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""Angel of Mercy""
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Post by Angel Surami on Jan 23, 2021 22:07:23 GMT -4
| A s Red Horn told Angel that she couldn't really control when she went red Oni or not Angel found herself raising an eyebrow in surprise. This was something that Angel truly didn't know as she thought that her teacher and former number 1 hero had full control over her quirk. It actually made Angel feel a bit bad that she was trying so hard to push her teacher into a form that she couldn't control. Angel knew what it was like to have things about herself that she couldn't control, and so she genuinely felt bad. As Red Horn told Angel to catch a breath and motioned for her to follow to the cabin Angel just did so looking down at the ground for a moment. "I'm sorry Ms.Red Horn. I genuinely thought that you weren't turning red because you thought that I wasn't strong enough to take your full power, or even worst that I didn't deserve you at your best like Jasmine does because I'm weaker then her."There was a twinge of sadness, and almost shame in her voice as the notion of herself being lesser then Jasmine and the others around her crept back into her mind now that the adrenaline of the battle began to fade. This sad feeling continued to fill her causing her to miss out on what her teacher had said about Fot Slog. Angel quickly snapped back to reality however as Red Horn told her that being held up on such a high pedistal could be a nightmare especially when she let someone down, and the crowd turned on her. She even brought up the fact that it hurt Angel when she would get passed over for Jasmine, and the sad part was the pro hero and teacher was right. It hurt like hell, and yet Angel still chose to look up to Red Horn because she was one of the first heroes she had ever met after being treated so horribly by her monster of a father. Angel knew being a symbol for people was risky and hard, but she also knew that sometimes that's what people needed. What Red Horn said next however caused Angel's look of sadness and shame to quickly turn to one of anger and frustration as she explained that the very reason she latched onto Jasmine in the first place was because Jasmine saw her as a person, and not just a hero while Angel only did the former. Despite having a hand held up in her face Angel was bold enough to take a step forward and point an index finger at Red Horn in an accusatory manner. It was finally time Angel said what had been on her mind and in her heart since day one of Red Horn teaching at U.A. "I only ever saw you as a pro, and looked up to you as one because you never gave me the chance to see you as a person! Every time we have worked or trained together I have asked you if you wanted to hang out after so we could actually get to know one another, but because i'm not your explosion happy golden girl you have kept me at arms length since day one! Yes I know I didn't make the best first impression when we met that day on the beach, and yes I know I can try a bit too hard to be acknowledged sometimes, but that doesn't mean you have the right to keep me at arms length by choice and then blame it on me for only idolizing you as a hero and not seeing you as a person when you have never once given me the opportunity too. I don't even know your real name! If you want the honest truth Red Horn that's what disappoints me the most. You could never let me down by losing a fight to some bad guy, but being kept at arms length when all I've ever wanted was to get to know you and have done absolutely everything you've ever asked of me without question or hesitation? That's what hurts more then any physical wound."As Angel unloaded her feelings she felt herself clench her fists as the want to punch her personal hero filled her though she quickly took a deep breath and relaxed so that her feelings didn't overwhelm her as Red Horn told her that in a few months they would be co-workers not hero and student. To this Angel just sighed. "Student or not Red Horn, you'll always be my hero even when you keep me at arms length. Not because you are the strongest or most talented, but because you out of all the heroes I have worked with gave me the courage to be myself unapologetically. I just wish you viewed me with even half the respect you do Jasmine."As Angel said this there was a tone in her voice that Red Horn had never heard from the young winged hero, and that was genuine emotional defeat. Angel had given her hero and mentor everything she could muster, but at the very end of the day it seemed her father was right about her. She was never going to be enough, or at least that's how it felt in the moment and so as Red Horn told Angel they should get her patched up she just nodded as her ever present smile was now gone even as Red Horn apologized "Alright. I don't wanna take up any more of your free time then I already have. Sorry for yelling at you."Angel then would just silently follow Red Horn inside. |
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"Redhorn"
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Post by Mia Kearney on Jan 24, 2021 8:09:46 GMT -4
Mia, about to turn away and be done with it, had Angel stepping up to her. She could respect that a little, the ability to get up in her face and make sure she spoke her mind rather than just showing respect with no end. But the words that came out of her... Mia pinched the bridge of her nose as she just tried to listen to it and take it in, but so soon after going Red it was making her blood boil a bit, almost literally speaking. She kept her breathing calm, but the words still rattled around inside her brain.
"Keeping you... at arms length..." She repeated, a long, tired breath flowing out of her as she pinched harder into the bridge of her nose. She felt like just ending this here. Holding it back. Letting Angel think whatever the hell she wanted to think... but she was so tired of this fucking circle over and over and over and over-
She slammed her foot down into the ground with enough force the earth would rumble, from the trees they left behind any birds that still remained would take to the sky and fly away fast, chirping in the distance. Mia was trying to just get out some of her frustration physically before putting out the words.
She was physically shaking a little as she raised a finger to tell Angel to give her a second, forcing herself to consider her words before curling her finger back into a fist.
"Where do you think you are Angel? Right now?" She glared over the edge of her knuckles, and then turned to gesture over the greenery around her and her own cabin. "You know I never had to tell you about this, right? I never had to invite you to MY land. To MY home that I built to get away from the city and all the shit that bubbles to it's surface!" As she yelled at the smaller heroine Mia was very physically expressive, her tusks a little larger than her relaxed state, a hand slamming into her chest to emphasize her claim over her home and land. "What do you think is going on here exactly!? That you're just here for some extra class or something!? THIS IS ME REACHING OUT! This is the only fucking way I know how to do it! I don't go for quiet fucking cafe meals! I don't teach fucking classes at you centers! You wanted me to pull you in from arms length!? This is me doing it and-!"
She brought her hands back to her hair and turned about. Every last tick, every last annoyance with Angel bubbling to the surface from what she so hoped could just be a quietly absorbed bit of advice, now left her roaring out into the open distance just so she didn't keep cursing her out as she tried to make her point, turning back about as she dragged her hands down over her face.
"Get over Jaz. Just.... GET OVER HER! She isn't my fucking favorite student! She isn't just the golden child! She is my kin! She is my sister by choice. And I know, by GOD I know that information is just gonna melt over your brain and by tommorrow you're gonna just see this as all one more way of me thinking she's my favorite, but by god just ABSORB the fact you are WRONG for once in your post trauma life! Daddy hated you! I get it! THAT DOSN'T MAKE ME YOUR FUCKING MOMMY! You don't get to complain because you're not my best friend! I tried okay!? That is all you get! Me seeing how fucking DESPERATE you are and trying the way I know how. By inviting you on internships! By giving you some room to take the lead! Bringing you to my home! By not just flat out ignoring you as I probably should because you are so god damn self absorbed you can't even realize I am making any damn effort for you! I dont get to blame you for my choice to keep you at arms length!? Well guess what Angel! You're not at arms length! But you keep comparing yourself to my fucking kin and suddenly ANYTHING I do for you is treated like it's nothing! GET BENT YOU SELF ABSORBED LITTLE BRAT!!!"
Mia was breathing heavily at this point, and regret was still filling her from her chest. She needed to get all of that out of her system, falling back onto her ass, she stared at the ground between her knees for a moment before her crimson gaze shot back up to Angel.
"Cabin's unlocked. First aid kit is hung up by the door... patch yourself up and get the fuck off my land."
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879 Posts
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20 Years
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""Angel of Mercy""
Pro Hero-Rank Quirk:
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Post by Angel Surami on Jan 24, 2021 14:32:19 GMT -4
| A ngel should have seen this coming. She should have just kept her mouth shut, and kept her thoughts and hurt to herself as she normally tried to. Instead she just watched as Red Horn's body got larger as she got angry, and she pointed toward her finger toward Angel. What came next Angel genuinely had no words for as Red Horn truly laid into her. As Red Horn stomped her foot on the ground hard enough to cause the ground to shake while asking her where she thought she was, and that she never had to tell the student about the place they stood. As Red Horn expressed that her inviting the winged hero wasn't just another training session, but her actually reaching out Angel felt as if she had gotten punched in the chest as she lowered her head. "I..I didn't know. I thought this was just a spare place you brought people for more hardcore training..I didn't realize..I.."What Red Horn said next was what put the nail in the emotionally shattering coffin for Angel as Red Horn began to yell at her even more aggressively telling her to get over Jasmine, and that they were more then just student and teacher but a chosen family. What followed next almost made Angel's body shiver and shake as she tried to not break down as she was laid into as Red Horn told her how self absorbed she was being by not seeing when the teacher and hero was actually trying to reach out and do good things for her. Though Red Horn mentioning Angel's father and calling her desperate while making Angel feel like a charity case made her realize that Red Horn was indeed right. She was so desperate to prove that she deserved to stand at Red Horn's side as an equal that she had taken for granted all the little things that the hero had done for her. She had been so focused on that single goal she had missed the good she had already had. As Red Horn told her to get bent and called her a self absorbed little brat before falling back onto her ass Angel found herself reaching out to attempt to help Red Horn back to her feet, but quickly pulling her hand back reluctantly with an apologetic look on her face. "I..I was wrong. I was so focused on trying to prove to both you and myself that I deserved to stand by your side as an equal that.."Angel went silent for a moment as she clenched her fist over her chest to keep it from shaking with how sad and hurt she was and to try and keep stone faced so that she didn't look any weaker or worse in front of her teacher and hero. "I never stopped to consider that you were already giving me what I wanted..I..I'm sorry I let you down. This did really mean a lot to me. I'm..sorry!"As Red Horn told her to patch herself up, and then get off her land Angel just turned her back to her teacher and spread her wings as tears of shame and regret began to fall from her eyes. "I'll patch myself up at school. I..I don't deserve to be here. I've proven that."As Angel choked out those final words she just took to the sky as she did her best to wipe the tears from her eyes as she internally kicked herself for what she had done. Not only had she possibly ruined her heroic prospects, but she had lost the chance at a close relationship with the person she looked up to most in the hero world. The damage she had caused was far more then what she had done to Red Horn's land, and would leave a much larger impression. |
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Post by Deleted on Jan 27, 2021 21:58:12 GMT -4
Mia: 98 EXP + 653 EXP: 751 (98 EXP + 14353 EXP: 14451)
Angel: 104 EXP + 335 EXP: 439 (104 EXP + 6535 EXP: 6639)
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