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Post by Yumi Tasukai on Dec 21, 2020 5:50:55 GMT -4
As Jaz started to shift across on the bed, getting up on her elbows, Yumi had danced this jig enough to see the signs. She was a little more dazed than Yumi was used to but that wasn’t so far out of the norm for an intimate moment like this. In truth, she hadn’t really had an intimate start to a moment like this for some time. With Red it had been a little more intense, with Kai it was a bit of nervous giggling and awkwardness as they shared a first kiss, for Jaz… well, this wasn’t there first kiss she supposed, but it reminded her of the few times she’d shared a moment like this before UA. Nervous girls sharing an intimate moment with her, following instincts, not entirely sure if this was what they wanted and, as then as now… Yumi was more than happy to indulge the moment.
As good as Yumi was getting, understanding the desires of people around her, their different views on relationships to her, Yumi still couldn’t hold the same instinctive weight in a moment like this. Even with Jaz recently dumped so to speak, as their lips met, she just saw this as an intimate moment between two friends.. maybe a little more but… she was blind to the warning signs.
As Jaz shifted across and straddled her lap, Yumi’s hands were careful, remembering not to touch her back, she briefly mixed her fingers in with her hair and closed her eyes, just letting the moment take the two of them, slow breaths passing through her as she suckled the taste of alcohol off her tongue, lifting one of her legs, quietly shifting and squirming beneath her on and off again lover, her hands skipping her back, squeezing the sides of her hips and slipping under the back of her sweatpants, giving an indulgent squeeze at her backside.
Still, Yumi was at least aware enough not to take the lead… if Jaz wanted this, Yumi would follow her pace, and she was more than happy just kissing her like this for as long as Jaz needed.
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Post by Jasmine Noir on Dec 22, 2020 6:34:34 GMT -4
Jasmine practically purred as Yumi parted her lips in welcome, the warmth of her soft breaths gently nibbling at her tongue. She hummed into the kiss, further leaning down to press herself against the bubbly redhead, supporting her own weight with her elbows on either side of her head. As intoxicating levels of heat spread across her body in droves Jasmine kept getting more and more greedy, unblemished desire urging her to completely steal her peer's breath away. Teeth grazed against lips and tongues danced as Jasmine relished in the high provided, a soft moan echoing from her as the redhead's delicate fingers dug into her scalp and played with her hair, sending delightful shivers slithering down her spine.
Black and gold tresses fell over their faces as the two girls indulged, yet another moan escaping Jasmine's lips as Yumi's hands on her hips made her breath hitch. Tired from life, tipsy on alcohol and drunk on desire... Jasmine's mind was clouded and her frame incredibly sensitive. This mixture of emotions kept driving her further, wanting more more more... yet at the same time the sound of the voice of reason inside her screaming at her was beginning to become unbearably loud. The further this progressed, the more aware Jasmine was becoming of exactly what was happening, pushing past her desires and into a more level headed state of mind...
It wasn't until she felt a squeeze on her derriere that she parted the kiss. Jasmine panted as her eyes wrenched open, soft pants exhaled in quick succession. "Whoa..." she breathed out lowly, something of a sheepish chuckle escaping her lips. "That, uh..." she paused, momentarily finding herself at a loss for words. "Yeah I have no idea what happened there but it's probably best we stop here, huh?"
That's... a little awkward... she thought to herself, that very same voice of reason that had woken her up nodding in her head as though it had a body of its own... after slapping her across the face a few times first, of course. Jasmine stared down at Yumi, one of her hands rising to gently push a few strands of crimson tresses away from her face, taking in the sight for a few more selfish seconds. Her head lowered moments later as she exhaled a soft yet slightly dejected sigh.
"Sorry," she quickly said, voice seeming almost small. "I, uh... -I shouldn't have done that. Not exactly fair to you. My bad."
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Post by Yumi Tasukai on Dec 22, 2020 6:48:00 GMT -4
Yumi felt the lips part from hers and took a few slow but well needed breaths.Unlike Jasmine she wasn't even tinged with regret for what the two had just done, but she knew well enough that was more a statement about her being an outlier than Jasmine. Her head rested back and she just let the air flow as she felt Jasmine's hand delicately shift her hair away, her amber gaze lingering on the young woman above her and just letting the seconds pass as they lingered there together. "Yeah... it was somethin' alright..." She teased with a half smile, though as Jasmine started to talk herself out of it, Yumi couldn't help but roll her eyes, shifting her hands from Jasmine's backside to crossing like a pillow under the back of her head.
"Not exactly fair huh? Aaaand... who exactly is saying what's fair for me huh? I'd like to meet 'em." She had herself a little chuckle, but it was cautious and short, not about to make a big fuss or a deal about this and calming down just as quickly. She didn't think it was bad for Jaz to decide that for her but... it wasn't necessarily as if she agreed either.
"Look hun... you know me. If this is what you need, just some time with me to forget about your worries. I'm all for it... if you need something more? I'm all for it. If you need to stop? Hey. Guess what? I'm all for it..." She reached up, one arm still behind her head, the other gently squeezing against Jasmine's bicep just as an affectionate touch, still gazing into her eyes. "I know I'm not the most clear headed when it comes to this stuff, I don't tow the line, don't know what's normal and what's not but... with how long you've known me, do you really think I'm gonna be hurt by a chance to bring you some comfort, hm?"
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Post by Jasmine Noir on Dec 22, 2020 7:05:56 GMT -4
Closing her eyes forcefully shut and then opening them back up again, Jasmine was trying her best to wrench herself out of her alcohol-induced stupor. Her head still swam inside a sea of lust, her bad ideas an anchor tied to her feet, sinking her deeper and deeper into what she couldn't exactly go back from. At least, under normal circumstances. Yumi made it abundantly clear that wouldn't be the case with her, but... could Jasmine really forgive herself if she did something like that?
"No, that's..." she exhaled again as she straightened herself, a small smile playing itself on her lips as she glanced at the hand squeezing her arm. "That's not what I mean, red."
"Gimme a sec, I'm bad at this shit," she said before rubbing her temples. A harsh breath left her, eyes closed shut. Both of her hands crashed against her own cheeks in an attempt to sober up, making her skin redden a tad. "Alright, uh... my head's a little bit of a jumbled mess so bare with me, but uh... I do want more, just... probably not what you're thinking of."
"I like you, Yumi" Jasmine began, deciding to start with the plain old truth. "And I mean... I'll sound like a dumb emotional teenager but, I like like you. Been like this for too fuckin' long, too. I don't care if shit's not right or if it's not the right time or whatever the hell else. After our little weekend together I realized I can't hide from that truth anymore. So, yeah... there it is. I caught feelings. Hard. For you. Uh..."
"...yeah."
Awkward.
After a short silence which felt like it wasn't short at all, Jasmine decided to speak up again, "Remember what we talked about before? How we're both morons for how we treated whatever there was between us back then?" She asked as she got off of the girl, sitting down beside her, crosslegged. "I feel like... this'd be us doing the same thing. I... don't want that. Me using you as a way to make myself feel better when I'm emotionally compromised? It sure as shit ain't fair to you. I don't want to put you in that position. I'd rather just... take things slow. Do it the right way, y'know?" She rubbed the back of her head with some irritation. "Swear to fuck I always get smol brain whenever I gotta talk about feelings and shit."
"That or I'm making an ass of myself and you don't want there to be anything between us, at which point this'd be... pretty fuckin' awkward, huh?"
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Post by Yumi Tasukai on Dec 22, 2020 9:26:08 GMT -4
Shifting to prop herself up on her elbows, she at least gave Jasmine her full attention as the other girl tried to 'sober up' so to speak, just wanting to give her a chance to form her ideas and get them out as clearly as she could. She flinched a little at the light smack to the cheeks, she knew the girl likely didn't hurt herself, but given the tone, Yumi almost felt like she was beating herself up for the mistake, even if it was all just in service of waking herself up at the end of the day.
She rested and waited, just... taking it in. When she said she 'like liked' her Yumi coudln't help a half chuckle escape her. People seemed to have such issues with declaring having feelings for more than one person sometimes and it was stuff like that that made her skew more to the polyamorous side of life... even with having feelings for Yumi while dating Rowan, Yumi knew that she wasn't gonna be able to get Jaz to see things differently but... hey, the least she could get out of it was a chuckle as she heard it.
"I've liked you a long time too Jaz... like liked you but... well I wasn't mature enough when we first met and the second time... well suffice to say, THAT was the wrong time but... we're both single now? Someone else might look at us and say it's a bad time, that we're rushing into something but... " She idly gestured between them. "Look at us. How long are we actually gonna stay single if we don't want to be. We just need to walk out of here, strike a pose, and boom, we'll have a date." She was trying to joke of course but she knew things were serious enough not to get herself laughing again.
"Point is... if you wanna try this out? I don't mind. I don't think it's the wrong time and...screw anyone who thinks it is." She reached up again, just gently touching Jaz's arm. "But if you wanna take the slow angle with it... I don't mind either. I can admit I tend to rush into things once me and someone I like are on the same page so... maybe slow could work for a change..." She lowered her hand down to Jaz's, squeezing it softly. "Sound good...?"
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Post by Jasmine Noir on Dec 27, 2020 6:14:43 GMT -4
Jasmine would be lying if she said she wasn't feeling nervous. The second she said what she wanted to say she felt her throat dry up. Between all of the punches she threw at herself in her mind for being so crap at expressing herself Jasmine didn't even realize she had forgotten how to breathe, her lungs beginning to burn in her chest from the sudden lack of oxygen. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck...! she chained the swears in her head, pursing her lips tightly together, jaw clenching as she uneasily waited for whatever Yumi's response was gonna be.
Though honestly she couldn't help but find her predicament a little funny... and downright pathetic. Since when did she start being so emotionally vulnerable?
Suffice it to say the redhead's laughter had momentarily brought her out of her stupor, the musician doing her best not to seem too startled by the act. She quirked a brow as her twin azures stared at Yumi, tracing the way her lips moved through her peripheral vision, reading her lips as though to make sure she didn't mishear anything. Silence hung in the air for a brief moment before a wave of relief washed over the two-tone haired lass. She sighed softly, head lowering a little before she gave a short laugh.
"So... you like me too. Hm," she mused aloud, glancing back at the crimson haired lass once more as though to gauge her reaction. "That was... well, easier than I thought it'd be. Not a word. Emotional disclosure isn't exactly my strong suit, especially lately," she explained, offering somewhat of a sheepish smile on display.
"Strike a pose, huh?" Jasmine chuckled, getting herself comfortable on the sheets of her bed, crossing her legs and stretching her arms up high. "It's sort of... how do I even begin to explain this? Okay, uhh..." she took a short pause to compose her thoughts, brows furrowing as she rubbed her face and groaned into her palms in frustration. "Fuck me this looked easier on paper. When I was hitting it off with Rowan? You with Kai? Like I'm not gonna lie, I... it was kind of frustrating? Sure I was happy for you -- you two seemed to mesh well -- but it just..." Jasmine sighed, "When I first came back to Japan and we met up, it felt similar to how it did when I heard you got together with Red. While, yeah, I was in no position to think about feelings or relationships or whatever the hell else given my situation with Rin at the time -- and let's not forget I had absolutely zero right to bitch after being away for a year - of fuckin' course you'd move on --- some part in my smol dumbass brain still felt a little disappointed. That was definitely the wrong time."
"So I guess when Kai came into the picture, I felt so frustrated with myself I kind of... Christ, I can't believe I'm about to say this, but I got together with Rowan because I felt lonely?" Jasmine's nose scrunched up the second the words left her mouth, clearly disgusted with herself for the idea alone. "Like, yeah, I liked the girl. A lot, actually. But I'd be lying if I said there wasn't an ulterior motive at play for me advancing on her the way I did. I... I guess, given all that, I don't really have any right to be upset with her leaving. Hindsight's a bitch. Won't even let me be mad when I want to be mad."
"That's... kind of why I want to take things slow," she continued. "Even though the circumstances could've been a little better, it feels like I finally got what I wanted and I just... I don't want to screw it up, y'know?" Screwed up far too many things already. This can't be one of them, she wanted to say but kept that part to herself. Things were already getting a little too heavy and Jasmine sincerely didn't want to add twenty more tons to the payload. "With slow I mean just like... I'unno, hang out, share stuff, go on dates, do all that cute shit. Y'know, normal, uh... couple stuff? Starting completely from scratch, like we haven't been... well, boning on and off," she said, snorting to herself with some amusement.
"Plus... and, yes, yes, I know you're gonna tell me to shut up, but I still gotta say this. You know how I am, and I know how you are. We understand and look at relationships differently. I just want us to take our time. Test the waters. Both of us. Not just me, but you too. Just, y'know... so you can decide whether or not being, uh... well, if being shackled to me is worth it at the end of the day, yeah?"
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Post by Yumi Tasukai on Dec 27, 2020 6:42:02 GMT -4
"Pretty much." She returned as Jaz began to sit up and get comfortable, Yumi remained laying on her back, her arms tucked behind her head, glancing to Jaz at times but mostly looking at the ceiling as she listened and they talked about what was going on between them. Thanks to her poly nature stuff like Jealousy and the like didn't tend to hit. In her eyes when a partner was with someone else that made them happy well... she felt happy for them. But... as Jaz went on, talking about her jealousy, Yumi thought about what it was like for her seeing Jaz with Rowan. It wasn't jealousy but... there was something.
"I get it hun, don't worry. I think... I think seeing you with Rowan is a similar thing to you seeing me with Red after you came back. I was happy for you but... I was kinda dissapointed too..." Her eyes remained on the ceiling as she just tried to process her thoughts, shifting a little to get comfortable as she did. "And if anything, it makes me understand why you wanna take it slow. I know dating someone like me might be an... adjustment. I'll have to reign in my desires a bit and... I might wanna.... nudge you at times to open up a bit to my ideas too but..." She let out a slow breath. "Seeing you with Rowan does put it in perspective that we can't rush into this... cause... while you were with her I did feel a bit dissapointed too. I kinda just... wished you saw things how I did... even if we were just friends with benefits on the side I just... wanted some way to express my intimacy with you, my love for you... and I was happy for you but, like I said, I was dissapointed too..."
She let out a heavier breath, she didn't wanna be a bummer on all this.
"Point being... I've been monogamous with... hopes of something more for a while, so staying that way isn't gonna be much adjustment for me and, hey, I have you so I'm hardly losing out..." She glanced across. "But... maybe, if it's okay with you, we can both adjust? Even if it's just... in the future talking about my stuff or... maybe teasing eachother about crushes. I'm not saying we act on anything just..."
She sat up and rubbed her face, realizing she was rambling before turning to face Jaz better.
"Look I'm not good at the emotional stuff either but what I'm trying to say is... as much as I li-" She stopped, trying to be more honest with her words. "Love you... I don't want this to be a one way street so... while I'm happy being your one and only, and you being mine... I don't wanna just... forget that side of myself if we do this... and I know that may be more adjustment for you but... well, that's part of taking it slow, right?"
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Post by Jasmine Noir on Dec 27, 2020 7:14:06 GMT -4
Jasmine paused. She- did she hear that right? L-O-V-E. That one singular statement had thrown the girl for a loop, one that she had luckily managed to hide from her face. A myriad of different feelings and emotions washed over her, ranging from confusion to curiosity, terror to happiness. It hadn't taken Jasmine long to realize that Yumi wasn't one put as much emphasis on the word as Jasmine herself would, yet the thought still crossed her mind something fierce. The more self-detrimental part of her nature quickly kicked into overdrive, crippling thoughts of a lack of self worth quickly starting to stab her mind with dozens of incredibly painful daggers.
She breathed in, then out. Not today. Fuck no, she thought, damning herself for the mere thought of sinking into negativity when everything she'd ever wanted had just offered herself to her on a silver goddamn platter.
The musician couldn't say the words back. Not yet. She'd been burned by love far too many times in the past to be able to so easily throw it out there. It's not that she didn't want to - she was physically unable to do it. Fear, doubt, and the aforementioned questions of her own self worth were factors too large to be able to disregard, making her afraid to take the leap without first dipping her toes into these new waters, take it slow like she had initially planned to see if this would even work out given how much the two of them had changed over the years. She couldn't help but wonder, though: was she scared to hurt Yumi, or to be hurt herself again?
So many years passed and she was still too afraid to put herself out there. It was hard not to laugh at the thought.
Instead of saying the words back, Jasmine wordlessly responded. She reached out, five long and slender digits gently wrapping around one of Yumi's hands. Eyes closed, a smile quickly overtook her expression as she raised the hand her face, her lips prickling at the redhead's knuckles with quick yet affectionate kisses, one after another.
"Thank you," she said, her voice a hushed whisper. She didn't really know why she was thanking her, but she felt like she had to. Azure eyes slowly opened, her lips still very much against Yumi's skin as she made eye-contact. "It, uhm... may take some time, and I may not be able to be comfortable with too many things but... I want to try. For you, this won't be a one-way street. I promise. You're just... y'know... gonna have to bare with me for a little bit while I adjust."
She paused for a brief moment before her smile turned into somewhat of a sly smirk. "So... girlfriend, huh? Damn. Looking at you and saying that feels... good. Still kinda hard to believe." Jasmine admitted, snickering to herself. "Also, can I just say... I think your idea of me is a little too rigid. If you think I won't be appreciating other perky butts while I'm with you... you have another thing coming, darling," Jasmine cooed, all while leaning in closer. "Yours is just going to be the only one I suggest tattooing my name on sometime down the line," she whispered before two fingers took hold of Yumi's chin, turning her head so the two of them faced each other.
Jasmine stared into her eyes for the briefest of moments, just... taking her in. Moments that which felt both too quick and too slow at the same time wandered by before Caldera leaned in, touching her lips against Yumi's for a brief chaste kiss. There mere thought that she'd be able to do that whenever she wanted?
Bliss.
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Post by Yumi Tasukai on Dec 27, 2020 7:26:12 GMT -4
Yumi could see the deer in the headlights look Jaz gave at the word and... while it did bring a faint sting, she knew not to take it personally. It was quickly brushed aside and Yumi made a note to only bring out that word when it felt special, even if it was truly how she felt, in her own eyes. She knew full well she just... used that word a lot easier than most. When Jasmine kissed her knuckles and 'thanked' her that was all she really needed in the end, some acceptance of the word, not reciprecation. If anything she felt that was Jaz's way of saying it, though she wouldn't be so bold as to assume that with certainty.
"Yeah don't worry just... I didn't want you walking in blindly ya know? Needed to make sure you had some real idea of what you were in for if we went down this road, make sure you knew what you were getting into." She shifted the hand Jasmine had held to cup her cheek, stroking her gently with her thumb and just gazing into her eyes as the two of them shared a moment, though perhaps a little ruined by Yumi's chuckles at what followed.
"Wellll... I kinda assumed we could both call other girls hot, talk about the finest ass on the market but... I dunno. Just to be serious I... " She thought how to put this in perspective and shifted a little closer, lowering her hand to hold Jasmine's between them. "If there's another student you liked, like how you liked me while you were with Rowan I... I'd want you to tell me? I know, I know, that you're a one girl person but... I don't want you to bottle it up. I wanna hear those moments where you feel someone's being sweet and making your heart flutter a bit, even if you'd neer act on it. I just wanna hear the warmth in your voice or the sweetness in your tone as you talk about it and... now and then I'd like to do the same..." She squeezed her hand. "For now though just... slow... just us.. we can get lost in that for a bit, okay?"
And, as if on cue, as Jasmine took her chin and Yumi found her lips, she was more than happy to get lost in just the two of them, for now and for some time to come.
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Post by Axeldin on Dec 27, 2020 13:57:44 GMT -4
Jasmine Noir (Current: 182 + 182 = 364) (Total: 7,829 + 182 = 8,011) Yumi Tasukai (Current: 788 + 134 = 922) (Total: 13,638 + 134 = 13,772)
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