[Hawaii] Repair and Love [Saga | G]

He did not sit very far from her and though it was okay, because she prefered a little distance. She was also a little sad. After sitting so close next to him on the plane as well as sleeping in his arms this morning, she wanted to be closer to him. "That's really nice." She almost said cute, but she managed to save herself. Kai had been babbling a lot, more now today than before, maybe it was just her imagination, maybe it was not. She did not know. What she did know was that G looked absolutely handsome and cute when he looked at Kai and smiled like an idiot. She loosely held on to her son but she should maybe offer him to sit with his father as he kept extending his hands to go to him. However, again she didn't, Hanako herself got slightly distracted before doing so and only looked back as she noticed Kai was pulling on her and got up all by himself. She had to sort of catch him, so he would not fall on the hard sand and water surface where they were sitting. She made sure he was okay, as he looked at her pouting and she smiled at him, "Oh, what are you doing my little adventurer?" And before he cried he laughed at her and tried again, this time Hana sat him upright, standing on his wobbly legs and she turned a little more to the beach instead of the water and he walked a few steps. Surely, it was because she held him.

She frowned a little, but he managed to stay balanced this time and held her hand as she moved it forward so he could walk on, he eventually had to let go as she couldn't reach that far and she held herself, bit her lip and sat upright on hunched position to put her hands behind him as he might fall. But he didn't as G quickly extended his hands and caught their son. She dropped on hands and knees and looked at the two of them and a small smile was there again. She was glad she had witnessed it too. "He took his first steps," that was so cute, the both of them were and she crawled to them and again tried to show a little happier thing, mindset, and kissed G. She could do this, she had to, this was their honeymoon.

While crawling over, G scooted over to her while holding their little baby and at the same time the parents kissed each other. "Bleh." She heard in her right ear and she looked shortly at Kai who pulled out his tongue and she gave him kisses on his own little cheek. "You are bleh." She whispered at him but she was laughing. Honest to God, she was laughing at their happiness because they just kissed, Kai just had his first steps and he had said bleh because they kissed. She blushed a little and looked away from G as he complimented here. "I didn't know." She tried to say it teasing, not to make him worry, "But I like that, so I fit with you." She watched the ocean slowly and wondered if she should try, the water was so clear but it was also very scary. "Thank you, for buying the tickets." For bringing her on a honeymoon and the like.

She curled up a little, pulling up her legs, holding them and leaning with her cheek on her knee as she looked at G. She did not know that the smile remained on her face, if she thought about it, it would immediately disappear so it was a good thing, it was natural. "What do you plan to do more now that we are here?" She asked and she looked how Kai was fascinated looking at G's tattoos and she wondered indeed if he understood that it was a part of his papa, even she herself had not seen it often, especially not after the winter months but still, it did not feel right. It was her upbringing and she wanted to get rid of that, kissing him in Hawaii had already felt so against her nature but she tried to imagine that she knew no one here, so what did it matter. She rolled her shoulders again, too tense for sure, if only that would go away.

She had to laugh because they seemed to be like they were before. When she finally understood that G was flirting with her at that weekend away and that he had been doing so before had meant they were in sync. She had turned to him when he turned to her, they had said the same, they finished each other's sandwiches... and now it was back. Was Hawaii that magical? It was impossible but it made her laugh. She kissed her son a couple more times and his big blue eyes twinkled as he laughed as she tickled him and he hid in daddy's arms. She looked up at Gil as he complimented her and that he blushed and so did she. She tried to be so carefree and easy about it. This was Hawaii and she was just Hanako Hajimari and it did not matter what anyone else but those two boys in her life thought of her, right here and right now.

She held her legs together and looked at the ocean. It was a scary big place and that was something she had shown to G before too. She had never wanted to swim in the ocean last summer and although she wouldn't mind going to the beach, she would not get further than she had done now. Just sit at the edge or maybe a little in there and see. It was cold, she would get goosebumps but Hawaii was warm enough to not have her feel that way. She just thought about it all before turning to Gil again and thanking him, "Thanks for everything." His patience and she lifted up, "Also thank you from my son." She said as a little joke and she put Kai on her legs as to balance him and tickled him, she did ask for the rest of the plans and she listened while playing with their little one. She frowned a little as she rolled her shoulders. "I like the planning." But she only looked up when he asked if something was the matter and because it was just something she did unconsciously she had no idea what he meant, "no, why?"

While busy tickling her son she made a hissing sound as he touched her shoulder, god that hurt. She blushed and quickly looked away even if G kissed her cheek. "I will be fine." She said and she was glad he would continue about something else.

Swim?

In there? The ocean? With crabs, fish, shrimp, jellyfish and eventually sharks? Eeeeh no thanks. But she didn't say it out loud. She came here to make him happy and be happy that would not help if she would decline everything without it trying. "I brought floaties, so we could try." And well obviously hold on to the baby for sure. She stood up and lifted up Kai, it made her wince, maybe it was because G had touched her shoulder, but she felt the nagging sense only more. She put him on the ground and he climbed up to stand up again, holding on to Hanako's leg while she had to bend forward to grab the three packages from the baby bag. Yes, she had prepared these eons ago and she had not forgotten to throw them in the baby bag when they went to travel to Hawaii. She would blow up the small round one and put it over his head, his arms through it and set it on his hips. Kai looked at it and fell over, but didn't hurt himself cuz the ring was around him. "Okay so you lose your balance that easy, gotcha." She said casually to not make him cry and she would sit him down again and offered Gil another one of the little ones that would go around his arms. She made sure his little sunhat was sitting okay and she would lift him up again. "Okay I am ready." Her face said everything but being ready as she start at the big blue thing with disgusting stuff but she would go.

The only reason why G got her so far into the water had to do with two reasons. One, most important of all was that the water was very clear and she could see her feet and see where she stepped and if it was a shell or a screwed little beasty that would touch her; so far so good, it was just shells and seaweed. Second of all, it seemed that as soon as they put Kai in the water and dragged him along that he seemed to have fun. She had to make sure Kai would stay upright even if the floaties were for that, it still made her a little bit scared. And than he did something strange, the water simply did follow his hand, his little stubby hands and gestures and she looked at the little whirlpool he created and while she remained standing the same, her eyes looked at G. She did not want to move but did he see that? Was she seeing things that were not really there? Did he have a quirk! The water stopped and even Kai continued to do the same so Hanako wasn't really sure, but it gave her a slight creepy feeling. Well, she wanted to get out not much later. She had maybe spend 30 minutes in the water, so it was definitely something. She dragged Kai along, so he could stay in the water a little longer before stationing herself on her towel and just waiting a little to get a tan and dry off, same with her little boy who was playing with the sand.

Eventually they would get back inside, and it would be considered dinner time. Their luxury hotel had a restaurant, the hula dancers and so on but she prefered for tonight as she was tired and her jetlag wasn't helping that she would rather eat in their room. So they did and they were brought fresh food, freshly prepared meat and side dishes and Hanako had put Kai in the little kiddy chair and sat on it herself. She rubbed her right shoulder, the one she most used to lift Kai and place him on her hip. She tried to quickly drop it and took G's hand who was sitting on her left to squeeze his hand, "I really like being here." And she smiled, the smile had not left her lips for a long time today. She turned back to Kai to help him eat a bit of melon.

She was sure she wasn't crazy. After all, she was wide awake and so on and G saw it too, their eyes met after all and she bit her lip. She didn't want to think about it, Quirks manifested only when they were four and Kai wasn't even a year. She would look away eventually and just pretend it did not happen. So they were going on and on and just play and get off in the end and dry in the sun. Hanako put more sun lotion on their little one to make sure he wouldn't get a sunburn and she would just keep her arm closely around him. But he sat between her and Gil, it would be fine. She would just see how it goes and eventually after being dry and the weather only making her more tired and hungry, they decided to go back. Now she had already taken off the middle floatie but took the ones from his arms and just cleaned up everything, shook out the towels and put on her jumper before going back indoors. The hotel was really pretty and she looked around and just saw how much they had, they even had a daycare.

So they would get food and she was eating a little bit of the salad, feeding tomatoes to Kai from time to time and he gave grabby hands to the melon which was why she cut small pieces for him and he would suck on them and didn't seem to want anymore after and she brushed his hair away, he got a little brown edge on his arms compared to where the floaties had been and she found it rather funny. She took his hand from across the table and squeezed it to thank him and she made a giggling sound when he kissed her hand. "Maybe this is what we needed?" She helped Kai to clean his mouth and let him play a little more while sitting in the chair.

She looked up when he got up and she nodded, though it was obvious that she was nervous as she took a deep breath and closed her eyes. She tried to tell herself to relax, relax, relax and drop her shoulders. But she hissed when she felt the massage of her shoulder blades. But she tried to sit still and do him a favour, it felt just slightly painful and a whiny pain. But maybe it would feel better soon.

It was scary still and she tried to hold on to her thought process in England, and at home in the first few weeks because she did not want to distance herself from G and she had to keep that in mind and do good. But it also made her sad the longer she thought about it. She looked at Kai from time to time, to see if he showed any sign of what she thought was a quirk. The thing is that she had no idea because Hanako had none, she could not remember how her sister got it. Because she had simply been jealous and tried to show no interest and no jealousy. She did not want to talk about it, they had looked at each other as parents but they had not said anything. She could not deal with this in her still depressed state, she was well aware of it, she was trying to do self remedies about it but still, she was feeling horrible. And that's maybe another reason why she gave all her attention to her son, to be not that horrible mother that she predicted. She had wanted him gone some days because she couldn't take it.

But now they were in the hotel and dinner was almost done and she watched him and let him touch her shoulders. She shivered and hissed because it hurt and she managed to snatch the melon piece that would almost fall on the ground and she gave it back to Kai who laughed about it and played before sucking on it again. "I like Japan." She said surprised about G's statement and she felt a little upset about it. Japan was her home, she had no issues with it, but a change of scenery was nice yes. "Hm." She said nothing further and she just tried to relax while he massaged her.