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Post by Nikki on Oct 2, 2020 10:35:32 GMT -4
“Whew!” A large and spirited sigh bursting from the lungs of a black haired beauty as she pushed a pair of doors out of her way and marched into one of the many dive bars of Tokyo which held a special place in her heart, it had to be said that Nikki Nakajima was riding rather high as she marched into a nice seedy and slightly sleazy place carrying more than one kind of thirst, and hoping she might just get her fill after the night she had. Nothing like the promise of a beer after a hard day's work, eh? Managing to fight her way through the latest up and coming thug gang and turn not only a tidy profit doing so but also avoid all that many nasty bruises to her face, with the money maker looking good and pretty still and those endorphins having lifted her mood substantially the steely siren was flying high and looking to take advantage of that fact, which was probably good news for any and every person in a place like this.
Or even a bit more than a beer, if you're lucky~? Never one who seemed to be particularly fussy when she was in this kind of elated spirit and as feeling like a kid ina candy store as she saw dirty shirts, leather, tattoos and a nice bit of stubble on display around her, honestly it felt like she was a bit spoiled for choice when it came to the 'talent' that this little venue had on offer, but surprisingly one of them stood out from the crowd even when Nikki wasn't feeling all that choosy. Speaking of which, look who we have here huh? The corners of her mouth curling upward as she spied a fine little specimen with whom she could vaguely recall enjoying getting 'familiar' with none too long ago and as such that giving the fool a leg up when it came to her misadventures, while new was always fun the ebony empress also had a great appreciation for experience and discretion, and someone who was gentleman enough to know exactly what no strings attached meant.
“Oh hey there gorgeous~” Because of that making a beeline for said party and wearing quite the smug smile as she did so, Miss Nakajima did not spare a single thought for the state of her friend as she sloped up toward them with something of a swagger in her hips and mischief in her mind, and let loose a little of the latter as she sank onto a barstool and announced her presence in a fashion which was decidedly sunny compared to her often discontented disposition. “What's a pretty thing like you doing in a place like this, eh?” Amused by the idea of running into such a fine fool in such a location given their last little meeting but guessing the reason for it rather quickly as well, though she definitely felt like getting very much 'down to business' as it were once she had a nice drink or ten inside her for the moment the feisty femme was happy to kid around, and eager to see how her buddy responded when she used this ironic charm. After all, it was about as close to coy as she was ever going to get…
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Post by Akiva Xerxes on Oct 4, 2020 4:32:56 GMT -4
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"You sure you want to try again?" How did he end up in this shady bar? Simple, he was doing his job, knocked a guy straight through the door and ended up being a celebrated victory round and got some drinks flowing. Apparently, the guy he knocked out had been a nasty son of a gun and they wanted to get rid of him. Good for the guy that he challenged the panther as Akiva had been in a foul mood and fixed the issue rather quickly. Now he was showing his new found strength by arm wrestling people and just grinning a very toothy grin and enjoying his night. Working on another arm wrestle case he won and only felt a little sore after the seventh round or something and he rolled his shoulder, got another pitch of beer and heard a familiar voice with his sharp hearing. He had his jacket over the bar and his top showed off his tribals tattooed shoulders, something he normally hid but he had not expected to bump into anyone familiar, he should have known though that he could bump into Nikki in places like this.
"Oh hello there, sexy." He joked back and leaning with his left on the bar to look at Nikki, "Long time no see." He couldn't help but laugh and tried to keep up with her teasing as he had done before. Even if it brought him conflict with how to react, he found the way Nikki talked funny, so why be hurt or obsessed with it. "I bumped a guy, got asked if I wanted a free drink and decided to stick around." It was obvious he wasn't a bar man but he was definitely enjoying tonight and not letting it go to wastes. He held up his hand to give the girl next to him a pitcher of the same drink as well, it was fine right? It wasn't something bad, but he had a lot of questions, he never... yea no that wasn't true but being so serious about someone he liked was definitely new to him, getting his own apartment right now and such meant that he did not want to ask Lilith, technically he did not even want to discuss it with his sassy high school friend. Heh, maybe Nikki reminded him a bit of Lilith, albeit Nikki called him pretty, much better for the ego than Oh god, did you see how you look. Oh well, this was someone else so he could ask her. "Can I enjoy your company for tonight?" It would be fun to talk to Nikki, the steel maiden for a while but he shouldn't get distracted from his goal, which was actually that he should leave and overthink this shit, it was better than not thinking right? There were so many questions and he did not know where to start, who to ask and so on, he should just be that brave soldier boy and ask Lyra... yea, if he could talk normally to Nikki, why not to Lyra?
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Post by Nikki on Oct 4, 2020 13:57:36 GMT -4
“Too long, I reckon some might say~” Slinking onto the stool next to her blue haired buddy and beaming as she did so, while she had walked into the bar looking for just about anything to fulfil her needs now that she knew that Akiva was here and on his lonesome no less that craving turned for something very specific and exciting, and as such she was only too happy to join him and see what direction she might be able to steer their evening. “Oh really, so someone’s buying a round, huh~? Don’t mind if I do, then…” It getting off to a good start as well when it seemed that she wasn’t going to have to bat her lashes much or even pluck out the wad of bills she had tucked in her bra to get things stated either, though some might have seen it as impolite to simply hop onto the bar tab of another with only the scantest provocation Miss Nakajima ignored such a well mannered approach for two reasons; she was thirsty as hell, and honestly the cheeky confidence would only endeared her more to the men around her as well.
“I’ll have four fingers of your best bourbon, on this guy’s friend~” Smirking as she flagged down the man behind the bar and gave out her order without a moment of hesitation despite the fact that she had no idea exactly who was fronting the cash for her experience, in the place of the stranger who was her patron she simply thumbed her feline friend, and then waited on her order. “Many thanks, my new friend!” Loving the chance to splash out when she knew she wouldn’t be the one paying for it and tossing her arm up into the air as she searched for the soul that her fellow vigilante had referred to and then returned her eyes to the front, the uncharacteristic giddiness shown by Nikki probably seemed somewhat childish to the observer as she rapped her palms on the surface in front of her and eyed the figure soothing up something that might satisfy her for the time being, once she had her drink in hand the mood of the metal minx was so good she even offered it out for a toast with the people around her before taking the first sour and smoky sip which felt like heaven at the moment.
“Hahaha, I’d say it would depend on how much you want to enjoy, but… I think we both know that’d be a lie~” Winking as she confirmed the fact that she would be Akiva’s for as long and as much as he desired given the jubilation she was feeling, Miss Nakajima snickered as she shook her head and reflected on the impression she had left with him on their first meeting, though had been decidedly better behaved since then, and for one big reason. “Speaking of though, you sure OK flying solo here? Wouldn’t ‘Mrs Pantherpants’ disapprove of you hanging out in bars, chatting up hot and very available women~?” Said motivating factor for her restraint seeming to be absent from the scene right now and that leaving the laughing lady feeling a little bit curious, while it had indeed been enough time since they had last bumped into each other for her azure associate to have moved on from that flame haired firebrand at the same time it would be just a little bit disappointing too, which surprised the steely siren as much as anyone really, and she wished to get to the bottom of that post-haste…
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Post by Akiva Xerxes on Oct 5, 2020 7:56:30 GMT -4
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Some might say that indeed, she seemed to be in a good mood and he just felt rather good about that. It was better obviously then the start of their first meeting. But it had been a while, he tried to remember when it had been exactly. He had seen her at that Storm Knight issue but he lost sight of her as they were both focusing on another enemy, that was at the start of the summer and look at them now, it was already autumn. He would watch her, casually as he tried to be he watched her get onto the barstool next to him and her whole body language towards him. That life would have been so much easier, but he did not want that anymore... stupid thoughts that did not help at this point. He wasn't even sure if he was ready or something along those lines and he wasn't even sure what the question was, he was overthinking everything so badly.
He told her someone was buying his drinks and he looked at her and shook his head with a laugh, "Of courses, go ahead I suppose." It wasn't his issue, he did not care at all about using someone else their money, at some point he would stop and so on but at this point, nope, they offered it, so he took advantage of it. It was rather stupid, he did not want to think about it, it reminded him of some vague memory from the past, where he would just use the same attitude and steal people their money. He did try to remember more but it seemed awfully far away in his memory and he had no idea what to think about it. It was probably nothing so it was all good.
He just leaned with his elbow on the bar, took a big gulp of his own drink, which was simple ber and looked at her when she ordered bourbon. Definitely making use of his situation, oh well, he would see what happened, probably no one noticed and they will be gone before the tab was paid, interesting idea. He said nothing, tanked his own beer and would just see how it would go for the rest of the night. He did not feel drunk enough for sure. Maybe he should order more or a bourbon himself and just get drunk, it would save him overthinking anything. He tried it, a casual conversation with Nikki and her sassy comment made him raise an eyebrow. "Is it?" He wasn't sure himself if it was a lie, how did these things work anyway and why did he keep thinking about it and about her. The bright red hair and the way she spoke about her study and dared to share her quirk information with him, obviously he had seen it a couple of times and... she had rescued him a couple of times. He did not want to think about it, god it made him nauseous as he did not feel very heroic around her and yet tried to portrait that any time. He did not feel like he had to hold up that part of the bargain of his life when looking at Nikki. Maybe because she already thought of him as shitty, he had no idea.
He blushed very much when Nikki seemed to have found the topic he tried to avoid. "It's not like we are a couple or something." Would it really make Lyra uncomfortable or upset if he was here on his own? In a bar? Just drinking a beer after hard work of pushing criminals down? He did not want his life to be limited but he did not want to hurt her either. He kinda wanted her to worry about him, not liking it if he spoke to other women because she wanted that attention, but he wasn't sure if she wanted that.
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Post by Nikki on Oct 8, 2020 17:56:22 GMT -4
“Hahahaha, I’d say so!” Smirking and cocking her head as Akiva seemed to question her joke earlier about being rather up for anything with the man before her, though some girls might have blushed at having such a reputation Miss Nakajima had honestly always enjoyed it, so long as people knew their place in it of course. She wasn’t fussy, but the choice was always hers. “A girl like me doesn’t find it easy saying no to those baby blue eyes, especially when she’s in a good mood!” Shaking her head and sighing as she admitted that here was something about the man next to her which really got her motor running as well, while she joked about it being his eyes it was more the general feeling of wildness she got from this potent panther that really fired her up, like it awakened something strong and primal within her that she couldn’t deny.
Seems a bit out of it? Not his usual razor sharp self? More observant than many might have given her credit for as well and able to see even from the few meetings they had together that something was a little bit off about the turquoise temptation as well, though it was subtle Nikki could tell that despite his venue and the fabulous company she provided him that he seemed that little bit more sluggish than he remembered, and felt curious about it too. “Oh really, you’re ‘available’ then, huh? Nice to know depending on what way the night goes~” Unsure of whether he was weighed down with something or simply having an off night, the steely siren smirked as he admitted his single status, and was more than happy to hint that would be more than eager to help take his mind off whatever was affecting his mood.
“Gotta say I’m surprised though…” Shaking her head as she reflected on the fact that it seemed he had broken up with or just never gotten serious with the scarlet haired stunner from that night of chaos, whilst Miss Nakajima had been a bit cheeky that evening she could definitely see a kind of ‘vibe’ between them that even her mischief couldn’t divert, and felt almost disappointed by her discovery that little had come from it. “But maybe I’m just a sucker for a redhead…! Hahahaha, you don’t have her number do you…?!” Hardly the ideal person when it came to the sensitivity of another’s feelings and more like the proverbial bull in the china shop when it came to dealing with emotional problems, because of this she felt more of a compulsion to goof around an issue which felt like it needed some focus and did so, not really trying to throw her foot into her mouth but still seeming to get dangerously close to doing so as she tried to draw a smile but seemed far more likely to earn something more severe in response…
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Post by Akiva Xerxes on Oct 17, 2020 12:53:09 GMT -4
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Actually, it was rather flattering what she said, he did not want to immediately think Nikki was lying. With all the previous times he met her, she did not seem to be the kind of girl that would lie for someone's benefit and would straight up, blunt and yet honest tell what was going on. He appreciated that, well he did up till now if it would hurt his ego. But maybe he did not want to have her flirt with him or maybe he wanted it as it was straight up giving him answers if he was funny, attractive or whatever of some sorts. But he wasn't in the mood to actually give such snarky, sassy, fun-loving comments back. He did that before, he used to be okay with replying to Nikki's sass or tease and he could make retorts but he seemed out of it. He also did not feel like the hero that they hauled in. Wait a minute, why did they do that again? How could he forget already, how long has he been sitting here? It was probably because he drank too much already. That made an awful lot of sense, yes... it must be that. He was sure of it. Wait did she say anything to him? He was trying to give her the attention surely, but it was just he seemed to forget something and it annoyed him very much, that he did not know what. "Glad to hear you are in a good mood." That's what she said right? Something about being in a good mood, he noticed she was in a good mood, he had also met her in bad moods after all.
Maybe she hit the jackpot by saying something about Lyra because obviously it was about Lyra and he just grumbled a bit about them not being a couple. Maybe that's what annoyed him. He really wanted to consider that Lyra would be grumpy with him because he hung out with a pretty person such as Nikki and although Nikki was pretty and he knew her and watched her move... Lyra was just... different, in the good sense of the word. He looked up from the pit of his glass when she said she was surprised. "Surprised about what?" about him being single or Lyra be...ing single. Wait a second maybe she wasn't single? Maybe that's why he did not get the vibes of her wanting to date him or maybe he did not even know anymore how those vibes work. "I have, she said I could use it for emergencies or something along those lines when I needed her help." And boy did he run into trouble every time he saw her. Got starstruck as he saw her, so pretty, radiant, anything and he would just turn into a puddle of goofiness. How often had she not saved him now? "I did text her and we did... I don't know, hang out, not sure if you call that shit a date. I showed her a bakery, bought her pie and cookies and tea and walked her to the train cuz I couldn't go to Tokyo with her. I am an idiot." Because he had no idea what more he had to do to make it better or to even consider if he was making it better. He was useless, wasn't he? Who wanted a man that could not even take care of himself? God his wrists had hurt for days as he had bitten them open when he was hanging on the wall, struck by ice. But then again he saved the kid, didn't he? Made him a little hero... but he wasn't the prince charming some girl might be looking for, even if he had... baby blue eyes as Nikki pointed out.
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Post by Nikki on Oct 18, 2020 14:48:21 GMT -4
“Hahahah, you should be~” Grinning and winking at the happiness her blue buddy showed when she spoke of her good mood, as far as she was concerned a lofty state of being like this one was good for all around Miss Nakajima and for the people she was fond of especially, and as such seemed to sprout an uncommon spirit of optimism in a soul who was usually so cynical and lacking for pep. “Good moods tend to turn into great night’s for the guys and gals that I spend em with~” Coming around as something of a rarity but the girl really flourishing when it came to her generous spirit and devil may care attitude when she found herself less burdened by the guilt of her past, the last time she had felt this chipper had been when that Kanna girl had shown up at her place on her birthday with that big bag of grass and everyone knew how well that had turned out, eventually, and now the steely siren hoped tonight might go to a similar destination. However, for the moment she was happy to indulge Akiva as they talked about the redhead they had in common.
“Heeheehee, she likes bakeries and stuff does she…?” For some reason glad she did when she found a great sense of entertainment in the idea of her panther-like pal taking in such dull and dorky activities with the fiery fox she had crossed paths with, though she tried to keep the conversation focused on her fiery fellow femme Nikki couldn’t help but giggle and find herself a little distracted by how awkward the blue boy would have looked in such venues, and licked her lips further as she imagined him in some fancy suit with a posy in his hand as he courted her. “Suppose it makes sense, she didn’t seem much like the sort to take a walk on the wild side?” Sighing and shaking her head as she realized that such a rod up the ass kind of day seemed just like that uptight little miss she had bumped into during the riots, intentionally or not she couldn’t help but point out the difference she saw between that scarlet siren and people like she and the man beside her in the bar, and silently wondered if he realized just how odd a couple it seemed to make him seem to someone like her.
“But damn, walked her to the train like a gentleman huh?” Still the fact that he was willing to put in some effort to do such a thing despite how different Miss Nakajima saw them something that stuck out at her still, she sighed again and swirled her drink around in her glass as she reflected on such detail with a smirk on her face which hid something strange inside her. Weirdly, the knowledge made her feel just a little bit sad that he’d so such a thing for the leggy Lyra. “Man, and here I thought you were the type to bring every hot little slice back to your place on the first night? Didn’t know you had it in you to be the good guy, Aki~” Usually not all that bothered if the lads or lasses she went to bed with found themselves with other companions but the fact that he had tried his hand with someone so different to her feeling almost like a little note rejection, the ravishing raven sipped her drink again and then nudged the feline fella as she pointed out the contrast between her opinion of him and his action, and didn’t know deep down what to make of it. She liked thinking of him as some rowdy ravager like she was, so realizing he could be soft and gentle made her, not the redhead, feel like the one who was out of place.
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Post by Akiva Xerxes on Oct 19, 2020 9:51:11 GMT -4
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Why could he not like someone like Nikki, look at her, she was pretty, definitely easy on the eyes and she was... yea well stop thinking. He needed to make up his mind and was it not cheating when you thought this way cuz that felt like cheating. But he wasn't in a relationship? Did that make it cheating on his thoughts... this shit was confusing! Women were confusing, why was he bisexual, why wasn't he straight-up gay. Though Enda wasn't an easy relationship either. This was too confusing in every perspective of the thing. He should sign up to be single for forever and not mingle with anyone, boya that would be a hard last. "Is that so?" He tried to tease then mentally kicked himself as he felt like he was doing the cheating discussion again all over the place and he looked at her. "Sorry bout that. But yea great nights." He was just confused about a lot of things, Nikki was so different from Lyra and he felt like he had to stop her, stop her from talking but maybe his brain was going woozy over things that weren't there. Maybe she meant getting drunk on beer, nothing else. Akiva looked at his pitcher. "I actually have no idea, I work in a bakery." Though she had seemed to like the place, apart from the fact that it was Teruko's place. But also the baklava and ngh he wanted to make something for her. Maybe he should do that, macarons, doughnuts, anything.
"Take a walk on the wild side?" What? Was he missing something? What was the wild side, or like what they did... then... now.. "I mean eh. she works the way we do at night? Isn't that tough and fierce enough?" Oh yea man that day at the vigilante hideout or you know at the orphanage, he could drool about that. In the sense that she had looked so awesome like she was Wonderwoman and he wanted to be as impressive as her, instead, he was like a big goofy black panther, who could stumble over his own big paws because he was paying attention to her. Uugh he hated himself. So he told Nikki more and glared at her, "I know, what a guy right." She probably wouldn't like it, Nikki that is and he wasn't sure if he minded actually doing it. He knew Lyra could take care of herself but that did not mean he could not try and be chivalrous. He sighed, "I was." He did not like to admit that he did that but as a villain why would you give a shit about what other people felt. "It helps to have a place on your own but sometimes you just find someone who takes your breath away and why would I ruin that if I can just... you know, look at her more often if I would say so. Not that I will say so, good god cuz why would she like me back." Shut up, no don't put the self-pity parade in front of Nikki, she would tear him to shreds with her sass and she would probably be right about it too but still, please no.
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Post by Nikki on Oct 21, 2020 10:56:42 GMT -4
“You… At a bakery?” Nearly dropping her drink when Akiva mentioned his line of work simply because of how much the idea surprised her, while she had never spent even a small amount of time contemplating what the catman got up to when he wasn’t bashing skulls she tended to assume it wasn’t something quite so pedestrian, and suddenly found herself tickled pink when she imagined him wearing and apron and a hat and a dusting of flower on his nose and cheeks. “Ahahahahahaha! No wonder you’ve got such a thing for nice big buns huh~?” The whole image causing Miss Nakajima to crow loudly in a cackle simply because of how much it seemed to defy her expectations about a person who seemed to have that distinct air of ‘edge’ to his character, all she could do was bellow and shake her head before slapping her palm down on his shoulder, and casually highlighting the doughy mounds to which she hinted by puffing her chest out in front of her a moment later.
“Hahahaha, well she does her best but…” Feeling all the more amusement when the blue boy tried to point out how similar their ravishing redhead was, while he was certainly right about the fact that she could seem to kick some ass when the occasion called for it Nikki couldn’t agree with his point whole heartedly, and once her laughter died down found herself shaking her head at such a sentiment. “Not entirely sure I’d say she’s the same as us? We’re a different breed~” Arching her brow as she pointed out how the two of them felt more like the king and queen of some suburban jungle whilst the flame haired femme would have been more at home telling folk not to tap on the screens at the zoo, there was no way that this dark delight could have reconciled with the idea that she was all that much alike when it came to that stuffy scarlet siren, and she sighed as she toyed with the notion a little more and found it even more unlikely.
“Takes your breath away…?” Bowled over when Akiva seemed to next make an even more astounding observation about the lass and speak in a manner that would probably pass for poetry in a moment like this one, Miss Nakajima felt her jaw hang a little at the little line he used and felt a knot at the centre of her brow lift up incredulously, and was even less capable of handling such a comment than she was the last one. “Her? Wow, I knew you liked her but you always seemed the type who wanted something a bit… I dunno? Exhilarating? Someone who can keep up with you at the very least. Not… Ah, nevermind.” Certainly appreciating that the green eyed girl was something of a looker if one liked such a thing but in terms of personality assuming that her feline friend would get along a lot better with a woman with a bit more of a frisky spirit than that buttoned too tight brat, she almost went so far as to state that directly before stopping herself suddenly because she felt like saying so would leave a bitter taste in her mouth, and tonight was all about having a good time. Damn, why were they even talking about this anyway…?
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Post by Akiva Xerxes on Oct 24, 2020 4:51:52 GMT -4
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Here we go again, everyone that ever figured out he wanted to work in a bakery or worked in the bakery looked at him with surprise, disbelieve and so much more. In this case, it felt even worse, Nikki laughed her ass off. She even made a very ugh comment and he just rolled his eyes and held up his hand to indicate to the barkeeper to give him another drink. He shouldn't drink more beer or any other alcoholic beverages because it wasn't his intention to get drunk, but well, for now, this was the solution of not having to go into a conversation about him being a baker and liking nice big buns as she said it. Actually he- he shouldn't go into the debate that he did not make buns, and he did not care for buns and that he had to really focus not to look at hers now that he felt like she was trying to show off. Surely they were pretty, he had said that before to her and she knew it, obviously, now using it against him. God, he felt like a horrible man. Surely he was a shit guy, he had been a villain, he wanted to look at other girls while trying to convince himself that he had only eyes for one and yet he wasn't sure if he was that good, was he good? Cuz Lyra deserved the best and he was actually quite convinced that he wasn't the best, there was probably some guy at her university that was doing much better then he was.
It even felt like the situation or conversation got worse the more he tried to explain to Nikki about Lyra. Was he that stupid? Was he seeing things that weren't there? The reason why he fell in love if he dared to call it that, was simply because Lyra brought emotions above that he had not felt before, she made him feel calm, which was something he desperately fought for. He did not want to be that feral agitated guy all the time, he really wanted to be nice and get along with people instead of being deadly afraid he might hurt his friends because he went feral. "Is that a good thing or a bad thing though?" He could not help ask when Nikki said they were a different breed? He knew there was a saying somewhere in china but he did not want to think about it and yet he did. It gnawed on him that he couldn't remember, why couldn't he remember? He did listen, he just did not want to consider it, which is why he blurted out what he felt to Nikki, without considering if she wanted to hear it or not.
His confession made him definitely not want to look at Nikki. He felt very feminine and he did not like it. He felt like a joke, a loser and maybe a sissy, but those words he was not allowed to use for so many reasons including that it offended him. He was always the masculine one, the strong one and he always had to prove that. He was the idiot though when it came to moments with Nikki and moments with Lyra, they probably thought of him that way, pretty but dumb. He wasn't sure if what Nikki described what he wanted, surely that's what he hoped with Rufina and with Enda but look at him now he was single and hopeless. "I rather have something steady and nice." Something he could hold on to and understand. He wasn't sure how else to describe it.
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Post by Nikki on Oct 28, 2020 12:15:39 GMT -4
“It’s… A thing? I dunno if it’s good or bad, depends on the situation I guess?” The manner in which Akiva seemed to question her notion of being a wild child seeming to make Miss Nakajima feel a little bit defensive, the scarlet stare of the steely siren tightened for a moment as she tried to think of an alternative to good or bad, right or wrong, but ultimately could only feel like it was best to not tar such a notion with any kind of colour and accept it as it was. “W-We are who we are, and I reckon you’re in for a bad time if you try and deny that?” Honestly feeling just a hint of rejection in the manner with which the blue buddy had seemed to interpret the similar aspects of their personality in a light which shone with negativity to this prickly young pugilist, a little colour shone in the cheeks of the feisty fox as she felt flustered by the denunciation she felt in that, and protested against the concept in a manner which showed her discomfort at how it affected her too.
“Oh, ya think so, do ya?” It seeming that her good mood was all too quickly being soured by this dour attitude of the lad next to her all of a sudden, further feelings of renunciation afflicted the ruby eyed raven, and she found that she was compelled her to sigh into her glass as the catman as he affirmed his preference for the redhead they were discussing, which she seemed to think was complete and utter bullshit. “Ya know, I don’t remember you complaining much that night when we…” Snapping her head back as she finished off what was left of her bittersweet drink and shortly following up with a rap on the table when she slammed the drink down on it, Nikki couldn’t help but shake her head as she remembered the fire they had shared that night after their team up and tussle, and in her mind felt like that was far stronger evidence of his interests and inclinations than this new flavour of the month fondness he had found for the that stuck up bitch she had run into.
“In fact, now I think of it, how come you’re pussy footing around this shit?” Cocking her head and feeling like that was the biggest point of all really, as Miss Nakajima saw it, it seemed as if the guy she had ran into when fighting that gang all those weeks and months ago was so far removed from this sappy fool next to her that she could hardly believe they were the same person, and she showed a fiery glare at Akiva because of that. “Seems to me you like the idea of a chick like that, sure. Maybe you wanna believe that if you have little miss perfect in your life, you’re better than all this back street shit? But you ain’t going for it, are you? So I gotta wonder why you’re holding yourself back? Maybe you’re not as into slow and steady as you think, huh?!” In her own way perhaps demonstrating that she was more insightful than others might have believed or at least better at figuring folk out than she would let on, the growing irritation of the black beauty made her a little too forthright as she grew even fierier and called the azure ass out on his contradiction, before flagging the barkeep down to refill her glass as she let him mull over her frank line of questioning…
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Post by Akiva Xerxes on Oct 30, 2020 5:59:44 GMT -4
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Maybe he was just stupid, maybe he was a walking contradiction but he wanted for once to feel safe. He never felt safe, he was probably never safe. In that case, Nikki had a good point that he should give up and just walk out. No one should have to deal with him on multiple occasions, he was wondering how Enda or Teruko had taken so long to tolerate him or accept him back in their life. It was not a strange thing to consider that Enda left him, though the question was on the tip of his tongue for months, he still had not asked the blond the right question: why, why did you leave, why did you not tell me, why did you just go without a word, why. But what would it mean to be a different breed as Nikki said, was it a good or a bad thing. He did not even believe he agreed they were the same after all Nikki seemed to know perfectly what she wanted, she seemed to be content with her life and he just felt like everything was starting to be beyond his reach. Every time he felt like extending his hands to grab a hold of something and it was just straight-up gone.
"I don't think I am denying anything." Which was the problem, he wished he could deny it, but he looked away from Nikki and brushed the hurt hand through his baby-blue hair. The sixteen tallies on his knuckles were burned in with a nail, burned hot and red and he scratched it. He remembered every one of their faces but he would not share that information with anyone. Enda knew a bit but not all. It was surprising and maybe that's when it dawned on him, he did not get a word Nikki said because it made no sense to him. He wasn't denying he was a bad man, whether that meant he was a coward from time to time or a simply a liar. He was denying himself the possibility of change and Nikki's matter-of-fact words were not helping because it made him fall deeper in the pit of completely agreeing that he was a lost case, an asshole, something that did not deserve to be having the luck he had now. "I don't think we are the same, it would be nice if we were, but let's just say you are better." Which was also his way of trying to cut off the conversation. However, that did not happen, he should have known. It wasn't that Nikki was annoying or that what she said was bad but it started to annoy him. MOstly because there were so many other people out there that he wanted to trust and share his deep dark past with and he could not and now it felt like Nikki knew all about him. Even Lilith did not know and she knew him for about eight years already.
He said he wanted something steady and nice and he felt the sarcasm sting him of Nikki's following words. He said nothing, just looked at his beer. The golden looking liquid did not seem to be that appetizing anymore. Maybe it would be too much if he drank more. He already felt like losing the edges. He did not want to go feral, he still could not trust himself. His blue eyes, looking less nice and baby blue now it started to annoy him glared at her. He had not complained that day in the alleys after their victory. He had not complained with all the other people he had a one night stand with but did she really think that was going to be him for the rest of his life. He said nothing, he just listened, he tried to count his breathing. So many seconds in, so many to hold his breath, so many out. But he could not zone out her words.
Words came out of her, she seemed mad, why was she mad about what he wanted? What was it to her and he was done, he slammed his left hand on the bar and people turned to him. He swept them away with an angry look at his face before turning those dark eyes to Nikki. "You seem to know an awful lot about a guy you met three times, wow Nikki, maybe you missed your job as psychiatrist or something, therapist, whatever you want to be. Don't bother okay, I know I don't deserve anything, I don't deserve Lyra because she is too good to me, I don't want to hurt her or anyone else anymore, I have done that enough. So I will stay away from everyone, good you say it. I am not like you, I can't just have fun, all the time. I am not like her, I am not like Teruko, I am not like G or anyone else for that matter, I am the guy who has to constantly watch himself to not snap, to not scream, shout and do worse. So yes, I am going to hold myself back, but not for what you said, but for so much more, thanks for reminding me of that." He did not deserve someone so nice, so delicate, so pure good as he would ruin it. He would always ruin it. "I think I am going to go." He had made sure the barman would not pour her a new drink. He had pushed him away with the look on his face, but now he waved the man over. "Could you thank the guy that would pay my tab, I am leaving."
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Post by Nikki on Nov 4, 2020 12:17:16 GMT -4
“Hmph.” Perhaps expecting an outburst from Akiva given how provocative her words had become but what he actually ended up saying seeming to be something that surprised Miss Nakajima, though she was certainly not the sort that tended to feel all that much sympathy toward anyone when they threw a pity party for themselves, the way in which the blue boy seemed to assume she was so much better off than him was honestly rather insulting, and reminded her of how little they knew each other. Better? Ain’t no fucker in the world someone like me is better than… Perhaps the one correct not that he struck in his little tirade being the one where he snarked hard on that subject in particular, all that the steely siren could do was scoff as she found herself being held up in some lofty light by the feline fucker, and as a result was only reminded of the darkness that tainted her character because of it.
“Where do ya think…!” Upset for certain by that because she hated it when people made assumptions about her, despite that the dark dish still felt surprise and even greater irritation when he seemed to want to bail on this conversation because it had gotten too real for him, and jerked around as he scurried away with a knot in her brow and anger in her heart. Just leave him, fucking asshole, all he wants to do is mope about how hard his life is…! That scarlet stare tightening as she watched the idiot stomp away from her in so unceremonious a fashion, Nikki’s chest rose and fell as she tried to contain the overflowing feelings which were welling up inside her and whispered all sorts of things in her head, and as such she tried to calm herself down so as not to give into old habits by catching up with him and laying him out right there and now for being a moody little prick like that. Which she succeeded in, kind of.
“Tch!” Pushing away the majority of the images in her mind that showed her breaking his jaw or more but still unable to rest on her chair and just let him walk away, Miss Nakajima clicked her tongue with irritation as she found herself unable to do anything other than throw her feet onto the ground, and quickly marched after the azure ass unsure of whether she was still likely to punch him or not when she caught him. “So what, you’re afraid of screaming and shouting and all that shit, so you’re just gonna run away from anyone or anything who challenges you like some little bitch, huh?” Lengthening her stride as much as she could and hammering her heels into the ground as hard as she could in order to vent a little of the vexation she felt, when the ferric femme finally got close enough to try and reach for the arm of Akiva to turn him back around she found herself with more fury in her words than she might have intended really, which really seemed to go against the spirit of her intervention on a whole. After all, who would respond all that positively to such antagonism, huh?
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Post by Akiva Xerxes on Nov 7, 2020 11:25:16 GMT -4
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He was tired of being a walking contradiction. He was tired of being judged all the time. He thought Nikki would not look at him that way and he thought she would actually have some advice for him, but he should have known better. He was just so tired of people not even asking his opinion and always point him that he was able to do so well, she and everyone else around him had no idea. He wanted to break something, he wanted to scream at someone and well as Nikki wasn't leaving him alone she was the easiest target to yell at. No, no he would not, he would destroy even more on his path so he had to swallow it all. She had managed to strike a nerve with her so-called we are different speech that he gave it all back to her, to see her offended face, well there you have it. Where did she think he was going? Away from her, obviously, where did he think he got the information and knowledge about her? Absolutely nowhere, but that was exactly what she had been doing to him. Maybe they both were a hypocrite, he did not ask her anything now that he thought about it, he told her about Lyra. Well, that was ruined anyway. He knew and he had known the whole time, it was nice to be pampered about that dream all the time, that he could not stand this bandaid being ripped off, spilling the nasty shit that he had done. Reminding him of how such an asshole he was.
"How do you even have friends?" He just asked her as she stood behind him, could not let him go. He had no responsibility to him, they came at the same bar, she got a free drink and now he was the little bitch, and probably any other word she threw at him in her mind. "Do you have to ruin my day even further? I told you something that goes to my heart and that worries me but all you can do is make fun of it and call me names, so congratz, I am done listening. And you are right, she is so much more pure and better then I will ever be, so yea, I am going to run away." He was always good at that, he noticed he was good at that because he could not remember anything he had done! His mind was even running away from him, he was losing how Lyra looked the moment he turned away from her, bright red hair, green eyes, right? That was it, but what was the structure of her face, what did her nose look like? Her clothes? Anything, he was going mental. But he would rather go to hell then share that with Nikki. "Now if you have anything useful to say, do it now or I am leaving." If she was so mighty and amazing then by all means speak. She just wanted him in her own bed for tonight, wasn't it? Showing off her body, teasing all the time, mentioning the night they met, mentioning how they flirted and done before and that he wasn't someone for nice and steady. He knew people like that and for now, it wouldn't surprise him if Nikki was exactly like that, but it infuriated him only more. He did not want to destroy himself any further and he did not want to ruin something that he did not even have and probably never would get. Good god he was pathetic.
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Post by Nikki on Nov 8, 2020 17:29:17 GMT -4
“H-How the hell should I know?!” A crimson colour flooding the cheeks of Miss Nakajima as the blue boy asked her about how she managed to maintain close connections given her bearing, she would be lying if she said that such a note didn’t hit her pretty hard given how often she felt like she deserved to have no kind of love in her life herself, and as such all that she could do was bark back angrily in response to such a ridiculous question. However, she wasn’t giving up just yet. “But… That doesn’t stop me trying to be better! Don’t fucking run away, like some!” Certainly pissed off by this point and with herself just as much as she was Akiva for failing to find the proper way of fixing whatever was afflicting him, for the moment all that the metal minx could do was offer the rather useless information that she was quite the stubborn soul, which felt rather important given the fact that he was trying to run away right now, but really she had no power of prose to properly articulate the difference between what she was saying and what she wanted. Well, not without making herself feel ridiculously uncomfortable, that was.
“Y-You’re just… I mean…! Can you just…” Facing a problem that was a whole lot tougher right now than any foe she had ever faced or even her superb steely shape either, the sable siren clenched her fists as once again and felt them shake as she tried to think of a way she could get this angsty azure ass to stick around in a way that didn’t feel like it would humiliate her, but apparently all she could do was spit out words and find no actual meaning behind them, and as such was left without a choice. “C-Cant you see I’m trying to help you, you fucking moron?!” Throwing her arms into the air angrily and turning an even deeper shade of tomato as she stumbled over her wording and tried her darnedest to get the curmudgeonly catman to understand her intention here, the ebony enchantress admitted her aim rather unceremoniously, and probably in a manner that was far more offensive than she really wanted it to. So she had to hope that the meaning in the message shone through.
“A-And you’re getting all mad and shit, even though… Even though I’m not good at this touchy feely crap!” Pushed to the point where she even felt like she might just be one of those blubbery little bitches that burst into tears when she was upset with how her eyes were stinging at the jabs this jerk had taken at her, but still she persisted, and even though the manner in which she spoke was not particularly artful or well mannered it was honest, which seemed more than what her supposed friend was showing. “But… At least I’m trying, dammit! You’re just… You just see something wrong and wanna give up and it’s… It makes me mad cause… C-Cause I think you’re better than that? I thought we were both fighters?” That bugger making no effort to challenge his problems and just throwing himself under the bus like this and by extension her too given how she felt that kind of semi-kindred connection with her, it was impossible for Miss Nakajima not to feel a grave sense of upset at such a prospect. After all, if he couldn’t do any better than he was, how could she? It was like he was giving up on both of them, wasn’t it…?
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