Post by Hanako Hajimari on Dec 22, 2019 12:10:27 GMT -4
If it wasn't already worse enough to find a note that your husband clearly did not write and the fact that he was gone and you had no idea where to start looking or why. A poster showed up in the online chat that she was in. She had sort of been lucky that she was scrolling on the white little thing because she had put it aside as she had said to stop working as Lady Scandal. Stop the infiltrating, stop everything. Her plans had changed during Shinagawa's event but that did not mean that she would have the flimsy thing with her every twenty-four hours. She had considered approaching some people that might not be considered entirely trustworthy because she was desperate. That was not his handwriting and that was not how he spoke to her! It was worse, it was horrible, she had turned away, she had been away to let her arm fixed by that healer and he had to get some fresh air and now... now he was gone. He was a big guy alright, he could handle himself but this was the god, the second time and she panicked. They had not taken him randomly from the street, nope they knew they were here and she had no idea who they was!
She kept pacing back and forth, trying to breath before she realized she had to go out here. They, whomever they were, might be still around and ready to harm her or do anything so G would be in a pinch and thus she tried to carry her son. She needed help with that as her left arm didn't properly function still and she couldn't even keep it in the sling. She would have to go. She would have to make this work. Thank god the vigilantes here were helpful, albeit they didn't get the bigger picture. She simply said she had to go, right now, cab, anything. And they would help her get one, carry her stuff in there, it was just her and a little baby and her bag. The bag literally could be stolen and she wouldn't care that all her disguise stuff was in there. Wig, broken glasses, make-up, anything really, it did not matter. He was out there and he needed her help maybe and she could do nothing, nothing at all! She had bitten the inside of her cheek so much that she tasted the metal flavour of blood and she tried to stop. She tried to shush her little one by moving him a little up and down but boy that was difficult with one arm and when she was crying herself. It was good she made no noise but Kai was right onto it and he kept on crying and crying and crying. She had to make him stop because what if they were followed, following a crying baby sound shouldn't be so difficult. The taxi journey was unbearably long and she would finally stop crying, which made Kai slow down and stop a little. He still made whimpering sounds and she had no toys or anything that she could reach.
She would have the taxi driver stop, a little too far from her house but that was the intention. She would have to get out of here and she asked him to hand her bag because she couldn't reach it and tugged it over her head and wrong shoulder so it would balance on her hip. Disguise stuff and baby stuff, what a combination. With Kai holding on to her and her right arm supporting him, she would grit through the pain and held him softly with her left hand. She needed Elena, but she was gone and she couldn't text as she walked this way. Under her breath she sung to her little baby, so he would stop making a sound. He put his head on her chest and she believed he was slowly drifting off. She could not afford to cry right now for multiple reasons and she managed to make her way through the smaller houses and the allies there before she quickly crossed and managed to get to her back garden. The backdoor was closed but Miku was home to open it. She had no time to answer any questions and made again a shushing sound. She wasn't sure if the girl knew where they had been or if she simply assumed Hana said it for Kai. She hurried up the stairs to put the baby to bed and to check her phone. That's when the freak out was worse. That's when she saw the poster and she cried all over again. Slumping off the bed and simply dropping the phone as she tried to silently cry in her hands. No, she was worthless, she couldn't do anything. She was the one that needed to be protected but what about this, the second time, oh god. Another ping, this time Elena and Fix. She had to quickly answer, she tried to not show her true emotions. Nothing registered but she had to get out of here and Elena offering that escape was everything that mattered right now. She had no idea of anything else and grabbed enough for Kai, only took a few things of her own and she managed to clean her face. The make-up literally every where except for it should be. She took Miku with her, the girl grounded in their own home should not be taken because of that. She should drop her off at U.A. again tomorrow but not now.
When she was stuck in a house that wasn't her own and that made her not dare to move, she simply kept her little one on her lap, propped on a pillow and she would wait all night long for this hell to be over. She was left in the dark for her own sanity. She could not find the words or explain anything to Miku. She just wished yesterday never stopped and today never came.
She kept pacing back and forth, trying to breath before she realized she had to go out here. They, whomever they were, might be still around and ready to harm her or do anything so G would be in a pinch and thus she tried to carry her son. She needed help with that as her left arm didn't properly function still and she couldn't even keep it in the sling. She would have to go. She would have to make this work. Thank god the vigilantes here were helpful, albeit they didn't get the bigger picture. She simply said she had to go, right now, cab, anything. And they would help her get one, carry her stuff in there, it was just her and a little baby and her bag. The bag literally could be stolen and she wouldn't care that all her disguise stuff was in there. Wig, broken glasses, make-up, anything really, it did not matter. He was out there and he needed her help maybe and she could do nothing, nothing at all! She had bitten the inside of her cheek so much that she tasted the metal flavour of blood and she tried to stop. She tried to shush her little one by moving him a little up and down but boy that was difficult with one arm and when she was crying herself. It was good she made no noise but Kai was right onto it and he kept on crying and crying and crying. She had to make him stop because what if they were followed, following a crying baby sound shouldn't be so difficult. The taxi journey was unbearably long and she would finally stop crying, which made Kai slow down and stop a little. He still made whimpering sounds and she had no toys or anything that she could reach.
She would have the taxi driver stop, a little too far from her house but that was the intention. She would have to get out of here and she asked him to hand her bag because she couldn't reach it and tugged it over her head and wrong shoulder so it would balance on her hip. Disguise stuff and baby stuff, what a combination. With Kai holding on to her and her right arm supporting him, she would grit through the pain and held him softly with her left hand. She needed Elena, but she was gone and she couldn't text as she walked this way. Under her breath she sung to her little baby, so he would stop making a sound. He put his head on her chest and she believed he was slowly drifting off. She could not afford to cry right now for multiple reasons and she managed to make her way through the smaller houses and the allies there before she quickly crossed and managed to get to her back garden. The backdoor was closed but Miku was home to open it. She had no time to answer any questions and made again a shushing sound. She wasn't sure if the girl knew where they had been or if she simply assumed Hana said it for Kai. She hurried up the stairs to put the baby to bed and to check her phone. That's when the freak out was worse. That's when she saw the poster and she cried all over again. Slumping off the bed and simply dropping the phone as she tried to silently cry in her hands. No, she was worthless, she couldn't do anything. She was the one that needed to be protected but what about this, the second time, oh god. Another ping, this time Elena and Fix. She had to quickly answer, she tried to not show her true emotions. Nothing registered but she had to get out of here and Elena offering that escape was everything that mattered right now. She had no idea of anything else and grabbed enough for Kai, only took a few things of her own and she managed to clean her face. The make-up literally every where except for it should be. She took Miku with her, the girl grounded in their own home should not be taken because of that. She should drop her off at U.A. again tomorrow but not now.
When she was stuck in a house that wasn't her own and that made her not dare to move, she simply kept her little one on her lap, propped on a pillow and she would wait all night long for this hell to be over. She was left in the dark for her own sanity. She could not find the words or explain anything to Miku. She just wished yesterday never stopped and today never came.