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Post by Deleted on Jul 31, 2018 12:22:34 GMT -4
"Being drunk isn't a excuse, you asshole!" Susumu's voice cut through G's explanation of why he and Sophie had slept together. "You've been alive for twenty-five fucking years, and how many have you been drinking? HUH?? Don't tell me you don't know what you're like when you're drunk, because that is utter bullshit! You went to that bar to get plastered knowing FULL WELL that any pretty thing with a skirt could get you to come along with her, instead of--oh, I don't know--staying home? Talking to ME?! YOUR GIRLFRIEND WHO YOU BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF A DAY EARLIER?!"
This was something brand new to Susumu as well. The feeling of anger undiluted by her mental filter, rushing out of her like hot lava and burning just as bad. It wasn't like they were in a private place, either. As soon as she started screaming, a few windows that had been previously dark lit up, those inside confused by all the noise. But Susumu didn't care.
She couldn't care about anything else right now.
"My FAMILY?! You mean my psychotic boss who threatened to shoot me the first day we met? Or the precious little murder-bunny who fucked off after a hot bath and a meal? Yeah, those people make me REALLY HAPPY!! THEY CARE SO MUCH ABOUT ME!" Susumu pressed her hands to her chest to indicate she was talking about herself. "You think I WANT you to be alone?! You think I WANT you to be sad?! I don't! Or I DIDN'T, when I thought I meant something to you! Tell me, G, when were you going to tell your sweet little Susumu about your daughter? Before, or after you told me about sleeping with another woman? Or about how your mysterious roommate was a woman, after I told you that it made me uncomfortable?? Because if you want to get up my ass about the lies I fed you, THEN OH BOY!!"
"Yeah, I'm Big Sister! Yeah I kept watch over you, and every stupid fucking choice you've made! Meanwhile I played dumb in the vain hopes that you might TELL ME THE TRUTH YOUR DAMN SELF!!"
Susumu drew in another harsh breath, smile physically hurting on her face, and she took the few steps needed to get right up into G's face.
"And one more little question: Where the hell WERE you taking me? Because if you weren't dragging me out to kill me, then you better fucking hope that the next words out of your mouth are GOOD ONES."
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Post by G Hajimari on Jul 31, 2018 12:40:32 GMT -4
When she yelled at him, he was as quiet as a scared child who was being scolded. He couldnt argue with that. He drank so he could forget and be in bliss. He hoped he'd be safe, but wasnt. He saw some windows light up. He wanted to shush Susumu and make her more quiet, but just couldnt
But as soon as she mentioned the truth about her so called 'family', that ignited a spark as a sort of confidence boost to counter her yelling, her verbal beatdown
"Your BOSS?!??! EXCUSE YOU AND YOUR ENTIRE EXISTENCE!!! BUT OH LOOK!!! IS THAT LIE NUMBER 2 I JUST HEARD!?!? OH WAIT!!! ITS LIE NUMBER 3!! RIGHT AFTER YOU JUST LIED TO ME THAT YOU LIED ONCE!!! YOU STAND HERE AND YELL AT ME FOR DOING WHAT I DO!! IF I KNEW THAT YOU HAD A PSYCHOPATIC BOSS, I WOULD HAVE GONE OVER THERE AND BEAT HIM TO SHIT!!!! I WOULDNT HAVE ALLOWED YOU TO SEE HIM IN THE FIRST PLACE!!! NOW DONT YOU SASS ME WOMAN!!! YOUR LIES INFLUENCED MY ACTIONS!!!! YOU CANT BLAME ME!!! THIS IS ON YOU!!! I TRUSTED YOU!!! I BELIEVED YOU!!! AND WHAT DO I GET!!? LIES!!!!! NOTHING BUT LIES!!!!"
She then said how she as Big Sister watched him do every stupid choice he made and wondered when he'd tell her
"First of all! I told you about Kasey! Secondly, I was gonna tell you about Miku. I just needed more time. HOW COULD I TELL YOU ABOUT HER AFTER YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU DIDNT WANT KIDS!?!? WHEN WAS IT APPROPRIATE TO SAY 'OH I HAVE A KID, BUT YOU DONT WANT KIDS'!!" he of course skipped the pink haired woman part, because that was a mistake that he hoped she wouldnt find out. There was no way to defend anything there. That was a mistake and he knew it
Then Susumu had the balls to walk up to his face. There was no way to lie to her about this. So he came clean
"There" he pointed to the police station in the distance "I'm turning us in. We both gotta pay for what we did"
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Post by Deleted on Jul 31, 2018 12:58:55 GMT -4
How dare he try to turn this back around on her, claiming that if she'd told the truth from the start, he would have protected her. Never mind that he didn't question why she still went to Amadeus in the first place. He just went on about how he had trusted her and she had told him nothing but lies. To that, only a handful of words collected themselves in her throat and burst forth:
"I NEVER LIED ABOUT BEING IN LOVE WITH YOU!!"
Just saying that alone seemed to shatter the smile she had been forcing to her lips, and hot, huge tears began streaming down her cheeks. She drew in a shuddering breath and took a step back and away from G once more, her arms clutching at her chest. Oh. Oh no. That feeling was back, the one that made her body feel like stones were being placed into her ribs and heart and stomach, weighing her down until she couldn't move. She had thought something was wrong with her the first time she'd felt it. It wasn't love. Pain. It was pain deeper than any scar or burn or bruise or broken bone ever inflicted on her. Heartbreak.
She took another step back, now just out of arms reach of him, and turned her head towards the police station. The pieces in her mind clicked. ".........you....you were...going to turn me--" she stopped. No, she had heard that correctly. "...us. Us? You were turning us both in?"
Her eyes returned to meet his own, her vision blurred by tears and the grey-scale that enveloped her entire world not making nighttime any easier to see in. He had been taking her to the police. What a stupid notion. With the amount of security she had on her computers and phone and through Amadeus' business, the police would find nothing.
On her.
On G, though, that was another story. His records were out there, and she'd found them with ease. It would take nothing at all for the police here to do the same. And then he would be placed in jail...or worse.
"............you would rather have gone to jail, or died, than........"
The words didn't come out.
Susumu stepped further away, her whole body shaking again, wide, pained eyes still flowing with tears as the realization set in.
He would rather go to jail than see me again.
He would rather die than see me again.
He would rather never see Miku or Kasey or anyone he cares for...
He said he loved me. He said he loved me. He said he wanted me to stay by his side, that we were family. Even if it was just for convenience. Even if it was just pretend. He said he loved me.
Now he would rather disappear than even look at me.
The pain in her chest felt less like stones, now, and more like knives. It was like she could feel her own heart ripping itself into pieces, the blood staining her insides the black color she knew her own blood to look like. Sure, to other's eyes, it would be red. And to other eyes, perhaps they would see the nobility in G's choice to turn both himself and Susumu in to the police. They were, after all, a dangerous pair of criminals.
But Susumu couldn't see it that way.
All she could see was that he had been ready, and willing, to face jail and death than ever see her again. Ever hold her again. Ever...
".............how c-...could you..."
She turned and began to run. If he was faster than she was, he might have caught her wrist just as she began to turn. But she was used to running in heels at a quick pace, and now she was in running shoes.
If she got away now, then...
...well, he'll get his fucking wish, won't he.
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Post by G Hajimari on Jul 31, 2018 13:17:57 GMT -4
"I NEVER LIED ABOUT BEING IN LOVE WITH YOU!!"
Those were probably the most powerful words he ever heard. That was the voice of tuth, the way she said it. It calmed his mind to know at least her feelings were genuine. It made him happy knowing that she truly did love him, but it made him sad that their relationship came down to this. He loved her as well, so then... how did this happen? He could easily just point fingers at Kasey. But this was their fault
G seeing her fake smile fade and her starting to cry made him approach her. He went to hug her. But when she realized that he was taking her to the police, she took a step back before he could embrace her. She was surprised that he included himself as well. G thought that he should be punished like her. He didnt want Susumu to suffer. Maybe with her sweet rich money, they could get house arrest. They'd be home and start anew. G, due to his lack of education did not know what kind of charges he was facing. Unaware that he could actually face death sentence. He just idealistically thought that after jail and some good behaviour that their relationship could be fixed. He was naive in that regard. It was wishful thinking
Susumu's voice pierced his mind again "............you would rather have gone to jail, or died, than........"
"Than what?" he obliviously asked
".............how c-...could you..."
He seriously did not understand. But before he had time to process Susumu already started to run. He chased her, luckily she wasn't all that fast, so he managed to grab her wrist just as she began to turn. But honestly it wasnt a strong grip, so she managed to escape
"COME HERE!!! WE GOTTA DO THIS!!!" he yells to her as he chases her
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Post by Deleted on Jul 31, 2018 21:00:59 GMT -4
He would rather die than love me.
He would rather die than love me.
He would rather die than love me.
Susumu's mind was spiraling, unable to keep up with itself, unable to believe any other possibility or explanation than the one she'd come to. G had been about to take them both to jail, but whether or not she was caught or not didn't matter to her in the slightest. The thought of G throwing himself away just to get his revenge for everything she had done to him, kept from him, lied to him about...it ate away at her ability to think rationally. All she did was keep running. She ran down a side-street away from the police station and slammed her hip into a series of empty cardboard boxes in the way, and kept going. Keep going. Run.
He can't die. He can't die.
If he dies, we'll never make up.
If he dies, we'll never be in love again.
He hates me so much he wants to die.
I can't let him die. I WON'T LET HIM DIE!!
She nicked her arm on the corner of a building as she turned sharply towards the next street, a bruise already starting to form on her pale skin, but she kept going. Her lithe form was only useful for dodging obstacles when she was thinking clearly. Which she wasn't. If she managed to weave long enough and keep ahead of him, maybe he would give up? Would that stop him from doing this? Maybe that was what she had to do, from now on; run from him, avoiding capture, so he couldn't go through with this quasi-suicide-pact and throw himself away.
Or...maybe find a way to keep him with her, forever, without the chance to escape. Without a way to get to the police and kill himself for some disgusting, foolish sense of "justice". With her and only her. Forever.
It was such a wonderful idea, it brought a smile back to her face.
I won't let him die.
I'll get away from here.
I'll bring him back to me.
I'll keep him safe. I'll keep him safe. I'll keep him... tagged: G Hajimari || word count: 368 ||
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Post by G Hajimari on Aug 1, 2018 2:22:48 GMT -4
G tried to keep up, but couldnt. Not because he wasnt physically capable, but because he wasnt emotionally capable. This was crippling to him. Chasing someone who loves him and put them in jail. He felt he just couldnt do it. Not to mention that getting farther away from the police station just makes it harder for him to take her there. He just stopped, unable to make himself chase her. He looked at his hand that briefly got one last hold of her. He just couldnt do this. Then he looked at the police station in the distance and sighed. He couldnt turn himself in alone. He wasnt ready for that, not yet
He felt like he couldnt go home yet either after this... But had to. Maybe she left something there. Maybe evidence or maybe just something for the memories. G started make his way home slowly. There was no way to fix a relationship between them. It was finally over. All good things must come to an end. That being his and Susu's relationship.
G was scared to think what an unhinged Big Sister would do now. He hoped she also needed some time to recover before performing some villanous action. The idea of failing to stop her was mind breaking. And frightening
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Post by Deleted on Aug 3, 2018 12:54:08 GMT -4
OHBOYOHBOYOHBOYOHBOY.
I can't wait for this ship to sink, for the third time.
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