Post by Deleted on Mar 30, 2020 16:20:01 GMT -4
Katou was antsy all day. His body was craving something he knew he shouldn't be doing. But the craving was powerful, and he was weak. Katou has a hard time adjusting to life at the dorms. He can't get used to the kindness and warmth he has been shown since arriving. It felt wasted on him, he couldn't understand why they were are all so kind to him, he needed some space right now he needed to have a smoke, to make himself feel better, at least for a few moments.
Katou sneaked out of his room (to the best of his abilities, he isn't exactly stealthy) and walked down the hall and stairs as quietly as he could, it was later in the evening almost evening, so people were in their dorms relaxing and here he was sneaking around like he didn't belong. A part of him felt like he didn't belong here. How could he, he felt wrong for being here. But Katou made sure there wasn't anybody in the main seating area, and he snuck out through the front door and looked around to make sure nobody was hanging outside the doors. Thankfully there was nobody out there.
Katou let out a sigh, and he walked on his clawed feet around the dorm building to behind it (making sure to keep away and out of sight of Perry-sensei's log cabin) and after glancing once more he pulled out a smoke from a pack in his back pocket and a brought a lighter up to the smoke and lit it, and he took a deep inhale of it. And as he let out a relieved sigh, it took Katou a second to notice him, but when he did, Katou froze up as he noticed the other person in the back of the building with him, Katou froze so hard he felt paralyzed with fear. Please. Please. Please don't be mad. Don't hurt me. Don't be mad. Was all Katou think in his panicked thoughts as he lowered the smoke from his face and refusing to look the other person in the eyes since he noticed them he didn't take in anything of their appearance, he was too scared to look them in the face.
He knew what he was doing was wrong, but he couldn't stop himself. He's sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Please don't hurt me. Katou's panicked thoughts were visible on his face.
Katou sneaked out of his room (to the best of his abilities, he isn't exactly stealthy) and walked down the hall and stairs as quietly as he could, it was later in the evening almost evening, so people were in their dorms relaxing and here he was sneaking around like he didn't belong. A part of him felt like he didn't belong here. How could he, he felt wrong for being here. But Katou made sure there wasn't anybody in the main seating area, and he snuck out through the front door and looked around to make sure nobody was hanging outside the doors. Thankfully there was nobody out there.
Katou let out a sigh, and he walked on his clawed feet around the dorm building to behind it (making sure to keep away and out of sight of Perry-sensei's log cabin) and after glancing once more he pulled out a smoke from a pack in his back pocket and a brought a lighter up to the smoke and lit it, and he took a deep inhale of it. And as he let out a relieved sigh, it took Katou a second to notice him, but when he did, Katou froze up as he noticed the other person in the back of the building with him, Katou froze so hard he felt paralyzed with fear. Please. Please. Please don't be mad. Don't hurt me. Don't be mad. Was all Katou think in his panicked thoughts as he lowered the smoke from his face and refusing to look the other person in the eyes since he noticed them he didn't take in anything of their appearance, he was too scared to look them in the face.
He knew what he was doing was wrong, but he couldn't stop himself. He's sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Please don't hurt me. Katou's panicked thoughts were visible on his face.
