it.
All of those are beyond him.
Something ethereal powers that.
“Stop running away,” he keeps mumbling, clicks his teeth and jams his hands into pockets. “That’s what you said I need to do, right? Like I can just find passion like that on a street corner. I don’t even want...”
Stopping, words and steps as he sits at a corner, waits alone at that empty street for the light to change.
And he smiles, wry and spiteful.
I doubt I could even be a hero if I put in the effort. Maybe I’ll just keep coasting by.
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Post by Nene Mori on Sept 17, 2018 23:20:40 GMT -4
White hair, blue skin, glowing teal eyes, a blank expression, and no body heat. Is it any wonder why people would think she was a zombie? Not to mention her history of having woken up in the morgue that one time when her quirk activated. Still, that was years ago. Couldn't people get over it by now? No, not really. She had the stigma of being a zombie, and that was what she was to the people that harassed her. At least, the people that were die hard conspiracy theorists, the ones that thought she was indeed a patient zero, and she needed to be watched like a hawk to make sure that she wasn't going to end the world with a bite or something.
She wasn't a zombie, she just happened to not have any blood in her body, her circulatory system instead was filled with formaldehyde, something that could very well kill her had her veins not adapted to the fluid and her body going in to a half dead preservation state. As such, she was prone to being ridiculed or fear from anyone she interacted with, or at least, she expected it. So she tried to avoid people and confrontation. She was a rather stone faced girl, but, sometimes, people just push your buttons all wrong. So when she was being harassed today by a group of three dissidents, she had had enough.
It was in the middle of a gravely courtyard surrounded by chain line chicken wire fence. In her denim shorts and an extra long sleeved white shirt with a collar so wide it hung off one shoulder, black shoes on her feet, she was just trying to go from point a to point b. But, these guys had to push her buttons.
Normally, she would just go set a few dead leaves on fire, watch them burn. But, today was a little different. You can only ignore this kind of thing for so long before it boils over. And they had to use that word 'Walker'. It was a word commonly associated with zombie culture, and they even referred to her as their self appointed code name for the poor girl, 'Patient Zero'.
Needless to say, the action seen wasn't exactly fair, or pretty. She was resistant to any sort of pain they could deal out, ignoring it completely, like her nerves were dead to their punches and kicks. And without the proper blood in her body, no bruises showed.
Unfortunately, someone came along at the wrong time. Someone with enough power that she could feel a little something. It was some random guy! Nene was standing over the body of one of the ruffians she had already clocked unconscious, another skidding across the gravel from a powerful spartan kick to the chest. The third, held up off the ground by his collar. When Robin made an appearance on the scene, she simply turned her gaze over to him. it didn't help that she didn't do much other than deadpan most of the time. So that disinterested look and the scene might have made her look like a villain.
Dropping her foe, she just turned away from the trio of punks, "I'm going home now." She said, trying to excuse herself from the little field, tied off to the very end of the street that Robin had been occupying earlier, or may still be occupying depending on if he even wanted to see what the ruckus was about!
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Post by Robin Engell on Sept 18, 2018 1:48:29 GMT -4
“Eh? Going home?”
Her foe coughs and stumbles, backpedals two or three steps with shock in his eyes and pain in his chest. Gaze locked to her back, stunned and dead for only a few moments before rage sets in – not blind or uninformed, but cunning.
And he follows her gaze, lets dead eyes guide him to the young man with the letters UA stitched to his chest.
“B- But!” A plan forms and executes, smirk in his eyes with fear on his lips. Gaze rockets back, stares and pierces Nene’s back as she leaves. “All our cash! You can’t just mug us!”
Back to Robin with his gaze – the delinquent’s movements are fluid, kinetic, impassioned for a liar. “You – you’re one of those hero students right? From Yuuei! Aren’t you going to stop that villain?!”
The boy who’d only seen the tail end, who only knew the bodies on the ground and the body walking away, still hesitates. The scene is distant in his eyes, removed and stuck in his past, with scenarios just like this in tough American streets.
“I don’t really – I can’t get involved, I don’t have a license or anything,” mumbled through his lips with his hand behind his head.
‘And I don’t really want to,’ he thinks.
But Ryouta’s words still ring in his head, speckled with the clack of arcade buttons and laughter.
“Help us! Please, that was all the money I had for the week!”
And he sighs, deep and heavy like the steps he takes forward. A hand in his pack, a snack cake in his hand that he tears open and chomps to nothing in two bites.
It’s not like he’s a stranger to fighting bullies.
“Oi, zombie.”
His bag is tossed to the side.
“Sorry, I don’t really want to fight, but I’m kind of getting called out. If you wanna return their cash and apologize, we can leave it at that. Alright?”
Just stop running away.
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Post by Nene Mori on Sept 18, 2018 20:32:24 GMT -4
Really? They were trying to go down that route? They were going to play the victim? When she was just trying to get them to stop leaving her alone? Not that she showed any signs of being hurt from these guys, she had been fighting for a few minutes. Three against one isn't really fair, but, the scales are balanced when you have the ability to shrug off the pain like it was nothing. So when Robin had showed up, and they pleaded for help and their money back, she let go of the collar of that person and tried to walk away.
"I don't have any money, no one had anything taken from them." She said in a cold, dismissive, monotone, trying to walk away from everything while the sniveling punks rallied Robin to their cause. It wasn't in favor of their plight against Nene, but it was enough to get her an opponent that could fight against her.
The moment that Robin called her a zombie, she turned her head, glaring at him from over her shoulder. Now, anyone that knew Nene knew what that look was. She may not look it, but she was more than capable of fighting. And that look just screamed that she was ready for a fight. If anyone was looking closely, she rolled up her sleeves, and showed just what was up them. Those rather menacing looking gloves. Tucked away under her shirt was that spool of metal wire, which would string through the air, through the tops of her gloves and out through the claw tipped finger covers.
She wasn't using her wires, yet, but she was just showing off what she had to try and get anyone in the area that wasn't sure of what they were too scared to fight her. She wanted to do one thing though, and that was beat the crap out of the person who, after having just met her, called her such a thing.
"I am not a zombie." There was that tone again, and she was already closing the gap between herself and Robin. Running low to the ground, she would get close enough to plant one hand, her left hand, in to the ground, and perform a long arcing leg sweep akin to a break dance, looking to knock Robin off of his feet. She would immediately follow it up by rising up to her feet, and making a quick jab to Robin's back, keeping the lad airborne, only to throw him over the shoulder to the other side of the field, had everything connected just as she intended it to!
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Post by Robin Engell on Sept 18, 2018 21:43:25 GMT -4
She’s fast!
He thinks that cliché without irony, takes in movements he can follow in mind but not in body. He’s already stepping back as she dashes forward, already hopping and stumbling when one hand goes down and one leg comes up. Her sweep comes up short, but it pushes him back, knocks him off balance in a maneuver that leaves her with a gap closed.
One step, two, three until he’s backpedaled back on balance, more than enough time for the girl to follow up and maintain an offense.
‘A fast low,’ he thinks, ‘quick frames on start-up. But she’s pretty short, her limbs aren’t that long – I can poke.’
And he’s about to, side-steps and moves to kick from her left where he hopes she’s weakest, but stops and maintains his distance with time and space to react when he realizes that she just won a fight one to three.
And he realizes he doesn’t know her quirk.
Enhanced endurance or strength or poison skin – it could be dangerous to even be touched, he reasons.
And the second realization.
She doesn’t know mine.
“That’s close enough.” He calls out, faux confidence on his lips. And he reaches out a palm, flat and threatening and stolen from shonen – an energy blast taken from a Japanese classic. “Anything else and I’ll blast you. Alright?”
And he sighs.
“Seriously though, if you just return their wallets and apologize we can both go home, okay?”
A hard bluff – but if she closes the gap again, he thinks, tries to get in close to avoid a ranged quirk:
Well, I can always use my real quirk too, I guess.
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Post by Nene Mori on Sept 19, 2018 2:37:09 GMT -4
There was no indicator, there was no marking. Quirks had tells. Most of the time. Unless they were from the eyes or something similar. She thought this as she had watched how the fight progressed all too quickly, Her combo had failed and her foe had taken some distance, getting himself ready with a palm pointed at Nene. A blast? There was no visible duct or anything, or any sort of indicator of such a thing!
Not that she could rule it out, but, she wouldn't have to worry about the pain of something like that from someone of a similar level to her! She just rushed forward, calling his bluff as she had the look of someone who was determined to get their point across in combat. Her left hand opening up wide, fingers splayed out as she would look to grab Robin by the face, and take a few steps forward while letting her arm go back.
If she was successful, she would shove with her entire force, pushing her left arm forward and down, and shoving Robin to the ground while clutching on to his face! After which she would proceed to hold up her right hand, clenched in to a fist, threateningly. SHe was poised to start pummeling the poor lad!
"I. Am not. A zombie."
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Post by Robin Engell on Sept 20, 2018 0:12:13 GMT -4
With his right arm extended to match her left, the path from an open palm to Robin’s face falls right in the range that threatening gesture, lets him tsk and scowl as he catches her hand but still falls to her inertia.
The boy is right handed – commanding the flow of battle with her wrist in his grip is easy for that side of his body. But with the brunt of her sprint falling into his chest, toppling and splaying him out on the ground, it’s hard for him to think a counter with her weight on top and a fist prepared to strike.
“Yeah?” He calls out, breathless. “You repeat yourself like one.”
She’s still shorter, still smaller – A fist pulled back is too far to grasp, but her face is well within range. Just as she’d intended with him, he reaches with his left arm, flexes and extends and tries to push his palm into her face, tries to grip and not let go while keeping hold of her left arm as well.
‘Not enough to burn,’ he tells himself, focuses and strains and pours strength into his quirk. ‘Just enough to hurt.’
Because she’s a punk, he’s decided, not a villain, not deserving of a title that grand. No love for bullies in his heart, no compassion for muggers or criminals, but the girl is different, pulls punches and doesn’t fight with death in mind.
And so when his skin begins to burn, hot and red as blood boils and comes to the surface, when it rises from body temp to fever to hot car to Hot Pocket, it’s without the idea of hurting her, only the idea of pushing her off, making her jump. Where skin meets skin is a searing burn, the kind that cooks eggs on dashboards and sidewalks. Enough to make her cry out, enough to make her give up.
I hope, anyway.
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Post by Nene Mori on Sept 20, 2018 19:54:44 GMT -4
She wasn't angry. She was more annoyed. Not that she was showing it. But, there was the hint of tears in her eyes. Already, she was faced with someone she had never met before, and, they were turned against her. Just like everyone else. She couldn't go to school because whenever she tried to make friends, the whole rumor mill kept anyone from even wanting to socialize with her. It was so bad she quit school and resorted to home schooling, with privatized tutors!
And now, here was a random stranger, turned against her without any sort of second thought, just because of how she looked? It was unforgivable. The brief moment she hesitated to swing a punch down for his face, he grabbed her face and emitted enough heat that would make a normal person balk from the pain and real backwards. SHe felt the warmth, but, she was dull to pain like that. He had to commit to causing some harm or she wasn't going to feel it. As such, she swung her fist down, aiming to clock Robin over the forehead before she would get up and swing her arms out to her sides.
With a twist of her hands, elbows and fingers, a flurry of flickers in the air could be seen, light reflecting off of something. And through the air, these things flew, slicing through the shirts of the hooligans, not even bothering to harm them, but, the chicken wire fence was torn up. Those wires she was using were no joke.
With her face burning, even a bit of steam coming off of it, she glared at Robin with those cold glowing eyes. "Some hero you are. You don't even bother to get the other side of the story. I'm going home." She turned out the pockets in her pants, showing she didn't even have a wallet of her own. With everything exposed that she wasn't even in possession of any money what so ever, maybe Robin would take a moment to think about things, while Nene turned around, clutching her singed face with a wince. Another injury she'd have to explain to her mother at home.
Meanwhile, the hooligans were all so flabbergasted by those wires of hers, they just fell to the ground on their asses, mouths agape as they came to a realization of what the 'zombie' was capable of doing. It just solidified in their minds just how much more dangerous Nene was in their view.
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Post by Robin Engell on Sept 20, 2018 22:21:06 GMT -4
Hot hands become hot cheeks – she doesn’t react to his quirk, takes that moment of twilight where he expects a reaction and doesn’t get it and twists it, turns it around. With hand and heat on her face, she powers through and swings, slams a fist into his head that he feels and reels back from. Pain sharp and blunt – he feels something dripping, a bit of blood where her glove caught his skin.
And then she rises, extends her arms and lets a villainous weapon fly. Fear in his eyes, afraid of a strike, he follows that glint, twists his neck and watches as shirts fall and cheeks glow red.
“She-! Guh! Hey, some hero! Stop her!”
And he doesn’t. He can’t, seeing them react. Eyes turn and face her, watch hands turn out pockets, watch the steam from her face from a heat he didn’t think he was producing.
And she turns. And she walks. And he blinks for a moment, a ripple from his eyes that runs to his jaw, grits his teeth and clenches his fists.
「 Oh God dammit.」 Spoken in English, hot and bitter.
And he’s on his feet, walking fast behind the girl.
“Hey!” Screamed in Japanese. “Where do you get off?! I don’t bother getting the other side of the story, huh? As far as I’m aware, the story was you beating the piss out of some bystanders and trying to attack me when I asked about it! You think you can claim some moral high ground off of that?”
Dashing now, sprinting in front of her to block her path – his body language is aggressive, but he lets her keep her space, makes it clear the confrontation isn’t physical anymore. Both arms fast and kinetic, gesturing in sync with his words.
“I gave you two chances to clear things up,” two fingers extending, “two chances where I didn’t throw a single punch, and you charged and swung both times without any explanation. Don’t try to play the victim, alright? You think you have the right to call me out when I’m trying to help? When I could’ve just walked away?”
“I-” He stutters, chokes on his words, “I’m not the bully here, alright?! So take your guilt trip home with you, because I didn’t do anything wrong.”
The whole while, drops of blood drip from his forehead to his cheek, slow and single-file.
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Post by Nene Mori on Sept 21, 2018 0:38:31 GMT -4
Nene stopped as Robin blocked her path and she sighed, "You're American. No wonder you don't know. Can you please move? I'd rather not explain it. But, if it will make you move. I'll tell you." She sighed again, closing her eyes while she pointed at the three hooligans over on the other side of the little field. "First strike and foremost, you have been assisting stalkers in harassing me."
"Second strike, unlike a hero, you resorted to casting a rather offensive term at someone without even understanding who they are. I'm not a zombie. My body is filled with formaldehyde. A preservative liquid that has replaced my blood stream. Because I have no hemoglobin, my skin loses pigmentation."
"As for why I am being called a zombie, or look like one, is because of that very reason. My quirk turned my whole body in to a preservation state. I bleed a toxic fluid that can cause humans, even myself, to choke to death if it becomes gaseous. As such, people like them have been stalking me since I was around nine or ten, convinced that I am the herald of a zombie apocalypse." She bunched one of her sleeves, and reached up, looking to dab the blood off of Robin's wound.
"I'm sorry for hurting you. Can you please let me go home now? I'd rather be left alone before someone thinks you are infected and you get harassed on social media. There's no argument of moral high ground here. There is no concept of who is right or wrong in this case. This was just a point where I just could not put up with being stalked for once, and thought to try and scare them off, I'm going home now to make a bonfire." Nene said while walking to the side, and ducked down as she walked forward, going right under one of Robin's arms and past him. He could follow her, or stick with the bigots in the field.
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Post by Robin Engell on Sept 22, 2018 1:02:14 GMT -4
“You were-!”
Words start and freeze as she continues, and he sits and fumes and patiently waits for the girl to finish her thoughts before starting his own, brushing her hand aside as she goes to wipe his wound.
“You were standing over their bodies. You were holding one of them by the collar! You attacked me when I asked about it! Who the Hell are you to think you can get off giving me strikes?”
And he stops, turns as she walks past and sighs and breathes, runs a hand through his hair and tries to remember.
“Look,” speaking to her back, “I get it. I’ve been mocked for my quirk. I’ve been bullied and harassed. I’ve been...”
Trailing off, pressed up against a wall in his heart.
“What I’m saying is you don’t get to talk down to me like I don’t understand.”
And he turns and scoffs and calls out more softly.
“I’m sorry for calling you a zombie. I didn’t know it was a sore spot.”
Punctuated and undercut a moment later as he walks away, hands in pockets and back turned to hers.
“But that’s all I’m sorry for, alright?”
Sighs as he walks, glares at the punks who lied without doing much to retaliate.
Mumbled in English under his breath.
“Fuck this hero stuff.”
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Post by Nene Mori on Sept 23, 2018 21:35:56 GMT -4
"You're coming with me." SHe said in a matter of fact tone, not caring for any argument either way. After this person tried to push off her points of marking him down as being a bully, and then tried to defend themselves from the prying eye of Nene by saying they too were mocked for their quirk. She wasn't really going to have any of it. Before Robin was out of arm's reach, she would reach back.
Nene's strength wasn't herculean, but, she was certainly strong, and fast. So she reached back, grabbing Robin by the back of his collar before she would walk off with him, likely dragging his heels along the gravel of the field until she would walk out with him. Leaving the holligans there for them to start posting this little encounter on social media, while looking up on WebMD symptoms of zombism, to see if they were now infected.
Nene meanwhile would lead Robin out of the field, and down a street to the point that they could find a burger bar and sit down and have something. "Sit. Eat. Tell me about your quirk. You want me to believe you, humor me. I'm paying anyways." How was she going to pay without any money on her person? Well, that was easily answered by her talking to the waitress, saying it was going on her tab.
"You first. Tell me why you get bullied, I'll tell you why I do." She was very to the point with her words. She might not be a zombie, but, she spoke like one, if a zombie could even talk.
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Post by Robin Engell on Sept 24, 2018 3:01:09 GMT -4
“No, I’m not. We’re done-”
Her hand grips his collar, and for a moment he flinches, reacts as if being attacked. Turning, spinning on a heel and stretching fabric – she keeps a grip on his collar, and lingering guilt keeps him from prying her off. With back hunched and a bad hunch, he narrows his gaze, paints on a scowl.
“Fine, just let go of my shirt.”
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He makes the trip in silence, hands in pocket and mind somewhere else, until they stop in front of a burger bar, where he cocks his jaw and his brow with a sidelong glance. “We don’t have to get burgers just because I’m American, you know. A soba shop or ramen stand would’ve worked fine.”
And the two sit, and they eat, and Robin immediately reaches for his wallet the moment she mentions pay. “I’m not letting you pay for me,” he’ll say, pulling yen from a sleeve, “I wouldn’t want to owe you. Especially because you’re not gonna get the kind of info from me that you want. You’ve already seen my quirk anyway, when I heated myself up while we were grappling.”
Eyes rise from the top of his menu like two suns on the horizon, the same half-glare painted on his face.
“You’re kind of entitled, if I’m being honest. I don’t know what makes you think I’d just be willing to share something personal like that – besides, I can guess why you’ve been bullied. People and kids especially are cruel to those who’re different, especially those who are different due to quirks. It’s basic faction psychology, and you’re on a team without any other players. You’re probably an outcast at best and a threat to national health at worst, depending on how well these people understand how quirks work.”
His gaze drifts to the side, and he spares a finger to scratch his cheek. “Suffice to say that America’s not as progressive when it comes to quirk acceptance as Japan seems to be, if that tells you anything you need to know.”
Followed by a sigh, deep and heavy, one that shuts his menu in turn.
“Look,” he starts, eyes shut, still scratching at his neck, “I apologized for calling you a zombie. I genuinely didn’t know, and name-calling is on me even if it’s banter. But you’re having trouble seeing it from an outside point of view. You’ve got an obvious quirk, beating up some jack-offs without obvious quirks, who are telling me you mugged them and stole their stuff. I step in and ask about it, and you don’t do anything to prove them wrong – No, actually, you do worse than that; you attack me out of nowhere. And then I dodge back and lie about my quirk and try to defuse the situation and talk it down from a fight, and you come at me again. What am I supposed to assume, exactly? And that’s before you even showed off those – what are they even, razor wires? Like, that’s gotta be illegal in Japan. I lost my mom to a mugger, so it’s not like I’m sitting here trying to make excuses for someone I see in your situation either.”
And one eye opens, catches the sun’s glare and glares like that same sun glowing midday.
“It seems to me like you’re someone so wrapped up in themselves that they can’t be bothered to understand someone else’s perspective. And maybe you have a good excuse, and maybe you can reflect the same criticism back at me. But…”
And the thought dies with a pause and a breath – he folds his arms in front of him, rests his head in the hollow space between that impromptu cushion and the table below.
“Listen,” muffled by flesh and cloth, “we both fucked up. Can we admit that and leave it be?”
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Post by Nene Mori on Sept 24, 2018 3:15:23 GMT -4
"I'll agree I should have handled that better, but, it's time for another list." She declared while she held up her fist, showing the back of it to Robin while her elbow rested on the table. "First, you claim your quirk receives teasing and ridicule despite only emitting heat. Second, You have a quirk that is an emitter one, you can blend in. Third, you're not getting my perspective on this, again. You are new to Tokyo it seems, so you wouldn't know about 'Kid Lazarus'."
Sighing, she ran a hand through her white hair, looking at Robin and putting some actual emotion in her voice for once, "It's more than kids my age that make fun of me. Adults, seniors, kids younger than me. Ever since my quirk first activated. My blood stream was converted chemically somehow from hemoglobin and iron with other trace stuff I don't know how to pronounce, in to formaldehyde. A natural preservative fluid. I didn't look like this at the drop of a coin."
"When it first activated, I felt cold, and stiff. I couldn't move anything really. My body wouldn't move, I couldn't call for help. I stood where I was, frozen, for five minutes. Eventually, I passed out from my lungs not working anymore. I was declared dead at the scene from a lack of pulse." Awfully odd for someone to be declared legally dead, but still be around.
"I woke up five hours later, in the city morgue. Inside one of those drawers. No one knew I was still alive, just sleeping it off while my body started to accommodate the changes. My parents were surprised, the autopsy specialist was surprised. And the news was more than surprised. 'Miracle girl wakes from the dead, changed forever!'." She made a big display with her hands while she demonstrated the exaggeration of the news line.
After her quirk activated, she had passed out, and people had to alert the authorities. The medical specialists that came in the ambulance declared her dead from lack of breath and no pulse. "What made things bad were conspiracy theorists. From around the planet. The whole world, people I never even met, starting a viral campaign about the end of the world, about me being patient zero. That I was the start of some zombie apocalypse. Do you see where I'm going?"
"It was fine, I just stopped using any social media. But, when I was attacked at random thanks to my power and the fear people have not of quirks, but by paranoid idiots who fear zombies, that was when I was attacked by someone else with a quirk. I had to avoid people after that. And ever since, I can't go outside without someone commenting on my looks. I can't go to a public or private school. I can't get proper grades to go to one of those hero schools to show the world that I am not some thing of evil. So, no, you don't know what it's like to be someone that not even people with quirks will normally associate with. But, I'm willing to hear what you have to say. Please, convince me otherwise."
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Post by Robin Engell on Sept 24, 2018 3:35:38 GMT -4
One eye peaks from his tent of privacy, narrow and tired. He hears her story, hears her pain in recounting it, “Look, that’s a great sob story, and I’m genuinely sorry to hear it, but that has nothing to do with what happened just now, because I had no idea. Take a step back, get out of your own head, and look at the situation I walked in on.”
And he rises slightly, lets her see the sour glare in his eyes.
“And tell me that I was wrong for not asking someone who by-all-rights looks like a mugger, who by all accounts legitimately is a mugger, for a copy of their biography before I tried to stop them.
He rests his head again, hides his face.
“It sounds to me like you’ve been pushed outside, past the boundary of culture and society and whatever, and that sucks. I get it. I’ve lived on the border, in between those factions without really belonging to either, and it’s just as lonely there as it is outside. But if we’re about to have a pissing contest I’m really not interested. I’m not gonna sit here and justify my life story to you, and I’m not gonna sit here and have you tell me I’m a shit person.”
Tapping his fingers, pinky to forefinger, four at a time.
“UA doesn’t even really care about grades, either. Or did you do the research? There’s an entrance exam, and if they want you they’ll take you. I skipped half the time at my high-school in the States, and I still scraped by for an acceptance. Don’t use your shitty past as an excuse to hide from your future.”
And one eye rises once again, and catches hers.
“If you’re looking for pity, I’m not giving it.”
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