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Post by G Hajimari on Jun 21, 2020 10:00:34 GMT -4
Hana backed him up and he was glad, but Kasey had none of it. She says she's a failiure who cant be a hero and that shes not even a good villain. Shes bad at being bad and no one wants her to be good
"Says who? And who says they want you bad. Also why do you care what others want? The question I repeat is what do you want"
He noticed how she flinched when he touched her, she pulled away. He sensed conflict for sure. Then she spoke what she wants... she tripped over the words... barely speaking them out. And then she said, she wanted to be healthy. She doesnt want a family. G nodded "Ok. You wanna be healthy. But now Im curious. Do you wanna be good or bad? And what do you consider healthy? Healthy could mean not physically sick. You got to speak your feelings and search yourself in order to find happiness. I wanted a family. Doesnt mean you want it too" he said as he slowly let her go to give her space
"Kasey, we cant help you. The first step is helping yourself. Thats how life works. Thats how I worked. No one knocked on my door and said 'hey want a family, happines and goodness'? No. Thats something you get on your own." he said
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Jun 22, 2020 6:35:51 GMT -4
She did not get it, no one wants her to be good? Who is no one? Wasn't it obvious that the two opposite Kasey now wanted her to be good, to allow her to get back to their family? She couldn't count on a villain, even though she mentioned that as well. Again, Hanako said nothing. She did not want to infuse the problem she made, she should have considered what she was doing, and not do it. This was just everything that she could do wrong and she did it. She nodded slowly, the question was indeed what Kasey wanted to do and who she wanted to be so she would just look at the stairs directly at their feet.
As G spoke and gave Kasey space, Hanako couldn't help but get closer to G and hold his arm and move within, so to say. Moving his arm around her, leaning against his muscular body, she wanted to be held now. She wanted someone to say to her that what she started was inevitable, that it would have escalated anyway. She wasn't sure what to say if family hurt too much then why were they trying, why did it bother Kasey? Was that really what she wanted. She looked up when G made his last comment and she wanted to brush through his hair, make sure that he was okay even though they were talking about a topic that hurt them too. She should say something, go on say something. "We will always be here, but we can't do anything if you don't want to and if you are uncertain what you want." She almost begged Kai to go and cry so the baby monitor would go and she would have to go, but she couldn't do that and she shouldn't either. It was just that she should try to fix the mistake that she just made.
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Post by Kasey Setsuna on Jun 22, 2020 11:35:55 GMT -4
No. No no no no, no. They were all playing with her. They knew how bad it was. They knew she was the problem. She was always the problem. They knew her secrets. They could ruin everything for her. But they didn't, not yet. Yet. Yet. Yet. They would do it eventually. They would turn on her. Everyone who ever got close either burned her, or left. Only people she could trust, were the dead. Their voices silenced with the secrets they held. Unable to share and turn on her. People were evil. Humans were evil. They were evil. They were using her. Using her to know. Using her to start over. Gaining her trust, that was what it was. He used her so she could like him and clear his name. He used her to scrub down his mess when he left. She was a stepping stone. That woman, she knew who she invited to help. To change her hair, to start over. To start over with a man she loved as a brother. No. They were all against her. They were all using her. They were evil people.Her breathing sped up, her ears turning deaf to their words. She was underwater. She was drowning in her imagination. Her breaths faster and faster. Deeper and deeper. Her mind clouded and on the edge of passing out. Panicked, her right hand pulled away, claws forming at her hand to strike at him, only for her labored breathing to grow louder. Her hand moved, not to hurt him, but to hold her head as she sat there. He moved away. her breathing slowed down. "Concentrate." The voice, aloud, spoken from the wounds on her neck. A voice, that all three would hear. Kasey's eyes closed as she took a moment to regain her thoughts and er breathing. "Please, just stop." She finally said. her breathing skipping, almost as if she had just been sobbing. Quick breaths in, and a long exhale. A few sharp breaths, and one long exhale. "I want my body to be healthy." she would say aloud. Answering as the sharp mouth would fade back into the thin membrane. "Healthy body. Healthy mind." She closed her eyes as she tried to calm herself. "I don't want anyone anymore. I just want myself." Maybe it would sound cruel, or harsh. But she wanted to focus on herself. She needed to learn how to love again. She needed to start from within. ~ Word Count: 413 ~ |
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Post by G Hajimari on Jun 23, 2020 11:25:19 GMT -4
Kasey wanted him to stop. She doesnt want anyone but herself. She pushes away more and more. G didnt know what to do. He talked to her, she rejected that. He couldnt really force her to change. He cant just grab her and strap her down to a bed in a nut house until she decides to change. Granted if he wanted he can. But... that just wont help. Nothing they do will help. Kasey got it in her head that she's pure evil and beyond help. He cant solve that. She needs a psychologist. Maybe even be away from all of them if they cause her damage
Why is she here if she wants to be away.... actually he it can be obvious. She came to the gym for the gym. She wanted an excercise. Well fine then. They should leave her alone and let her sort things out on her own. G looked at Hana. He didnt really know what to say and on one side he didnt wanna say anything. This conversation ended. She pleaded him to stop talking. What would more talking do? Nothing.
Honestly whatever he does, he loses. She will find a way to be a fallen victim in both scenarios. He cant help her. She was beyond him
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Jun 23, 2020 13:12:57 GMT -4
Please just stop.
Why would they have this focus even here, why was she here, why did Kasey not run away the moment they saw Hanako. She did not get it, she did not get what she did, how she decided to do this and how Hanako was trying to put a positive twist to it. She couldn't help to pull G a little closer towards him and pleading still to the unknown universe that Kai would call her. "Look, we can't do anything if we don't agree with what we want from each other. You don't want us here, but we are. Either you can leave or sign in and train and we just leave you alone. You could meet up with someone at the reception where you bumped into me, we will just leave you alone for now." She looked up at G, unsure if she should say anything and just pulled his hand with her, back to the floor where he had trained, up the stair towards their private quarters. "I am sorry, I shouldn't have done that." She mumbled to him, but the fact was she knew she did it, she had not enjoyed it. She just wished she could restart that, pretend she did not know and just be quiet. Maybe another lesson to learn. Sometimes she was so tired of herself, of Hanako the destroyer.
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Post by Kasey Setsuna on Jun 25, 2020 11:47:45 GMT -4
Start over. From the beginning. Kasey was born to a loving family. She had a twin sister whom she had adored. They had a happy life. No, perhaps that was too far back, but it was a good enough place to start? Her life was unclear and a mixed series of millions of little events. From ripping off her own flesh in front of her parents to showcase her abilities, to going grocery shopping. Groceries. Perhaps that was what spawned this all. If she didn't meet him, she would have never met her. The web of lies of rich men playing pretend and using their assistants as pawns and other chess pieces. The secrets between them that kept her from telling the truth, and only keeping her truth closer to herself. Maybe if she didn't meet that woman, she would have trusted him with her secrets. Maybe it would all be different. A man, that perhaps in a different life would still be her brother, was now a stranger who tried to help a woman fall deeper into maddness. Start over. Before this happened. She had came to a gym to escape the deafening sounds of the creaky old house. To gain some peace and change of pace to somewhere she didn't own. To escape the eyes of those that knew everything about her. To escape the constant need and wants of other people who asked her for things. Now, she was at a gym, a place that knew her secrets, but a place where nothing was asked of her. The world was strange. They were strange. Kasey had gathered herself. Picking up the pieces of her shattered psyche. After everything that happened, she didn't believe in coincidences anymore. A greater power had guided her choice, and now she ended up here. Maybe, under their eyes, their watch, she could prove to the world she was different. Maybe it wasn't about them, but about what she had undergone. Maybe, being in a place that people knew what she was, what she was doing, what she had done, was something she needed, even if she didn't completely know yet. Her breathing slowed down, from heavy labored breaths, to something more manageable. She wanted to do it alone, she needed to do this alone. She couldn't rely on anyone anymore. Once they left her, she was in pieces. She had to pick up ever shard herself. She needed to repair, herself. "I don't want to be in anyone's life more than necessary." words carefully chosen, and spoken. She was collected now, but perhaps not yet calm. The silence of her own mind, allowing her the peace to think. "If you ask me to leave, I will never return." she would say, her eyes closed as she took a deep breath. "If you want me to talk, I'll talk." Another deep breath. "Sorry, about everything, G. You too, Hanako." Perhaps the first time she had called either by their names in a long time beyond the small pet names she had given them. "It was easier to run away from it all, than to fix what I am. I'm tired of running. I'm tired of hurting when I pick up the pieces." Kasey would open her eyes, only to stare down the steps, laying her head on the railing as she looked down at the counter. There was no time to play victim, or to spiral down. She was going to behave. She needed to grasp herself. To fix herself, she needed to first fix the things she had broken. And to her, every problem they endured, seemed to be a direct effect of her existance. ~ Word Count: 613 ~ |
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Post by G Hajimari on Jun 28, 2020 9:14:51 GMT -4
Hana spoke to Kasey and made good points. Kasey said that if they asked her to leave, she will never return, if they want her to talk, she will talk . G then said "We arent asking you anything. We are asking you to make your own choices. We're not your overlords that tell you what to do. So thats on you. If you wanna leave do that, if you wanna talk do that. Its not our choice which option you prefer. Now is the time you decide on your own, instead of letting us decide which option you want"
Eventially Hana pulled G away, to their private quarters, where she apologized and said she shouldnt have done that
"Its ok." he said and held her hands "You did well. So no need to apologize"
G didnt know what to do. So an exit was .... needed. G wants to help Kasey, but he cant. He has no means and perhaps he isnt the one that should help her. It wasnt his job to fix her. So maybe one day Kasey will find someone who will. When G was her age, he was still lost and just barely finding his own pieces. Kasey still had her journey. What the outcome is... he cant decide. No one but her can.
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Jul 8, 2020 14:30:52 GMT -4
Hana had maybe said something wrong and it was just everything and she wasn't sure what to say to G or Kasey and she just said nothing at all for the third or many more times in this meeting. She just stood there, close to G and she would feel heavier and heavier with the guilt from her shit action. Hana the destroyer. As always like everything, she just looked away, at her feet and just looked at the ground. There was not much to say, and G was, in this case, the one with the better words. He knew Kasey, so he knew maybe what to say. She explained what Kasey could do when it came to the issue of the gym but she would eventually pull them away from Kasey, up the second pair of stairs, up to their office.
"I ruined it for her, I pushed her into a role she did not want to. She didn't say or show she recognized me until I showed you." She wasn't going to say more, just stand there, look at their hands. She would just see, maybe she should follow but for now she just let go of G and looked at Kai, to make sure everything was okay. She did not want to think about it at this point.
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Post by Crimson on Jul 9, 2020 14:10:57 GMT -4
Kasey Setsuna You currently have 219 EXP, and you gained 57 EXP for this thread! Hanako Hajimari You currently have - EXP, and you gained 43 EXP for this thread! G Hajimari You currently have - EXP, and you gained 25 EXP for this thread!
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