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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Jan 30, 2019 13:52:40 GMT -4
 at most I'm sleeping all these demons away You had two descriptions of a green face, jealousy and probably when you were really sick and Hanako felt like the latter. The last couple of days had absolutely not been pleasant and about a week ago she had gone to the hospital because she was sure there was something wrong and she was dreading the answer. Before she could actually call or go there, she had wanted to go there and after that go to work. She had forgotten the last three days to call in sick because she had not felt to even make that problem. She had written a blog for every day and her Lady Scandal column was almost ready to go. She had trouble getting out of bed but the moment she said upright, she felt nauseous already, it would be nice if that would be over. She tried to fix herself as best as she could but even with a bit of make-up, you could still see how pale she looked compared to normal and that she had blue spots under her eyes to show how tired she was. She even went to find boots instead of heels to walk easier through the streets of Tokyo towards her doctor instead of her heels, she would hurry towards the building of Metropolitan later. She put her phones in her bag, her wallet and checked if she had everything. She took her jacket, scarf and gloves but already felt as if it was super cold when she was still inside. She went down and walked because it wasn't that far and she hoped fresh air was doing her good. In the meantime, at Metropolitan, the old man that runs everything went down to see if G was there, he had not heard from Hanako and she did not answer her phone, so he was slightly worried and as Hanako had had a conversation with him about G and Yuuki, he was slightly aware. Not of everything of course. When he got downstairs, he checked where he could find the security guard, "Hajimari, a word, please." Did this man know how to say things nice and friendly, nope, he wanted to go to the point immediately. MADE BY VEL OF GS |
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Post by G Hajimari on Jan 30, 2019 15:24:21 GMT -4
G was at work, at his post as the security guard. So much things happened that G wishes he really wasnt at work. But work was a necessary evil. For money. Sure he has Kasey and Pink Jackal and her wealth, but that would feel wrong. He'd feel like he was using her, he trains his students sure, but he doesnt feel like he contributes to the club.
Moving back to the actual work he does now, everything seemed calm. Although G did worry where the devil is Hana. She didnt come for a couple of days. Just as G was thinking, he heard a voice calling to him. He looked and saw his boss
"Ah is the Bossman" G thought to himself
G walked over to him
"What's wrong?" he asked
Worried if one of those girls reported him or something
"Maybe someone reported my Vigilantism. That deal with Haruuhi was kinda huge" G thought to himself
He mentally braced himself as he was prepared for anything. He had no idea what the man would ask him, he just got prepped for worst case scenario. G imagined the Boss would yell at him or fire him or arrest him...?
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Jan 30, 2019 15:32:25 GMT -4
at most I'm sleeping all these demons away It was a few blocks away, easy to walk, within fifteen minutes and at that point, she would get a cab and go to the building. She would enter, stand at the desk to wait for her turn when it was finally at that point she stated her name and said she called for the blood results and the other tests and that she would have to come here for the papers. She should have called work before actually coming here but she did not feel like it, she did not know how to explain it. Someone with a strong perfume passed her and she felt the need to vomit again but tried to breathe through her mouth, she managed to survive as the woman passed fast. She turned her attention back to the girl at the reception, who said something like: "Congratulations." Some other words that her brain proceded but that she did not want to hear and before she knew it: the world turned black. ~ Bossman had asked for Gabe as he knew him to come towards him because had some questions. "Well, nothing is particularly wrong yet. But I haven't heard a word from Mizuki for the last few days. She hands in her column through email but that's it and you know after a week one can get worried. I would ask you, since well you know if you could go visit her now. Gives an old man a better feeling. Nifuji would manage on his own." He was the same man that pushed and pushed Hanako to work and never get a day off so it was good he changed into what he was now, worrying about her health and safety. It was something. MADE BY VEL OF GS |
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Post by G Hajimari on Jan 30, 2019 16:01:53 GMT -4
When G heard the Boss out, he was glad that everything was fine. Ok, well everything was not fine. Hana wasnt coming to work. And even the Boss didnt know why. G assumed she was sick, but with Haruuhi and what happened to her, G was worried if someone kidnapped her as well. What if someone more competent then Bucket came?!?
"I thought she was sick. But if you dunno then. I gotta go check on her!" G said when he realized no one knew where she was
When he realized Hana was MIA, he ran out and went to look for her. He was scared and worried. He took his phone to call her, but realized his battery died. Eventually he felt tired of running and decided to take a second to rest. He looked up and saw he was infront of the Tokyo Elementary.
"Heh...how cute. It'd be sweet to actually..." G thought to himself as he tried to regain his breath for a second. Ah to have someone to take to school. He remembered when he met a small child here. What was her name.... Kayayday? Nah... it was the gold hair thread girl.
"I wonder if she is doing fine" he thought
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Jan 30, 2019 16:10:39 GMT -4
at most I'm sleeping all these demons away She had a very heavy feeling in her stomach. She did not exactly know what to think or do but when she opened her eyes, she blinked against bright white coloured lamps. Huh? Where, she looked left and right, where was she? A girl with freckles appeared in her line of sight. "Are you okay miss Mizuki?" She shook her head and tried to sit up straight but the girl pushed her slowly back into the pillow and she finally noticed the uniform. Oh, yes, of course, it was no dream. She felt the vomit rise up in her throat and she grabbed the edge of the bed and... well she knew how to stop it. Even if her ears had not wanted to hear it, her brain had understood that there had been said. Another nurse appeared on the other side of the bed, adding that 'Miss Mizuki' looked pale and unhealthy and that they wanted to make sure she was doing fine as if she was not entirely there. "I am fine." She stuttered words out to the girls who seemed to be her age but also treating her as an elderly and a child. The second nurse asked if she was doing fine too while the first one checked her wrist for her heart rate and her forehead for a fever. "Oh yeah, happens often, strange they always give it the title of morning, it can happen throughout the whole day, you poor thing.""Do you actually know who the-"Hanako stared with angry eyes at the second nurse. "I am not that stupid, thank you very much." She set up straight, ignored the uttering words of the nurses and found her boots next to the bed. She held her breath, quickly put them on before breathing again and said she would make another appointment later but at this point, she was leaving. Noisy little... nurses. She just needed to think, maybe it would not be a good idea to go to work, but maybe she should call in sick in that case. She was clearly daydreaming when walking home and as she passed the elementary school, she could have sworn she saw Gil. Which was ridiculous, he was either at work or at the hospital. But taking a few steps back she realized she wasn't daydreaming him and she walked towards the school square. She would definitely not tell him today. MADE BY VEL OF GS |
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Post by G Hajimari on Jan 30, 2019 16:50:37 GMT -4
Oh how lovely would it be to have a child, your own flesh and blood and raise it. G couldnt imagine how kids are. He had Miku since she was 10 and she was a cutie pie. A precious cinnamon roll that he wanted to protect and hold forever. And thats what he did. He kept her in his hideout and held her. There wasnt anyone to bring common sense into him or stop him, so he put her in a protective bubble for 5 years. But he wondered, what were the real young ones. The kids with the single digit number years. G imagined he'd be too scared to touch them, they must be so sensitive and fragile. G shook his head, he was getting terribly sidetracked. He looked up, and he was so tired he thought he was seeing Hana "Wait..." G thought
"Hanako, is that you?" he asked
"Hopefully this isnt a mirage and me going crazy" G thought to himself, hoping he wasnt making a fool of himself infront of whoever
But Hana or not, he approached her, because standing infront of an elementary might make him look like a creeper who's into kids and thats no good
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Jan 30, 2019 17:06:17 GMT -4
at most I'm sleeping all these demons away Daydreaming sounded like a positive word, but her brain was not in some state of hibernation, she wished it would be. Just sleep now and not think about problems that now showed up. She did not want to think about the consequences, she did not want to think about what she said only weeks ago to her boyfriend and now. Everything connected and only stranger and she wondered when, where and basically how the hell did this problem appear and how did she had not been more careful. Had they not talked about that she or well they could wait and now this. She swore she saw him, but she stared a little longer and she found out that it was really G and she walked towards him a little before he noticed her, she was so stressed that she was surprised that he did not call her Hana and immediately wondered if something was wrong. Why was he here in front of Tokyo Elementary and not at work or at the hospital. She quickly moved up her hand, realizing she forgot her gloves and brushed away any possible tears that might have showed up. "Hey." She said a bit shy and stupid, right. This was like fate telling her that she should not wait any longer and tell him. How else would it be interpreted? Oh, this felt horrible. She did not want to say anything because she had not formulated her own thoughts yet, she literally fainted a couple of minutes ago. How dare they ask her, she stared at her boyfriend, she felt that her cheeks were turning red because well it felt very awkward and probably he noticed as well that her cheeks already turned red. Could she just not forget it, could it not be a bad dream and turn away? MADE BY VEL OF GS |
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Post by G Hajimari on Jan 30, 2019 17:20:12 GMT -4
She greeted him with a simple hey. That was her voice, it really was her. When G saw her, he noticed something. He thought he saw tears. Or was he imagining things. She was also blushing? What the hell happened??
"Hana. Whats wrong? Are you sick? Why arent you at work? I was worried about you. Even the Boss was. He sent me away to find you. My phone died so I couldnt call you" G said and then hugged her
He was so happy to see her safe and sound. He wanted to take her home, but before doing anything, he wanted to hear Hana out and see what was wrong and where she was this whole time. G hugged her for a while before letting her go and giving her space. He doesnt understand where she was and where she came from. G stopped here by accident, he was tired of nonstop running and he stopped to take a breath. Maybe he was lucky that happened otherwise he would've ran to her house and missed her
G gently hend Hana's hand and listened to her, whatever was bothering her, he was gonna fix it. Somehow, hopefully... probably.. maybe
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Jan 30, 2019 17:32:41 GMT -4
at most I'm sleeping all these demons away He called her Hana now, it was okay. He wasn't mad, he wasn't anything bad, he was just worried. Which made sense as she had not texted him to inform him that she was ill or sick or whatever you wanted to call it, she felt sick now. To the stomach, which was a very weird expression if you knew what was happening and she surely wasn't happy about it. No, they had discussed this and now she had to bring it up again but in another style and she frowned and she wondered and she thought about what she should say. So many questions all at once and she shook her head softly, brushing her black bangs behind her ear so she could look at him, and yet she looked away, her eyes glided from his eyes to his lips, to his chin and that's when he hugged her and she closed her eyes and let the darkness swallow her again. She wanted to say it now, hidden in his arms, safe and sound and not being able to see his face but that would make it muffled and she would have to repeat. She should just say it: No nothing is actually wrong, though it could be better. I am not ill but well I am pregnant so that makes me feel sick and which was why I wasn't at work.
When G broke the hug, she felt vulnerable and exposed and wanted to nuzzle herself back in his arms but he deserved answers, so she would give him. "I am pregnant." That's not what she wanted to say! She had wanted to formulate it differently, gaaah! Her brain had betrayed her once more it wasn't fair! She did not look at him when she said it, she stared at their hands, but now she said it, she shyly looked up. It all felt so shitty. MADE BY VEL OF GS |
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Post by G Hajimari on Jan 31, 2019 10:10:56 GMT -4
G expected to hear some wild story of some crazy adventure or some illness or a common cold. But instead he got something he didnt expect, a short and mindblowing answer
"I am pregnant."
Hearing that, no words could describe how G was feeling, how happy he was. He swept Hana off her feet and lifted her up and spun with her with how happy he was
"Thats great!! I cant believe it!! You're finally..." but then he remembered something. She didnt want this. He stopped with the happy spin and very very gently and carefully put her back on the ground, as if she was made out of the most fragile glass.
"Erm... yeah... right... I remember now" he said as he came back to his senses. G thought for a moment what can they do about it "Um... if you want, you can let me solo raise it. I'll just take care of em like I do Miku and Haruuhi and you dont have to worry about being a mom" he offered
Now that she was pregnant, he wasnt gonna lose the kid to some... terrible means. Nor would he allow the baby to end up in an orphanage. He always knew how soulless the system, but meeting Haruuhi, it only confirmed his suspicions.The system was soulless and then some
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Jan 31, 2019 10:50:49 GMT -4
at most I'm sleeping all these demons away It was actually quite cute how G reacted like she was unsure herself but she did not know what to say, think, do, anything. She held on to him because she was very afraid to fall and well it was not good to be a clumsy being and now adding up to that was being pregnant. It made her at least a bit better, in feelings that he seemed to be so excited, she just really did not know what she felt. Well yes, shook, that was one thing, obviously because she fainted when the nurse told her she was pregnant. So that had not been the best reaction, probably the reason why they asked if she knew who was the... who was the... yes very enthusiastic dad. Much more than her. "I am finally?" She said when he put her down as if she was something fragile, she noticed what he did but she did not mind it much. She just understood it was his own enthusiasm and that he forgot her own dread. She did not know what to say, what she thought about everything, that made it so ridiculously difficult, maybe she should tell him that. That she wasn't entirely what to do. "What? That's ridiculous it is my child too." Her mouth again made form of words that she had not thought at first and she was even surprised by it and thus pushed her lips firmly on top of each other and pouted because what the hell did she just say? " I don't want you to solo raise it, and what then, I would still see the baby and it would be like..." Shut up Hana, you are making things worse again. "Gil, I don't know what I want. I am obviously not entirely sure and well I obviously fainted when they told me because I thought it was just a virus or so that made me feel bad. I, I don't know what I want." It was bad to say that she still got like eight months to figure it out? MADE BY VEL OF GS |
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Post by G Hajimari on Jan 31, 2019 11:49:44 GMT -4
G was surprised to hear what Hana said. But if she didnt want him to raise the baby alone, then what? He bit his lip as he was scared and nervous. He thought what could they do. But realized that maybe at the moment, there isnt anything they could do.
"What if we... wait... just wait. Maybe we cant do anything now, the news is fresh and our minds are running wild. We gotta calm down, take a step back and think. But... our Boss... will you tell him or keep it secret from him and others?" he asked
G knows what he'd do. But he didnt want to pressure Hana into making a choice. Especially if its something she doesnt want. So he decided to wait it out and hope she'd come to a decision that he'd agree with.
"Please keep it" he mentally said, he just thought to himself and wished to himself. He was scared and worried about what might happen. Their baby. He couldnt believe that actually happened, that he finally has a child or a blood relative. His mind was still blown.
If he had it his way, of course he'd keep the baby and marry her. But speaking of marriage, maybe that isnt the smartest thing to do now. But ... later...
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Jan 31, 2019 12:02:41 GMT -4
at most I'm sleeping all these demons away She noticed the surprise on his face and she did not know what to say, a blush again crept up on her cheeks yet she felt no need to cry right now. "I-I mean, it's, it will be ours right. I-I" Say something, damn you. "Maybe, maybe I change my mind." In the positive version, she meant but she wasn't sure if she should say that, because this was already damn embarrassing. They had time, but there were so many more questions, "It's just... what we discussed two weeks ago, we don't even live together, hell we are only dating for four months, almost five. Gil this goes so fast. I don't know what to think." Weren't they still trying to discover the parts of each other that they did not know and that did change in their nineteen years of separation? It might not be a childhood fantasy or another quite fairy tale but it was a honest by god pregnancy and they had to make up their minds, especially herself if she wanted to keep the baby. They should just wait, she nodded. For as long as they could. Oh. Oh yes, she had to tell people. She turned now slightly pale, "Do I have to? Already?" She asked because well apart from telling at work, there were not many people to tell, what about Miku and Haruuhi. She felt like they would only dislike her more, barging into their lives and almost instantly announce she was with child. No great strategy Hanako, absolutely marvellous. What she did understood was that it would be cruel to you-know get an abortion if he did want to keep the child, but what about her own opinion, did that matter? She did not want to put it up for adoption, that would be strange and she would not be able to reach out if she... if she what? Would they go and live together after this? What if that proved to be wrong, what if they did not add up in that case, what if things got worse. No, it would be bad! Thinking so much that she looked left and right with her eyes but not seeing as she thought about everything that could go wrong. What if the child hated her? What if she was like her own mother? Wait that only happened after Nanami. But what if she could provide a better home and a loving family for the child, nothing like she experienced after the birth of Nanami. "Do you think we can keep it?" Which was a strange question because the one deciding was them. It sounded strange, child, but she did not dare to say that yet either. MADE BY VEL OF GS |
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Post by G Hajimari on Jan 31, 2019 12:52:36 GMT -4
Hana calmed down, G smiled when he heard that she might change her mind, but then heard worry and stuff "I mean, we dont need to tell anyone right away. I just worry because its our workplace and well if they see your belly or something... I dunno. I dunno anything anymore" G said He wasnt sure was there a rule about co-workers dating. Usually in movies, couples having the same job is a bad thing. Because reasons or whatever. G didnt know if that would get them fired or not. But if Hana wanted to keep this secret, then so be it. The only thing that mattered was that Hana wouldnt do that thing... abortion. He wouldnt know how to react or what to think if she went that route. Suddenly a flash of a familiar image appeared in his mind. The nightmare he had. The dark ending to his story. G shook his head, he didnt want to think about it Luckily a question snapped him out of it "I want to. I wish we could. But... I know you dont want to... I already told you.... if you dont want it, I wanna keep it.. Just please... dont kill it" he said....requested.
Honestly if she chose that route, he couldnt stop her, she was the mother. And her thoughts and feelings mattered too... But still... his did too... right?
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Feb 1, 2019 5:04:25 GMT -4
at most I'm sleeping all these demons away He ignored her previous question, maybe she wasn't clear in her utmost panic, she did not want to panic and they did not need to panic, she got papers but she had not even read yet how long and when this all will be done, well mostly the puking was horrible. Like yes, maybe, maybe she would change her mind because she did not understand why she kept blaming herself, saying she wasn't good at things when she did not try it beforehand, surely she couldn't just try motherhood and dropped it but why did she think she would be like her mother when she wanted to be anything but like her mother. That only made it that she would be better at it right? Smother her child with love, if she got one, wait, she was potentially getting one. Her brain made no sense. She looked with big eyes at G, back at her stomach and looked up, not meeting his eyes. "Oh no, I will be getting fat." Great way with words: but not today again. Apparently, G had that effect on her, that words tumbled out of her mouth. "Maybe, can we just not first figure out what we, I mean I want." Because it was kind of clear what he wanted and the excitement he showed, albeit he was trying to hide it but perhaps doing a poor job or she just wanted to see it. Why couldn't she be that enthusiastic? This would be their baby, wouldn't that be nice and perfect? Yes, maybe, if they youknow lived together, had been together for years again instead of just... a couple of months! The fears were too big. "I am not sure if I don't want to." It was a whole other thing than thinking about pregnancy and actually being pregnant, it might fuel her with strange hormones that she didn't even figure out yet. She just wanted to cry at this moment because her mind or heart did not make up a solution or a feeling. "Please sto-hop," Fighting a sob, "Saying you want to keep it as if you are going to replace me with a child if I really don't want it." Which she wasn't even sure about but she just said that already so he would know that. She just wanted to go home, wake up out of this bad dream with a thing, a feeling, about what she would and would not do. Good thing for Gil, she couldn't get it in her right mind to get an abortion, even if she did not want the child, it was a being right? It was her little being, their little being, she could not just get that removed as if it was a mistake by a pencil and using an eraser. They made a... she did not want to call it a mistake, so that was a good thing, they had been careless. MADE BY VEL OF GS |
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