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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Nov 22, 2019 12:22:19 GMT -4
all the pieces lie where they fell... ♥ She would never be the same, but she also would never the same person she was now without him. She wasn't sure which version she liked more and it felt so selfish. It felt so dramatic. She had a son, she should have only eyes and love for him and the man that gave her, her little Kai. But for now she could not. Just shut up, she thought to herself and she waited, she kept quiet after his okay and wait till he would let her go. If he did or if he did not she would eventually mutter, "I should go. You have an appointment." And she had thoughts to sort out. She had a plan to make, she had so much to do. She took a step away from him and even if she was sad, it wasn't entirely visible on her face. "I will take a taxi." She gave a small smile, "Good luck." She would go if he did not stop her, she doubt he would. She was sure he had a responsibility and that was impressive but that did not mean that she felt weak herself, that did not mean that she did not feel proud of him. She did not know what to feel.
Flashback: Another tear dropped on her cheek and she wanted to go away but she didn't. That's not what being in a relationship meant. She sighed, she wished she had someone to ask, parents, anyone really but she still had not even told her aunt Sayaka that she was pregnant and it felt like a horrible thing that was going on. It wouldn't surprise her if she was cut off by them for contact either. What would her grandmother say, this was a wonderful thing to consider when your mood swing was already full-on destruction mode. She looked away still, she did not want him to see her crying still and she tried her very best to breathe through her nose so he wouldn't hear her catching her breath. She wished right now that she could sink through the Earth. Couldn't her parents just have gotten Nanami as their first and only child? It would have saved her a lot of trouble and issues. "I think it is a very natural idea to walk away after what you did but she came back." Because she spoke too, she turned her watery eyes back to look at G and meet his eyes. It hurt her a little what he said as he continued and she had to take a deep breath, "I have waited a whole year for you, but you never texted, you never called, you were probably busy with other-" She almost said girls but she swallowed, "things. I was so far that I denied myself that I was waiting on you." And she had said it was a mistake, she did not want to think in that way now. She wasn't dumb enough anymore to not understand that she had waited so long.
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Post by G Hajimari on Nov 22, 2019 12:33:08 GMT -4
First things were passionate, then they had a small fight about misunderstandings and shutting her out and now... she was ice cold... well not really, but G felt a certain chill come over him "I love you" he told her when she left and said that she would get a taxi. When she left, he looked at his arms and just thought what happened. What and why? And whats worse he couldnt think because the Storm Knights were waiting and he was dead late. He had to go, G turned around and walked slowly to their meeting place. ~Flashback~ "Yeah thanks to that nutjob Kasey" he muttered. G told then Hana how he is scared of losing her and thats why he did what he did, but Hana said that she waited a whole year for him, but never texted or called.... he was at a loss for words.
What could he say? He was just scared. He had many relationships where he did the same thing. No relationship lasted and there were no kids. Miku would leave him and he was alone But... Hana....What happened there? He looked at his phone and scrolled back his calls as much as he could, hoping to see if there was an answer to that, why and how that happened, but he sighed defeated and just looked at the ground, he tried to hide his face and tears
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Nov 22, 2019 12:47:24 GMT -4
all the pieces lie where they fell... ♥ His words caught her by surprise, it was not that he never said them or that she never said them it was maybe that she had not said them enough lately. Maybe not tonight, it was reasonable to think that she said them before enough, after all they recently got married. "Gil wait." She called out as she watched him turn away from her and she hurried back to his arms, nuzzling up, she didn't mean to. Her brain sometimes it should just be shut off. She rubbed her cheek against his shirt and looked up and tiptoed, she had to pull the tall man to her else she couldn't push her lips against his. It was just not fair that her brain would sometimes make weird jumps but she could not fix it. She wasn't a doctor, she did not intent to go to a doctor because for sure she wasn't planning to do think this way all the time and if it hurt him, it would be the worst thing she did every day. "I love you too." She said as she took a second to break the kiss before she kissed him again. When she stopped that one, she dropped back on her heel. "I am sorry, I just thought about taking too much of your time and that I should go." It wasn't entirely true and yet it was. She looked at him, feeling guilty but she should go. What Leader would be late after all?
Flashback: She turned her attention to him as she did not get what he meant with Kasey. But she did not feel the need to open her mouth about it right now and she continued to look away from him. Looking at her lap where she still held her hands, playing games with her own fingers. Locking them together, twisting them around anything to just do something. She looked from the corner of her eyes to what he was doing, something with his phone and she sighed. Was she that uninteresting even now? Three months pregnant with his baby and yet, it did not matter, it were the hormones, she should let it go, it wasn't worth it. She heard him sigh even deeper than her and stopped doing what she was doing and she swallowed, "What is it?" He looked defeated and she did not get it, they were talking about parenting, they had a solution right, why did it go back now? Back to a bad conversation, "Should we get one now? It should be fine." She still wasn't convinced but there was no other option to fix it was there...
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Post by G Hajimari on Nov 22, 2019 13:16:44 GMT -4
As he was walking away, he heard and unlikely voice calling for him. Hana. But wasnt she getting a taxi? He turned around and she suddenly flew into his arms and he hugged her as she nuzzled him. It was a pleasant surprise that touched him and admittedly made him cry and he hugged her tightly but of course not overkill. Suddenly she pulled him and kissed him, which also surprised him. He shortly kissed her back. Hana then ended the kiss and told him that she loves him too. He quickly wiped his tears before she could see. Hana soon apologized "Its ok. You dont need to apologize. Its allright. Just please stay safe... I dont want someone to hurt you" he said and then let her go, but then as she was leaving he said "A-actually! Keep your phone close. Call me if you need me. I'll run straight to you. Dont worry, call me any time. Even during meetings and missions. I-I'll make time for you if you need me" he said as he didnt want to exclude her during his vigi life. If she wants to know, she can always call. He'll set his phone on vibrate if its in dangerous places. He just doesnt want anymore misunderstandings
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When he sighed, Hana asked what is it "I dont have it. I dont have an excuse or answer. Why didnt I text or call. Did I miss texts or calls. What was it. I dont know... I just know that many years ago, I was still something of a villain and yet not quite a vigilante. I didnt want you involved in my mess of a life back then. Back then when I had this stalker that blackmailed me into dating her.... she knew my real identity and threatened to rat me out to the cops via anomynous tip. I dated her.... it wasnt one of my proudest of moments.... but I needed to get rid of her more subtly if I was to be free. Thats why I didnt call you... But if you called me and I didnt answer.... well..." he looked at his phone "I dont have an answer to that. But as soon as I got your call. I answered it" he said as he looked back at her
She then asked if they should get a book. G nodded "Yes."
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Nov 22, 2019 13:30:34 GMT -4
all the pieces lie where they fell... ♥ Hm, she should stop, she should learn to be able to shut off her brain because it made her so unfocused. It made her say or do stupid things and that's why she had rushed back, it was maybe the way he had spoken that she had realized and now she looked up and kissed him and apologized not much later for taking his time and she wasn't sure what more to do and she looked away at her feet when he said she did not need to apologize. Was he sure? She had this flair for drama and she was sure that one day he would set her down to tell her she had to stop, but that day was not now apparently. "Of course." She simply muttered when he asked her to stay save. She did not want anyone to hurt her either and she turned around to go but was stopped by G and looked over her shoulder, it was cute that he stuttered. She smirked a little, "For anything?" She turned around again and walked away but the shaking off her hips obviously and stopped at the end of the alley, her hand on the wall right before she could turn the corner and she looked over her shoulder and waved him in the cute way goodbye before she quickly hurried out of the alley to go to the more light path of the city where they were to get a taxi back home. She had taken her phone out of her pocket and pressed against her chest. She could wait. This was saved, this had gone well, she should be more careful. Flashback: She stared surprised at him and leaned closer and she pushed her hand at his chest so she could be close by and she cried again, god damn hormones stop. "I don't need an excuse. I don't need to hear it, it worked out right? I am not sure how it will go in our future but we are together now." That was all she could say, they were five months further and maybe it was stupid to be pregnant and she could have panic attacks about that but it would not change that it was happening. She did not want to hear about his past relations, she did not want to think about her own cheating business, that could still get her into trouble and she would have to work that out, she could ask that girl in the chat, she would have to figure out a save way but at the moment that wasn't of importance. She didn't want to talk about it and that's why she asked him about the book and she felt a bit uplifted and yet guilty, "Sorry, I don't like to talk about the past." She would get up and balance herself and her clumsiness on the steps of the porch before she would get off and look up at G. She wasn't sure if they should go now but maybe it was the way out that they needed.
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Post by G Hajimari on Nov 22, 2019 13:39:17 GMT -4
Hana asked a final question "For anything?" he lightly smiled and said "Anything, because after putting up with me, you deserve it" He will keep her safe if she's in trouble. He will keep her company if she needs it. He will tell her stories if she wishes. Anything she wanted, he would give her. If he could pull down the stars from the sky and make them into a crown. He'd do that for her. G then watched her walk away. Making sure she was safe at least while under his watchful eye. He noticed she turned around and waved to him. He smiled and did the same. He waved to her.
~Flashback~ She pushed her hand at his chest and he watched her and listened to her. "Thats right" they were together now. G took her hand and kissed it. He did it once as he didnt want to overkill it or send her the wrong message that he was only doing this because she was upset. He let her get up. She spoke how she did not want to speak about the past, he nodded in agreement. He didnt like that too "You're right. Its behind us. It should stay that. Lets just focus on us and our future" he said
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Post by Pilo on Nov 27, 2019 14:22:37 GMT -4
Hanako: 275 + 73x2 = 275 + 146 = 421 G: 194 + 40x2 = 194 + 80 = 274
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