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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Nov 16, 2018 11:32:19 GMT -4
 I think I am going Crazy Shut up. Everyone should just shut up. It was enough. The problem was, no one was talking. How could she have thought that yesterday would have been fun? She should have gone home when that text came, she did not even like Halloween, it was too much for a woman like her, but that slutty nurse thing had made her want to go, plus the fact that she had a boyfriend to go with. She shook her head and slammed the glass on the kitchen counter. Right, what a boyfriend, more like a childish friend. Ugh! She clenched her hand around the glass, she tried to relax after work but that was very difficult at this point because she was not distracted. She had even forgotten to bring the outfit back with her to the dry cleaners so she could give it back to her colleague as soon as possible and now it hung there, reminding her of something she did not want to be reminded off. Her eyes darted at her phone which lay on the kitchen counter as well, it said 2 missed calls, she had warned him not to call her. If he would call now, what would she do? The thing was that she had a solid excuse the moments he did call, after all, she was at work, which had been a great distraction, enough to write about with the mistakes that happened for people at Halloween parties. Ugh, bullshit. Why did he need to be so childish? She let go of the glass before she would suddenly get the urge to throw it. It reminded her of how angry she had been at the one-last fight she had with Kazuto about her apartment. Thank god she had it, imagine to be a twenty-five year old with a good job living at her aunt and uncle. She wanted to scream in a pillow now, she felt so mature (albeit not always... blame the kinky outfit and walls and a handsome boyfriend in a uniform) and this was why she couldn't stand the actions. So many things were bothering her. She swiped the glass of the kitchen with a wild movement of her elbow meeting glass while she was brushing angrily through her hair. Which a) hurt her scalp because that had not been all too pleasant and now she could not move to get the broom because she had angrily kicked off her heels the moment she stepped out of the elevator as that had been the point where she reminded herself again why her day was shitty. There were so many feelings going through her that the only result was that it made her more angry at being angry at herself as well as well as being angry at Gil. He had punished someone for the idea of a simple punishment, what did he want? Would there any boy be better than Akio or was it simply the whole idea of a boyfriend? Great for Miku time to be an old spinster for the rest of her life because ya dad was a.. fucker. Why did it actually bother her? She wasn't Miku's mother? She was her dad's girlfriend for two weeks. Was it only because Akio helped her and he deserved a fair chance? Probably but she also still did not understand why G hated him so much that he had to set up a whole prank or was that a thing of circumstances, "AHH.." Jesus why make it so difficult? She let her blue eyes scan the glass shards on the ground, she had not moved a single step and she noticed a little scratch on her right foot that was starting to trickle blood slowly. Wonderful. As if she was not upset enough. "Fuck you." She muttered but damn, that was another guilt trip. Call it the pink glasses, first months of clingy-ness weren't over yet and she missed him. She had been living her life without him for eighteen years? AND NOW SHE HAD TO MISS HIM? She turned around again and slam the kitchen cupboards as she was looking for something to help her clean up without the necessary to find the broom first or the vacuum cleaner. Being useless, missing him, being mad at him for bullying someone who didn't deserve it and perhaps it was a jealousy, her father would have hated it for her to date G if he was alive. She would never get the attention but right now, she would never get it, not because Nanami stole it, but he wasn't there to defend her against an ex-criminal. MADE BY VEL OF GS |
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Post by G Hajimari on Nov 16, 2018 15:29:49 GMT -4
This was getting silly. A stupid little prank made everyone hate him. Why did they care? Why would ANYONE care?! Especially for a loser like Akio? Why didnt Hanna return his calls?? This couldnt go on for any longer. Thats why G stormed out of his house and went straight to Hanako. On his way there he called her at minimum 4 more times, because he was persistent.
Since he got no responce, he immediatelly texted her.
G: We're gonna talk. Its important
And with that he sent the message
He walked and borderline ran over to her penthouse building home.
"What do they see in him and not me?! They came to a haunted house. Why come to a haunted house if you dont wanna be scared" G said to himself as he walked/ran to Hana's place.
Anyone that was in his way was soon shoved aside. It really pissed him off how people chose Akio over him. Both Hanako and Miku liked him more. What the fuck. They were his family, not Akios. Miku was his. Hanako was his. Not Akio's.
His hand felt shaky just thinking about it. It was itchin to hit someone. G had to grab his hand to try and regain control while he rushed. Luckily he was not too far anymore as he arrived at the building
"Im coming for you" he thought
He had no idea what Akio had, but not him. But he knew that he had to tell Hanako about his identity change. Identity change... Well... at least he has Haruuhi. And Chise. If Akio steals Miku and Hana away, he still keeps Haruuhi and Chise. G shook his head to get some dark thoughts out of his mind and entered the building. He had to talk to Hanako right away
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Nov 16, 2018 16:02:45 GMT -4
I think I am going Crazy Without Who knew, perhaps they were not meant to be. They thought differently, worked differently and well their chemistry was great but that wasn't enough. She wanted something serious enough but... Hana stopped in her movement of slamming the kitchen cupboards and stared into the nothing, her thoughts guiding her to what he had said before, back in the resort. The way he reacted when she said it was a mistake and that he was happy, but were they adults? Were they not trapped in a fantasy of being a child and would that go on for forever? There were consequences that weren't there when they were children, meaningless pranks could end in disasters and she did not want to be afraid of his quirk but by making it roar as if it was looking for blood, that did not make it more comfortable. She had not even dared to look at Goliath and she had not wanted to blame Chise. It wasn't as if she could forbid anyone to hang out with someone else and she did not want to do that, strangely saying as G was trying to do that. Why was this so ridiculously difficult. She heard her phone before it could actually catch any ringtone that she used, she had just switched it to buzz because of the many calls at work and she clicked it away again. She did not want to yell at him because of her track of thoughts, that would not be really sophisticated. She threw it back onto the kitchen counter and found finally what she was looking for and went to clean up the fallen glass shards with the dustpan. She heard another couple of times buzzing but it would go to her voicemail, she had things to do literally now. When she got up and threw the glass in the trash. She threw the dustpan and brush back in the cupboard under the sink without looking and took her phone again as it buzzed: "What don't you understand about not calling?" She yelled in the phone but instead of hearing G's voice, she heard the guy who was one of the two doing the security downstairs, at least the two she met. She had told them that she wanted no visitors without her acknowledgement and this is what happened. "Ahaha, sorry." She felt very awkward about this, she had just expected that... her thoughts stopped as the guy from downstairs described the person waiting for her and she felt a wave of annoyance come over her. "He can call me now, I will pick up the phone. I don't have to see him." What the guy downstairs didn't translate correctly but said: she can't see you right now. Which was not true, it was not as if in five minutes she could or something but instead of correcting, she simply hung up to wait for the possible seventh call, this time she would answer. MADE BY VEL OF GS |
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Post by G Hajimari on Nov 16, 2018 17:01:39 GMT -4
She didnt wanna see him... Figures.
"Did I just get dumped over a single prank?" he thought to himself. He couldnt believe that. For a moment he almost turned back utterly defeated. The key word was. Almost. He almost did it, but didnt. Instead he got angry and pushed his way past security to get to the elevator
"Dammit Hana! I get a new fresh clean start and Im already ruining it" he thought to himself as he entered the elevator and pressed ofr the penthouse
He wouldnt be surprised if he got arrested for tresspassing. Great. A clean start and its already gonna be soiled with a new record. G pushed an elevator wall. This really upset him. It almost made him cry. The thought of losing Hana, but dammit he didnt cry. He wasnt gonna let himself. This was all Akio's fault. That guy, he knew his Villanous past. And he wasnt as kind as Hana or Miku. He was a threat, much like the One the boy faced, Meiko. He was just as much of a threat as her. Meiko and Akio knew his past and were both gonna use it and abuse it against him.
How did G become the Villain at Halloween? For pranking them and giving them a scare? For being a good parent and protecting his daughter from being hurt? From being used and penetrated by a selfish hormone drilling horny teen?! G knew what men were like. He knew what boys were like. Akio was gonna hurt Miku. G protected her and someone he was the Villain. Those girls, they just dunno men. Men are cruel. He knows that. He knows that
While the was thinking about everything, the elevator finally stopped. He was gonna see Hana, whether she liked it or not. His text message was that they'll talk.
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Nov 16, 2018 17:24:11 GMT -4
I think I am going Crazy Without You It took too many seconds before Hanako noticed that the elevator was coming up. As she was now trying to find a bandage in the bathroom. She had just taken her phone with her because she assumed he would call but this is how she missed the sound. Her phone went another time and she picked up, again not looking at the number but before she could say: well what's taking you so long this time. It was again the security, they were sorry to inform her that he had gone up and she rolled her eyes and pouted. She shut off the phone after a short thank you and walked back towards the living room, still with no bandage so she hoped that there was no blood on the floor, that would look ridiculous and utterly clumsy. Even though he already knew that. Before she even arrived, she heard the small ping of the arrival of the elevator. She looked at her phone while making the last few steps. The text said they had to talk, it was important. Yeah well her feelings were important as well and he should also have respect for the fact that she did not want to see him. While she stepped into the living room, she remembered that she was not fancy dressed, even if they were dating, even if he had seen her in just a blouse and well naked, she wanted to look good, not walk in yoga pants and a sloppy t-shirt, not showing that her heels were kicked out next to the elevator door or that her hair was in a messy bun and that she was bleeding. Too late to run out now. "Is it that difficult to understand the word no?" She muttered, she had wanted to say it more loudly but the reason why she did not want to talk to him was that she had not wanted to yell. Not that muttering was her solution. "What can be so important in these last seventeen hours or so, that can't wait." She wanted to not react in sarcasm, she wanted to ask him why he had no reason for privacy, why could she just not block the elevator, why was she not wearing her work clothing anymore? Why had she been preparing for a night on the couch watching tv with nothing to eat but popcorn? Because for once: she wanted to feel bad about herself. Why did he look so damn attractive? Why even if he was angry because that was clearly visible, did she want to just hold him, soothe him, tell him nothing was wrong? IT WAS A LIE, he did something wrong! She was holding her phone and a package of bandage and still folded her arms in front of her chest. "If it is that important, speak, so I can do what I planned to do in a few minutes." Why was she so mean? Why was it like she was building a wall around her, brick by boring brick, very quickly, fast, to not catch those feelings. To not jump in his arms, kiss him all over his face and just tell him that bygones should be bygones because who cared? Drag him to her bedroom, dammit Hana focus! MADE BY VEL OF GS |
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Post by G Hajimari on Nov 17, 2018 10:52:36 GMT -4
He finally arrived and she looked pretty miffed still and he couldnnt understand why. It drove him crazy. Nevertheless, he went on with the business.
"What can be so important? Many things. You, our relationship and my identity." he said
G didnt know where to start or what was the best start. Perhaps his identity
"So. Your childhood friend. Gil. Gilbert.... He's dead. And I dont mean metaphorically. But literally. By law and on paper I am dead. I got a new name and new identity. No record, its wiped clean. So, if you want. I can work with your or near you." that was the first news she should know
Now the ... argument. There was no way this was gonna go peaceful
"I can understand not liking being on the receiving end of a prank. But isnt this a bit too much? It just a prank Han! Why so uppity and defencive of a brat like Akio?" he just couldnt understand this. Whats so special about a horny teen boy. The fake blood may have been a bit much, but seriously their reaction had no sense. Was he her secret relative? Why so defencive about him? Just why? Why?
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Nov 17, 2018 11:32:25 GMT -4
I think I am going Crazy without You He drove her crazy, standing there, so angry, so obnoxious about the whole idea. She brushed her blonde hair away and took off her glasses with her free hand, before moving it in her full left hand and pinching her nose bridge. "Some people need to..." But he cut her off as he asked her what could be important and she felt her cheeks burn up as he said her at first, you. Damn, she wanted to walk over to him, let him hold her, kiss away sorrow, it was just a stupid fight but what did it matter now? Seventeen hours later. But her mind immediately crashes back, identity? She dropped what she had in her hand, not even caring, she had extra glasses, bandage did not shatter when it fell like glass and her phone had a good bumper because she knew how clumsy she was. Dead but, how, he was standing here in front of her but he did not talk fast enough for her journalist's brain to make words into sentences. She took a step forward as she wanted to touch him but rooted to the ground of her apartment that did not work. "You but I don't understand, h-how?" What happened, she wasn't entirely sure what to think about it, "I mean..." Damn what to say, "It sounds great but what are the consequences?" A false identity is very dangerous. How did he get that? Who made it for him? She looked at the big windows and froze another time in her actions, there was only one guy in her mind now and she did not want his name there! He could be near her, that's what she wanted to consider, he could easily get a job, "a new name? What can I call you now?" Because what would that mean for their relationship, she turned her blue eyes back to the man she loved, thinking only of him again. What does any of this mean in general? But there was another thing of course, not only this, they had a fight and it had just crashed out of his mind before and well at least G, no, what would she call him now? It felt so strange, she would almost forget what she had to say or what she thought, "A bit much? A bit?" She turned her head backwards, looking at him offended, mouth open and not ready to form words yet. She hunched down to pick up her phone, bandage and glasses, still whole. "You don't understand as well as I don't understand because we can't read each other's mind. You see, I don't understand what the problem is with Akio? I mean, what has he done to you? You personally! Not Miku, because he is clearly not doing anything wrong to her, considering she ran after him yesterday. What could be so bad about a teenager whose heart is in the right place to become a hero? I want to understand but I cannot and all I think about is how childish it was and as for me." She choked because it was so strange to say. "Well, it doesn't really matter." But it did and she knew that and she was sure he knew that. MADE BY VEL OF GS |
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Post by G Hajimari on Nov 17, 2018 11:52:53 GMT -4
"Just call me Gil. My new name doesnt matter, I'll just use it on paper" he said, he was a bit embarassed by his new name as well. Speaking of which "I didnt choose it. Its a long story. I'll tell ya later"
The prank was a more pressingg matter as she also defended Akio for some ungodly reason.
"Good boy? Good boy with good intentions? Wake up Hana! Those dont exist. Boy's are lil'shits. He's gonna break her heart, I just know it. You cant trust men. And what he did to me personally? Blackmail thats what? The boy found out my past through my ex. He has me by the balls and he'll expose me first chance he gets! He's blackmailing me to keep Miku. Then he'll break her heart and then I break him. You defending him is NOT helping"
His views on Akio were too skewed and twisted. There was no way he could see Akio in the same light as Hanako. Not by a long shot. G saw no good in Akio. He was blinded by his hatred of men. The only decent male he met was Toma. And that guy knew next to nothing about G.
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Nov 17, 2018 12:16:03 GMT -4
at most I'm sleeping all these demons away How, oh no. Oh no, no, no! "No, No I do not allow that. You can't come barging in telling me about how you are dead on paper than throw it all away because it is a long story you will tell me later. You either tell me now or we are done discussing anything." Okay, words were extreme, sjeez what was wrong with her? "I don't mean it like that." Because she certainly did not want to break up, it was not like that at all, "I mean, I can't, I am very bad at this G, I don't know how to fight because I want to be right and I want to know everything. I-" But she did not want to say that she was sorry because she was not. "I want to be happy for you but I just don't understand yet how to be." She took a step closer to him, extending her hand to take his, "But I would have to know, I mean so many new doors are opening up, we could do so many more things, things that just open up because of what happened, we-we could get.." She caught herself on time to say it softer while her brain did not stop talking, "married." Whyyy would her brain just go there, why she never even dreamed about getting married or anything that way and now suddenly it crashed it that way. She bit her lip hoping Gil did not hear her. Whatever that moment was, that tension that they had again for a few seconds, it was broken as soon as they got to the point of discussing the prank. She took a step back and had let go of his hand, turning her back to him as soon as she did not agree with what he was saying. "If good boys with good intentions do not exist, then what about you? Do good men exist? You are blinded because you are Miku's father, it's ridiculous? He was there to protect us from the scare, you weren't for obvious reasons that you know very well yourself. Should I protect myself, before you break my heart?" She walked away from G, past him to her couch, even if the blood stopped, she went to put the bandage on the scratch. "Because I don't have a dad who protects me from the horrible acts man could do. You are insane about this, he is a boy, you let a boy blackmail you? I know your past, does this mean I will soon enough be another enemy?" Why couldn't she stop talking? Why was she making this only worse? "Are you breaking up with me because I defend him because I think you got it wrong? If you force him to break up with Miku, do you know whose heart you are breaking?" She wasn't sure what more to say because actually she wanted to not say anything at all but it kept going on, the anger was using the fuel and went on. MADE BY VEL OF GS |
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Post by G Hajimari on Nov 17, 2018 12:47:06 GMT -4
Yes true. He cant just waltz in here, tell her a bombshell and just skip over it. But how to explain it. How to abridge this? She held his hands and he looked her in the eyes. Those eyes. He could just get lost in them. He wanted to just lean in and kiss her. But he couldnt. She was speaking, it'd be rude to interrupt. But then... if he dropped a bombshell, she dropped a nuke. She used the M word. Marriage. He just wanted to kiss and hug her then and there and just say 'i do'. But now was not the time.
He was gonna say it and explain that mess of a story, but the damn Akio subject came up. Akio. He just ruins the mood and disrupts his life. G didnt need to take this shit. He turned around to leave but then Hanako just stabbed him with a verbal knife "Are you breaking up with me because I defend him because I think you got it wrong?"
God, he couldnt take it anymore. He turned to face Hanako once more and "SHUT UP!!!"
He yelled while crying
"Just SHUT UP!!! I dont wanna hear that!!! You're so stupid!! You dont understand!!! You're a woman!!! It'll be too late by the time you see!! Men are evil!! IM EVIL!! Im a terrible person and it took me YEARS to rehabilitate!! I broke people and hearts!! And you're right!!! Your dad wouldnt let you date me!! Because he knows how horrible men are!!"
After that it was silence for a moment before he spoke up again
"Fuck this shit Im out. I came here for nothing. Go have your precious Akio" he said and started walking away
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Nov 17, 2018 13:18:05 GMT -4
at most I'm sleeping all these demons away Her mouth would not stop talking, she would just go on and talk and accuse him of being ridiculous, nothing in her mind connected to what he might be thinking and even if she said that before, that she would not understand him because she could not read his mind, she would not stop. How could you just think of a boy like that and what was your problem? She was absolutely not understanding a single word or thing at this point. The reason why she did not understand a single thing was the reason why she could not help but open her mouth, ask if he would break up with her because she did not understand. She flinched, moving her shoulders quickly upright as she considered to protect herself, which was a horrible thought. Why would she have to protect herself from G, the thing he yelled at her was not that crazy. She stared at him with big eyes and her lip trembled. Why? Why was she doing this? The thing was that she did not want him to push him that way, it was not fair, she should not have said that, considering what he told her before, how come she dared to say that. How come she even considered it. She just said something that popped up in her mind while it was not being fair. She did not dare to move, she did not dare to say anything. There was fear in her eyes, but not for her own skin or her own mind, but for what she had awakened in him for now. She did not dare to move as soon as he was done yelling at her. Because he did not say anything more. Her body was frozen, she did not know what she should do. The thing was that for once, she was very glad that she lived at a penthouse and that the elevator could take a few seconds before it would be there and he would not know where the emergency stairs were and she could jump up, "No, no wait." She felt like crying but she needed to be reasonable, "I don't want you to leave." Hana ran towards him, she did not know how dangerous it would be to touch him so she fiddled with her own hands to do so. "I am sorry, I am sorry for saying all these things." She felt shaky, did she ruin it? "I don't want him, I want you dammit." Even after two weeks, even after such a short period of time that they were really dating, she could not believe what she felt for him already. She felt like collapsing while it was not her right to do so. "I am so sorry." but she wanted to have him hold her, hold him, anything but she did not dare. "Please, please don't go." Not like this, she was certainly not agreeing with the way he thought but history shaped and they have been apart from so many years that she had no idea what to think about it, but it had not been going well. She cheated for him, she had made a decision in that way and thought it would be for a future that she did not know yet. She had done the utmost wrong that she would have never dared, considered or whatever but for Gil. She wanted to say it, but she felt like she was already guilt tripping. She should not hold on to him, tell him he loved her at this point because right now that might make him stay if he did not want to. MADE BY VEL OF GS |
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Post by G Hajimari on Nov 17, 2018 14:06:08 GMT -4
He thought by coming here he could defuse the situation and lighten things up, but he was mistaken. She was gung ho in protecting Akio. So why bother staying. He was gonna go home and she could decide whether they were a couple or not. He turned around and decided to leave, but at the corner of his eye he saw a gem. The fact that she raised her arms in defence was the cherry on the pie that proved his point. She thought he was gonna harm her? He didnt say anything and went for the elevator
He loathed penthouses, because he had to wait for the elevator. Then he heard Hanako call him out. No. Wait. Please stop. Dont go. NOW she uses those words with him. When he had enough. He wiped away his tears and just waited for the elevator.
G heard Hana come running after him. When she arrived, he turned around to face her. He leaned against the door and crossed his arms
"What?"
That was all he could say. What the devil did she want. Hell, why did she even want him after this? She was so adamant how Akio was better. So then she should take her precious Akio. And begone
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Nov 17, 2018 14:23:28 GMT -4
at most I'm sleeping all these demons away What?What?
Her blue eyes looked at him in disbelieve, what? She couldn't even repeat the word, say words. What? Why would he ask that? Why would he look at her as if nothing did matter anymore? It did matter, it mattered very much, so nonchalant, so neutral and yet so angry. How did people do that? It was not fair but it was a defence, a mechanism that was put into action because of too many times being hurt. She blamed herself, but it was not fair. It was just a disagreement. How could they disagree so badly that it made her, made them so badly separated?"What." She tried to gasp for breath, tried to talk without immediately breaking down in sobs. She felt a tear roll down her left cheek and stared at him, did she have to say I am sorry many more times. She wanted to yell again and yet she could not. "What is not clear now? Do I have to repeat? I want you, only you, I don't need anyone else. I need you, Gil, really. I told you, I am bad at this." She had said that only minutes before they start yelling about Akio and now she felt like she was doing everything all wrong. "I don't want you to go like this." This door was jinxed, nothing would go well if someone leaves like this, she did not care about previous things any more than now because she did not care about someone previous. She only wanted to fix this. She was not made to be in a relationship, but she wanted to fix this, it shouldn't be that difficult but why did it feel that way? What were the right words? Certainly not what! MADE BY VEL OF GS |
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Post by G Hajimari on Nov 17, 2018 14:40:17 GMT -4
He couldnt talk even if he wanted to. When he just said his simple word, he didnt breathe, he held his breath while she talked. She said she was bad at this. And well, it was true
"You're right" was all he could say and he continued to speak.
She didnt want him to go like this. And neither did he. He really didnt want this. So then what?
"Fine" he said. If she wanted him, then she can have him. But what do they do now. Sure, he's staying here. Even though the elevator arrived, he stayed
"What do we do now?" he asked, uncertain of everything. What does she want him to do? If she wants him to forgive Akio or whatever. There was no way in hells bells that that would happen. Akio was the root of their disagreement and almost broke them apart. No way he was gonna be nice to that kid after he brought so much discord. He was clearly evil. A manipulator. He was controlling them with his fake kindness.
But he was not gonna say another word about Akio. He wasnt gonna vocalize anything about him anymore. Hana made sure of it. He was gonna keep his mouth shut. It was clear that hating Akio was an unpopular opinion with the ladies
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Nov 17, 2018 15:17:57 GMT -4
at most I'm sleeping all these demons away Right? Right about what? This battle wasn't over, it wasn't won and it wasn't lost either. It was just there in some sort of strange radio silence, white flags waving around that made an awkward atmosphere that perhaps made it worse than yelling. There were worse things than yelling, which was the whole reason why she flinched. Past happenings, past boyfriends or actually one that always made the motion but never the happening or her father. Perhaps men were evil and she just did not want to see that. Women were taught it was their fault right? Throughout history, throughout every fight in this universe. But it was difficult to make a conversation when there were no words. You're right was not the end of a discussion, it was what she wanted to hear but not perhaps right now. He looked no longer angry, no longer nonchalant and fight ready, he looked like he was about to give up on a lot of things and she wanted to be sure he would not. "G." She was not sure what to do or say, but it felt like she wanted to break the distance that was not even here. She wanted to be so much closer to him, she felt not confident enough in her yoga shorts, she wanted to look wonderful, like a fighter and a wonder woman but that realized herself that the missing fighter part made it difficult for her to get to some point. "Gil, I love you, I don't want to fight you. You are right and I should not meddle with things that I do not know anything about. I was just jealous, I wanted you near me, I don't like Halloween and I did not tell you because I did not want to sound like a scared cat." She took the last step closer to him, How a big change happened from before they went to the haunted house, with her nurse outfit and his cop uniform. She wanted him to look at her and if she would catch his eyes, she would lean against him, with her right hand on his chest, tiptoeing to kiss him. If he would not look at her, she would not move. She would not dare to do something like that at this point. "I don't know what we do. I know we can't just forget this, it hurt us both but I would want to, move past it." She needed to get over the point that she did not want to say I am sorry again, what did it matter if she said it three or four times already if you can say it one time, you can say it another time. "I really am sorry." MADE BY VEL OF GS |
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