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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Jul 13, 2019 13:56:10 GMT -4
all the pieces lie where they fell... ♥ She did not note any of this part of the conversation down, she was first of all not afraid that she would forget and second of all it was rather personal that she wasn't sure how much she would write in the blog about Blue Blitz and this particular part of the conversation. Having a transformation that changed you into literal fire was probably a very bad thing for your wallet and she had this worried look on her face but nodded. from everything you could learn but she did not say that out loud as it did sound disheartening. In summer it was easier to wear a sundress also it was not maybe immediately obvious in broad daylight that a human flame passed by instead of in the winter when everything was quickly dark. "Sounds difficult." She nodded especially by being a vigilante and actively using your quirk. "Just a bit personal, how did you work it out as a child? I mean did you immediately control it?" They talked a little bit more, Hanako knowing what her job was and how she had been doing it for years did not want compliments and so on, she did not think herself better in those ways than her fellow reporters, she just wrote what people wanted to read. It was the society she shaped and that shaped her. She wasn't sure what more she should say about it and simply let Elena wonder on, she had made mistakes and she had fought with G about that so maybe she should reconsider, even if they were not together. Which made the question Elena asked not much later only more surprising. She looked up from the strawberry that dropped back on her plate, so much for eating like a none clumsy person. She felt her hands shaking and looked at her plate. She wanted to talk, her family was biased, she was sure she was not explaining it right. "I did not want a baby." She said softly, it was in the past tense because she wanted her son now, even if she would suck and only watch from a distance, she would accept him. She would understand if he would not accept her. "He knew that and well I had been forgetful and stupid and he knew that too." She took a deep breath, "I am not sure if I will be a good mother but I have no choice or I think I don't have a choice. I miss him, I love him, I really do but I am not sure if I can take this and forgive myself and him for this stupid thing, I don't know what to do." She put the fork down and held her right shaky hand with her left and pulled them to her lap. She did not dare to look up at Elena as she wasn't sure what to say or how to say it at this point. She fought very hard to not cry again, that would be embarrassing. Her grandmother found her stupid and her aunt and uncle had looked at her with some knowledge in their eyes but not said anything. They pretended that it wasn't happening and even if that was preferable compared to her grandmother, it was... not an answer. "I left for Kyoto, to my family to get away from him, we work at the same building, but everything reminds me of him and it hurts and I don't know what to do about it." She did not want G out of her life but she wasn't sure if she could have him in it right now either.
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Post by Elena Strike on Jul 13, 2019 20:42:51 GMT -4
~ I want to line the pieces up - Yours & mine ~
Elena laughed out loud at Hanako's understatement on how difficult her Quirk must have been growing up. The "personal" nature of the question didn't bother her at all. They were still talking about her Quirk; that wasn't something she was ashamed of, or had a hard time talking about. "Good God, no. Not at all. I would burn through my stuff all the time. Apparently the first time I burst into flames was in the middle of daycare when I was four. The teacher sprayed me with a fire extinguisher, and the shock knocked me unconscious. I don't remember it since I was too young, but that wasn't the last time I'd get pissed off or sneeze and light myself on fire and some well-meaning person tried to put me out." She shrugged her shoulders. "I got a better hold of it in secondary school. Mostly. Still occasionally burned pop quizzes."
A veces, incluso sin intención.
There was a moment Elena was sure Hanako was going to tell her to fuck off and not ask such private questions--ironic, given Hanako's own "personal" question not a minute or so ago. It didn't come, however. Instead she began to speak, and Elena leaned in with her chin on the back of her hand, intensely intent on hearing her out.
What she said explained some things. A lot of things. Things that hadn't even been on her list of things that could have been explained. It took a couple deep breathes to keep her face blank and not let the fork in her fingers of her other hand star to char.
Hanako hadn't wanted a baby. He--Gucci was not a fitting name for this situation, it was too silly, she'd just call him 'G'--knew she hadn't. What did he mean, though, that he knew she was forgetful? As in forgetting to...to use protection? So, then, what, he'd just gone along with it? Didn't even mind that they had made a mistake, because he didn't care that the consequences would lead to this? To a baby? There were holes in this story again, but unfortunately they were ones she couldn't help but fill in with bad, bad thoughts. Had he convinced her to keep the kid even though she hadn't wanted one? Had he ignored how she felt, just because he wanted one? The way he spoke in chat about her killing their child suddenly made horrible, horrid sense. He saw it that way. Saw Hanako aborting the baby as her brutally killing it.
But what about Hanako?
What about this woman he supposedly loved?
Did he actually love her at all, if he was more invested in a snow-pea's worth of cells over her own wants? Her own fears? Her own feelings? Had he just wanted a kid?
Had he used her?
Ella fue utilizada. Usado para ella cuerpo. Utilizado para un bebé. Usado para--
Her stomach lurched, and the smell of burning metal made her drop her fork. Thankfully it wasn't aflame, and it was over her lap rather than the floor, but the scent still carried from her hand to over the table before she released it and the flame between her fingers died. Elena averted her eyes, moving the fork to the table.
It was black as pitch.
"I'm not going to sugarcoat this, querida; it sounds like this guy is a real asshole." Her voice was colder than the rest of her, low and rough as she withheld some of the more choice words she would have used to describe this--this--G. "You didn't want a kid, and he knew that, but when you two had a slip-up and you got pregnant his first instinct wasn't to listen to you? Wasn't to go 'Oh, yeah, this is her body, and she's not okay with this', but instead he, what, tried to convince you it was okay? Did he propose on the spot? Did he even seriously consider the idea of getting an abortion and, like, waiting a few years at least? Until you felt like maybe, then, you might be ready? I know you still care. But did you hear yourself?" When her gaze rose again there was a light behind her bangs, barely contained flame dancing inside her left eye, "If somebody else was sitting here telling you that their man knocked them up and convinced them to have the baby against their wishes, what would you tell them?"
"Because my instinct is to say this: Baby or no baby, you are better off without him."
Elena drew in another breath, shorter than the others, and shakier. She was trying, dammit. She was furious, but she was trying to keep calm enough to talk about this instead of going off to find G herself and teaching him what actual childbirth felt like.
Metaphorically.
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Jul 14, 2019 9:38:02 GMT -4
all the pieces lie where they fell... ♥ Maybe it was for the interview, maybe not, the woman simply was so curious about quirks and how it all worked as she had missed out on it. She had not been able to understand how G's worked that early in her life and she did not discuss it with too many people, but to learn how Elena had figured out her quirk was horrible (for how it happened) and so intriguing at the same time. She could not help but chuckle at the last comment Elena made and gave her an apologizing look because surely it wasn't fun at the time, but the way her new friend talk made it all a lot more airy and funny and she smiled, "It is something," The whole quirk and all, "Ah I am so jealous even if things have a downside." She always hid the fact that she was quirkless but the words escaped her lips without any second thought and she immediately blushed when she realized and went to eat the strawberry cake a bit, she had put the strawberry aside, though she would not wait too long with it and when she did, it fell of her fork rather quickly. Elena's question has surprised her and yet she had wanted to tell her, she had not told Delta much, she had just texted her about her broken heart and she wasn't sure what to say. She wasn't sure what she should do and think and her whole heart and mind were fighting a war where there was no winning side only pain. "I know." She said but it wasn't true, she knew that, maybe about this but he had showed so much care and consideration, "I told him before I realized I was pregnant that I could not do this and he was fine with waiting but..." But he had guessed probably, if she had not gotten that stupid message, Hanako Mitsushi or something. "He remembered that when I told him I was pregnant, he was scared of what I wanted but he tried to find a solution." It weren't the best but hey not everyone was a genius, "And-and considering how happy he was, I wanted to try." Did that make her stupid, this is exactly why her grandmother called her stupid and she looked up at Elena and her eyes immediately spotted the black fork, yea she was probably stupid. Did she hear herself?She felt the tears welling up again, but she loved him, she did. If she had to listen to someone telling them her story, what would she had said? She stared at her plate, visibly shaking, she would have said that they should forget the guy and the baby and do what they thought best and if that was no baby than... than good for them. "It isn't so simple." Her voice so high pitched as if she felt it so difficult to talk. "I know what he did was wrong, that's why I left, I told him I wasn't his tool to use to get a child but I don't want to lose my son anymore. I want a baby, he wants a baby, I wished I never knew it would have been no problem at all." But she did know and that made it the issue, the whole thing, she had not been sure, his happiness had been addicting, she wanted to feel that too and she wanted to try and now that she got used to it, looked forward to it... they were not together. "I don't know what to do." She bit her lip fiercely, tasting the strange flavour off blood because she did not want to cry again.
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Post by Elena Strike on Jul 14, 2019 14:25:49 GMT -4
~ I want to line the pieces up - Yours & mine ~
When did this sort of thing happen, outside of daytime television and drama manga? Probably a lot more than Elena was aware of. This wasn't even the first time she'd been witness to some sort of painful inter-family drama, or learned about a man that she desperately wanted to give a home vasectomy. It was, though, the first time it involved a baby, born or not. That definitely added to the weight of the situation.
Elena didn't scoff and didn't sneer at Hanako. Instead she continued to listen to her with the same frightening intensity as before. It was all well and good that she still loved him. Sure. Whatever. People still hung onto love when they shouldn't all the time. She knew that from both second- and first-hand experience. It was her trying to excuse his actions that brought her to a broil. So what if he'd been happy? So what if he'd promised her it would all be okay? He'd still essentially tricked her into not using protection for the sake of getting a baby out of it. The only absolutely minute sliver of silver to this guy was that it sounded like he really wanted the baby, and hadn't gotten her pregnant to trap her, or anything else as greedy and heartless.
Though this was no less manipulative than what could have been.
"He was scared? Tsch," she made a noise between her teeth in irritation, "He's not the one who would be having the baby, or giving up a whole lot just to birth it..."
Qué carga de mierda.
Ah, but there they were again; tears swelled in Hanako's eyes and she began to shake, and Elena's anger, growing hotter by the second, hit a wall of ice water. It wasn't gone. Still, her chair moved all the same, making loud, awful noises across the floor--as she wasn't as careful this time--before she stopped right at Hanako's side. Her hand came and rested on Hanako's shoulder. It was the first time she really felt the poor woman. There was barely any muscle to her. Was that stress? Weren't you supposed to eat a lot more when you had a baby growing inside you? Then again, Elena was fairly muscular, so her perceptive may have been slightly skewed. All the same she gave Hanako a gentle, warm squeeze on the shoulder, and let her speak. When she had finished Elena exhaled a sigh that had just a faint trail of steam to it.
"...I get it. I get it. You loved--love the guy enough that you seriously were going to have his kid. Manipulated or not that's still got to be something strong. And I'm not telling you that you should get an abortion if you don't want to anymore. That's all your choice. What I want to get across, is, just--" she lessened her hold on Hanako just a little. 'Tool'. The moment of shock from before made much more sense now. "--if this is how he treated you, if he used you to get what he wanted, then I wouldn't trust the guy to be a good father. No matter how much he wants a baby of his own, he's clearly got a lot of problems to take care of. And as for you? Even if you think he would be fine as a dad, I don't think he deserves you. He isn't going to learn that what he did was wrong, on so many levels, if you just go back to him. Look."
"There are a ton of options for single moms. Even if you don't have friends or family who can help you, there are groups, there are resources. There's got to be. You wouldn't be alone in raising your son. You don't have to think that your only option is him, because it sure as hell is not. I don't think he deserves a second chance."
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Jul 16, 2019 7:24:32 GMT -4
all the pieces lie where they fell... ♥ She was waiting, waiting for the issue to start again, the problem was that she excepted to be called an idiot in every ten seconds. Her grandmother had ranted to her and she probably meant it in a good way but she had said she was also embarrassed and that she wanted her to get rid of her son and that's not what she wanted, she should not be forced to do so, she should be able to do what she wanted, she had a good job, she had a steady income and such, she could only not take care of the baby herself because she would be a stupid, horrible mother. And every time again that she repeated that in her mind, she felt like she was going to be more horrible than the time before that. "No he was scared that it hurt me, he was really considerate." Really he did, surely he had asked to take care of the baby himself if she did not want it, he begged her to not get an abortion, but he considered putting it up for adoption, she believed he did, she looked at her napkin and started to peel pieces of it and looked up,, "I know it sounds all ridiculous, I mean I am still trying to convince myself." that did not make it sound any better, why was she trying to please Elena and convince her that G wasn't a bad man? Mostly because they might work together right? And she did not want it to distract either of them, right? Realizing she was trying to convince herself so much more and that made her shiver and almost cry again, fighting really hard to not do so. She looked up, it felt really nice to have a hand on her shoulder, but should she see it as supporting. Did Elena know much enough about the anatomy that she knew that she had not been taking proper care of herself?
She took a deep breath and for a few minutes it was quiet between them. She understood very well what Elena meant. "The thing is, I want a son, I want our son, but I want it together, I can't be a mother, I-I if I am anything like my own family, this boy will have one of the horrible mothers you only hear in stories." she wasn't sure how much more she would say, it was like she was on a roll, words just kept tumbling out. "I saw how hurt he was and I don't want to compare that how much I was hurt because I bet it was nothing but I see him trying to make up for it, I see him worry about me, not only his baby, me too. I know I should not take him back, heck if anyone would be in my shoes and asked me for advice I would say the same but I, I can't do this without him. I just want to test him, make sure he understood what he did wrong and than I can try to get back, I want to take things slow, that's what I want to tell him, as if we just met and start dating again. But I don't know how, I feel ridiculous that I feel like I can't do without him." It was all so raw and honest to a woman she should interview and someone that she never met before but maybe that's why it was easier. To tell someone who did not know her well enough, yet she tried to convince them, she tried to convince Elena that it was not so bad, if it was, than why had she still not made a decision herself?
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Post by Elena Strike on Jul 16, 2019 16:49:53 GMT -4
~ I want to line the pieces up - Yours & mine ~
Elena felt herself becoming of two minds, despite her best attempts. Hanako's ex was an ass, that she was comfortable saying without a doubt, and he didn't deserve to be forgiven for essentially tricking his girlfriend into getting pregnant. Even if he had been honestly worried for her health, well, he should have thought about that before he knocked her up. It didn't change anything at all about what lead to this situation. It was hard, though, hearing Hanako's break down, to not want to tell her what she wanted to hear instead of what Elena wanted to tell her. She was so upset, so scared of taking care of the baby by herself. Scared that she would be a bad mom.
Telling her to tell G to fuck off and die wasn't going to help that.
With something akin to defeat weighing in her chest, her hand on Hanako's shoulder slipped down to gently touching the side of her arm. The subjects of mothers was tender to her. She just had to focus on Hanako's story, not Elena's own. "I think that you being worried about becoming that kind of mom already shows you're better than those moms. And I know I don't know you very well, and I know I don't know him at all--and, honestly, I want to punch him in the crotch for this--but from what you have told me, he wants to be just as good a parent as you do. Which is...good." She sighed softly, ignoring the faint sting of those words leaving her lips. "And if you really, really don't think you can do this on your own, and you really think he won't do something like this again--which I don't, I don't think you should give him so much as an inch--then you know him better than I do. It's your call if you can trust him."
"Though if he fails whatever tests you've got to throw at him and pulls something like that again, you've got to toss his ass out. Men like that either learn and change, or don't and keep lying. And no amount of 'nice parenting' is going to make up for that."
Elena tried to smile as best as she could, but it didn't touch her eyes. Hanako needed somebody to support her right now, not somebody to lecture her on her shit love life.
If that's all she could really give her, she'd do that.
And maybe burn G when they met for the karma.
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Jul 17, 2019 14:08:23 GMT -4
all the pieces lie where they fell... ♥ If she wasn't pregnant, would she make more reasonable decisions? Or was it still the same difficult decision... the first thing was that the whole issue wouldn't be there of course. He would not have made her pregnant, she would not have been so stupid and forgetful and many more things that would add up. She poked the fork she was holding a couple of times in the strawberry cake that was still not finished and she wasn't sure what she should say. She did feel heartbreak when Elena told her that G did not deserve a second chance and she knew she had a point but... but... she did not want to accept that. They were happy right or was that all a facade? They had been more honest right or was it only her? No he had told her what happened in the past, he had told her all about Miku and though that had scared her, she had also believed that he wasn't that man anymore. If he could change in that way, could he not change this time around now...?But it was not a good thing to want your partner to change. This was so difficult, it felt like there was no good or bad answer. More like a frustrating one. She nodded softly when Elena told her that her worry was a proof that she thought differently and would be better. That's what she tried to convince herself of too but she knew what she had done, she had considered and she could still not forgive herself for that. She looked up slightly, surprised by Elena her speech, the thing was that no one talked to her as if she had an opinion. Her grandmother had called her an idiot and her aunt and uncle had not been really supportive either, it finally felt as if her own opinion mattered. She nodded, "I agree with that." She muttered, it was difficult to talk about it loud because she surely hoped G was the first, "I just have to figure out how I can test it." She mostly said, for it was something that she thought about but she did not know how. The word tool would resonate in her brain for a couple of times more. She did not look forward to meeting him again, her heart had beaten so loudly when they met in the hospital, when she woke up from her fainting and he was there. "I am sorry to bother you with this whole story, I just feel so lost to what I want and what might be better." She sighed and poked the cake again with her fork, she was glad for the warm feeling Elena gave her and the reasonable way she spoke, it surely gave a better feeling than before. She felt cold and she surely should finish eating in general and take better care of herself, she was really trying her best to do so. Would she ever forgive herself though?
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Post by Elena Strike on Jul 18, 2019 17:04:12 GMT -4
~ I want to line the pieces up - Yours & mine ~
A small sigh, infused with steam, slid through Elena's lips and she let her hold on Hanako slip away. She didn't move her chair, however. Instead she reached over the table and picked up her plate and moved it in front of her new spot, rested her elbow on the table, and leaned her chin against her knuckles. "I usually wouldn't encourage anyone to 'test' their partner, but in this case, I hope you come up with something that really works. Just make sure that no matter how badly or how well he does you keep safe. If you start doubting anything, or feel things are getting toxic, you tell me. I'll come over wherever you are and kick his ass." The less-than-genuine smile on her face softened just a little, lessening her threat. If it even was a threat at all.
She couldn't make Hanako give up on this man and take care of a child by herself. That was cruel, and it wouldn't help at all. So this was all she could do. Be a friend, try to support her choices, and be there in case something goes horribly wrong.
"I won't lie, this was an unpleasant conversation. I don't have enough friends to tell you it's the worst conversation I've ever had, but it's up there. At least, this part. Everything up to me asking about this was great. So don't worry about it." Elena poked a chunk of cake with the teeth of her fork, drawing lines in the thick frosting like sand in a zen garden. Where did the conversation go from here? Going back to the interview was the easiest way to put this behind them for now. It was also what they were here to do. An interview right now--one that was pro-vigilante but not anti-hero--could be incredibly important. But Hanako was important as a person, too.
And she needed support.
"What's the kid's name? Have you thought of one?"
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Jul 21, 2019 3:41:04 GMT -4
all the pieces lie where they fell... ♥ She watched Elena take her own plate back and she stared at her own, suddenly the lost of appetite, which was exactly what happened before when she had just left, she knew she had to eat and that she was allowed to eat more as she did not do so before but it was just, not tasty as before. "I don't want to, it sounds wrong, the same as wanting to change him, that's not up to me but I want to know if it's possible if he wants to do so. I just need to figure out what I really want." Which was why she left, but look at her coming back the minute she would do something for her job or as far as people knew, her assistant job to Lady Scandal. "Thank you Elena, I really appreciate it." Butchering out her name but Hanako tried to do very well, even if she could speak okay-English, it still did not sound the way she wanted to, but she wanted to show her appreciation, for listening, for suggesting, and for offering her safety in a way. She would not, that was the problem if Hanako wanted things to be different, she would have to do so herself as well but where would she start and what would she do was at this point in the day an unreasonable question to ask of herself.
She nodded, not many friends either hm, that sounds like it was a nice chance of meeting each other. So maybe she should do the favour of turning back the conversation to something more pleasant in that case, would they gossip about other boyfriends, ex-boyfriends, men, was she bi or what.. Hanako did not know how to start, she never discussed these kind of things, she had been so long oblivious to Lisa and Nagisa that G had to tell her. The man that just came working with them since December, stupid, "It was an eyeopener for a conversation I can't remember ever talking about relationship issues with friends, so that is new too." She wasn't a fan but that had more to do with what was happening than the whole talking.
As Hanako pushed her fork around in the strawberry cake she shook her head about the question of a boy name, she had not even considered looking at them as so many things happened after she realized it was a boy. "Gives me something to do later." She said with a smile, she wanted a Japanese-American name but that might be difficult to be found, albeit maybe she should just demand it. "I am sorry, I can't remember any other questions I had regarding the interview, do you have anything that you want to be pointed out within it?" She had asked this to Nori too, a message that they wanted to get across for their character, obviously she would not use names and if she did it would be BlueBlitz, but right now, she felt so tired and in an emotional rollercoaster that her mind could not consider what more to say.
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Post by Elena Strike on Jul 25, 2019 13:17:39 GMT -4
~ I want to line the pieces up - Yours & mine ~
Elena smile grew, the unease abiding bit by bit the calmer things became. At the end of the day the two of them still barely knew one another; Elena didn't know why Hanako was really doing what she was doing, or why she even trusted somebody like this "Lady Scandal" do use her interviews for good. There were still a lot of questions that would need answers if she ever wanted to really be friends with Elena. Still, that was the same for any new friendship. Making an interview out of things would be a lot faster than normal, but earning trust and learning new things about somebody was another part of the fun. And she could always try to get answers out of Scandal herself in the chat, if need be. Hopefully it wouldn't get Hanako into trouble, though.
Slowly her drawing lines in the cakes frosting became her pulling the cake itself apart into a bunch of little chocolate clumps. She wasn't as hungry as she was before, but that could either be from the conversation, or from eat one piece of cake--albeit small--already. Hanako's words of thanks, and slight screw-ups in the pronunciation of her name, earned a soft laugh. "You're welcome Mizu-chan. What are friends for?"
Ah, but then came the final question--or, rather, a lack of a question turned into a query: what was the last thing she wanted to put into this interview? What had they talked about? About if there were vigilantes who wanted to go pro, about what vigilantes were working together and which ones were, about how they kept themselves out of the eye of the law by using said laws if need be...and about if, because of their dangerous position, they were capable of truly trusting anybody around them. The last question had been clearly the most personal to Hanako, now that Elena had more context. It may not even be put in the article because of that. There also probably couldn't be a lot about which laws the vigilantes used to defend their actions, because it would open up all sorts of problems; if police were suspicious of everyone that claimed "self-defense" or tried to defend their actions with the "Good Samaritan" law then even those who didn't do this full-time could get into trouble.
What was something she hadn't touched on that she thought should be?
"...I guess the only thing I'd have to add is that society shouldn't be so quick to call us all criminals. Not all of us want to be breaking the law, and a lot of us would even happily work with heroes if we had the chance. But it's not possible right now for everyone who's capable and willing to be a hero to be one, and so those of us who can't are seen to be as bad as villains. We aren't. Most of us aren't, at least." Elena rubbed the back of her neck with her fingers, nails scratching her skin for a moment as she thought on how to best word this. "Vigilantes were the first heroes. I don't think the whole world has forgotten this, but that's how it was then, and how a lot still see it today. We wouldn't be protecting people if we didn't care. We're as heroic as they are. Hell, here in Nakano there are more vigilantes cleaning up crime than cops. They're doing the work and they're being vilified, instead of getting reached out to by the law to legitimatize everything they've done for this place. They deserve that."
No todos lo hacen.
"But they're probably too scared of what the government did to Quirkers, and of what would happen to them if they were caught, to even accept that sort of praise nowadays. It's a vicious cycle and I don't think adding 'legal vigilantes', heroes, to the mix is going to erase everything that's happened or make it right. I don't know what it will take to fix several decades worth of terrible treatment and 'illegal justice'."
Excepto tal vez una demostración, más de lo que ya se ha hecho de una disculpa.
"Wish I had something more concrete to end this on," she shrugged, smile realer, but uncharacteristically sheepish. "This is why I'm a vigilante, not a public speaker. Heh."
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Jul 27, 2019 5:03:35 GMT -4
all the pieces lie where they fell... ♥ To her it felt like a miracle, crying almost twice in a row about the same conversation topic and yet she did not feel utterly embarrassed at the end of it, she simply showed that she was human, which did not happen too often if you asked her yourself. But she was glad that someone for once considered what she wanted, even if she had not found that answer yet, she would have to think about this, she would go back to Kyoto and consider how she would tell him about everything she had done but also what he had done. Would he talk to her? Would he tell her everything she wanted to know, bits and bots she heard but it wasn't all and she made so many assumptions, toxic decisions probably but she was sure he did as well, maybe they were too destructive, maybe they weren't right for each other but she did not want to believe that, she wanted to find a way out that it would fit because she loved him. Because she wanted to be that adult.
To be fair, it was also a big relief that she was called a friend and that made her beam in brightness, right, this was great! She offered her her own business card, "It has my number, might be useful." To be friends, it would be bad to find each other all the time in the shady chat. Maybe it was time to let the Scandal situation die down, but for now it was not something on top of her list, she got enough texts daily to finish less gossip things that got her enough readers to continue, nothing about big villains and so on yet there was something on her list but only Fix had a small piece of information about that. And of course, there was the issue of Mercury.
She nodded with every word Elena said about the statement that she asked that should be in the interview, she did not only ask this because of a lack of question but people mostly wanted a messages to be reported, their goal of the interview, and this was her way of making sure she could say it. She agreed on it a lot, maybe because of G, maybe because of her own thoughts after meeting Mia, she should meet more pro-heroes to see if she could adjust that opinion but right now she was more of a vigilante fan.
What the government did... oh maybe Semper Fi, her look turned slightly dark, yes, she wasn't a fan, which was the whole reason why she had told G to not go pro-hero, she did not trust the government at this point. "Well it is something of a good message, you don't have to be a public speaker to get an opinion across. I make sure to put that down as I firmly agree myself." She winked, probably reshaping it in some kind of words but soon enough. She did not feel well, she was absolutely knackered probably from crying in general. "If you do not mind, I think I will go back." She might find a last minute ticket to Kyoto if she would go to the station right now. "Send me a message okay, so we can meet up for something more fun instead of only interviewing if you want." She thought about shopping or so, She paid for the cakes and the drinks because the interview was on her and before she left she thanked Elena once again and that she hoped they would meet again soon.
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Post by Crimson on Jul 31, 2019 11:07:30 GMT -4
Hanako Hajimari You currently have 44 EXP, and you gained 109 EXP for this thread! Elena Strike You currently have 335 EXP, and you gained 107 EXP for this thread!
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