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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Jun 27, 2019 9:12:22 GMT -4
all the pieces lie where they fell... ♥ It felt so weirdly right, even if she was in a room that reminded her about a past that she wanted to forget, she did not want to be the freak without parents, who lost her sister, she just wanted to be Hanako. She felt like she was here a part of her past and yet she was just Hanako. He knew her before all the issues and she held on to Gil as he nuzzled her, held her and simply comforted her with his presence. She wanted to say that he should be damn right about apologizing and leaving her but she wasn't sure if that was a right she dared to have, they were six. She could not even remember much of what they told each other. She might have said in her childish act that she wanted to be his wife, that she loved him and look at her now. She really wanted that again. "Did you leave because of that?" Her sentence made no sense, she understood that a little too late. "You mentioned your own father?" She did not want him to feel bad, she did not want him to feel pushed by her, "I wished at moments that I could go along with you, especially when I could no longer find you after you left. I never dared to ask, or to look further than the district we belonged to, I don't know should I have?" She was six, you could not ask those things from a six-year-old. She put her own hand on the side of her baby bump, as she was still in G's arms. "I don't want our son to consider to run away from home, ever." She muttered.
"Is that also why?" She asked a little after mentioning the fortune teller, "you want to prove you are better or that someone is capable of understanding a little boy?" Because he was afraid of having a son, she did not understand a single thing of why Gil so quickly wanted a family, after they were dating only three months or why he ran away but answers might be there, or they might not be. To be fair, she would even accept the: I-don't-know-version. But the Fortune teller made her look up surprised from nuzzling him lazily. "Ace of cups that was it." The other card was Strength, that was easy to remember but she did not feel the need to tell him nor to ask what the seven of cups meant. "I think we did." She whispered before she kissed him, so their fortunes were the same, their futures? Maybe becoming parents wasn't that bad at all. She simply could not stop loving and kissing him, softly touching his shoulders, his arms, his chest with her hand as if she had to rediscover the man she loved.
"You thought of girl names without me?" She sounded more surprised than offended now that she realized they had no name, but it was also quite hypocritical as she had done the same with boy names. "I did think of boy names, I-I tried to find things that were well related to the ocean but I was unsure if we would pick a Japanese name or an American one." She still wasn't sure if she was okay with an American one as they were living in Japan. "I thought about some names, Tide, or Davy for that but also Kai or maybe Kaito and we could shorten it to Kai, it means ocean in Hawaiian the website said. Ryuku or Lir. Or... maybe simply Ocean?" She felt so bad about admitting how much she thought about it, how much she wanted to just text him weeks ago to say she wanted to discuss baby names even when she did not want or dared to want the baby at that point and look at her now. |
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Post by G Hajimari on Jun 27, 2019 9:15:05 GMT -4
"Did you leave because of that?"
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"You mentioned your own father? I wished at moments that I could go along with you, especially when I could no longer find you after you left. I never dared to ask, or to look further than the district we belonged to, I don't know should I have?"
He understood what she meant. But he didnt wanna talk about it. The subject itself hurt him But... he guesses he should explain why he left her and why he hates men and why he didnt want a son at all.
"...My parents... they hated me" he started and as he further talks his story, it was obvious how uncomftarble he was with this "They are Quirkless, I am not. They hated... They hate Quirkers... They hate me.... My dad..... he would...." obviously this was a sensitive subject and G had a problem with finding the right words "He's hit me.... a lot.... he'd take out his frustrations on me. I tried to hide it when we'd meet. But I couldnt really take it... Im.... just as agressive, but I always make sure not to take it out on .... you know....." after that he just stopped talking about it. Because talking about it was terrible. This gross and visceral feeling took over him. It just made him feel gross, sickly and disguisted just talking about it. Thats why he stopped
But Hana asked more like "you want to prove you are better or that someone is capable of understanding a little boy?"
G just answered "Fuck no. I just wanted a family to love me. My already existing one hated me, so I wanted to make one myself that did love me. Thats why I really wanted a kid" he explained
Later they talked about the fortune teller, their card and how they just missed eachother that day. And then Hana kissed him, he naturally kissed her back. She touched his shoulders, arms, etcetera, while he just hugged her and kept her close
After that they started talking about other stuff, like baby names and G confessing he thought of girl names, to which Hana sounded so surprised when she heard that. She said she thought of boy names. She then offered some suggestions: Tide, Davy, Kai, Kaito.... wait. Hold up.
"Kai. I like that" he said
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Jun 27, 2019 9:19:39 GMT -4
all the pieces lie where they fell... ♥ She felt so bad about herself, was she pushing, she was. The sour look on his face was definitely of her pushing and the memory and she did not want him to feel that pain. She looked at him, burying her face in his chest as he explained, the pained expression on his face, but he did and she accepted but she would listen and hold him. She looked up, not sure what to do, she had pushed but there were no answers nor solutions, she simply held on to him. She wasn't sure what she should say after all or if kissing him right now was a good thing. The situation was cruel, much crueler compared to her own but this was not a match to be won. "Oh, honey." She understood but how bad would you be if your six years old would walk away from you. That would not happen to them. "I am sorry." Sorry for bringing it up, for wanting to understand, for walking away, for illogical thoughts, for everything. She could not help but ask a second question, but that was it, that was enough, she needed to stop. Stop hurting him, pushing, everything that would... make him feel horrible. "I want to say, that I want you to remember that I am not afraid of you nor of Goliath and that I love you, quirk and all." But she had to ask, she had to have an answer to why, why now, why not wait, why not give her the room, the ability to be ready to get a child. Was it to prove something?
"I do love you, I needed more time, needed, I don't think I do now. With you, by my side, I can do everything I want. You will always be my hero, Gil." Soothing, calm, talking about everything she could and wanted, ace of cups, a happy marriage, they would be fine as long as she dared to believe in that. She did not want his lips to ever leave her, even if she was tired, even if tomorrow was a normal working day, who cares. "I like that one too." She spoke after given a whole list of baby names that she thought of. "Let's call him that." She whispered against his lips, giving him one more kiss before again snuggling in his arms, she could no longer suppress a yawn, "Gil, tell me that story?" |
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Post by G Hajimari on Jun 27, 2019 10:27:24 GMT -4
Hana was sorry and yet also very comforting, saying that she is not afraid of him and Goliath and how she loves him and his quirk just made G get all teary eyed himself. While usually a tough guy who hates crying, he couldnt help it, he said something while surpressing his tears, it sounded like "ohana" or "Oh Hana", well whatever he was, he hugged Hana and sobbed
After he had his moment of his .... pouring emotions, the two started talking about their baby's name. Hana listed a few, but the two eventually settled on Kai. It was perfect, it was Japanese, but also Hawaiian. It was part of their world. The two thus kissed for a while as they missed eachother. They were seperated for far too long, so long that it was criminal! It should be illegal for them to be apart!
She gave him one more kiss before snuggling in his arms, she could no longer suppress a yawn, and thus she very cutely and sleepily asked to tell her 'that story'. G raised his eyebrow as he didnt know which story, so he asked "Which story?" as far as he knew and remembered, he never told her any bedtime stories, so what did she talk about
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Jun 27, 2019 10:44:56 GMT -4
all the pieces lie where they fell... ♥ As he held her, buried his face for crying, she simply hummed, which was what she did to their little one. It was, first of all, a thing to suppress her own stress and bad thoughts and in the end, it became a habit, as if it would calm them all down. She tangled her slender fingers in his hair as she simply held him close to her and their son. They would love their son and she was sure he would love them. She would soothe him, she would tell him words that she thought were important, shaping the conversation and situation. The mistake was in the past but they were no longer in the past, they were in the present, together, they would be happy, they would learn to understand each other better now that they had that ability, that part of understanding and forgiveness. The understanding not so much as what the other could feel, words she had said before months ago before her pregnancy. Yet still she would try and she was sure he would because if there was anything she had learned it was that she loved him, a lot, and she could not deal in life without him.
Settled, the past, their future and his name. Kai, she liked it. She wanted to tell him so much and yet she had no longer words but she put every ounce and every thought in the kisses, in the touch that she could give him, holding on to him while demanding all his attention and all of his love before she got tired and nuzzled in his arms. She shivered a little, it wasn't cold definitely not but without blankets and anything else, it was cold, but this felt better, the soft touch of her skin on his. Lazily she gave him one sloppy but loving kiss before snuggling in his arms, putting her head on his chest and listening to the rhythm of his heartbeat, which made her happy. She yawned a second time and found the blanket with her right hand and pulled over the both of them, turning to look up at him as she gave him another sloppy kiss. "The one from the text, I have been waiting twenty years now to hear the story about how you got sick." She smiled before nuzzling back the way she lay before, so many minutes past five in the morning on a regular working day. Who knew what would happen. |
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Post by G Hajimari on Jun 27, 2019 10:48:55 GMT -4
G laughed when he heard how Hana answered his question. The story she waited for 20 years. Welp... she asked for it. Time for a word dump because it was long one. Granted it could be shortened, but he wont, who cares. Yolo time
"I've raised 1 daughter and it was usually my job to take care of bug invasions and cleanse the immediate area of apparent danger when spiders, centepedes or whatever appears. I'd be in the living room and suddenly hear a scream"
~mini narrated Flashback~
"EEEK!!!"
And a cry for my help. I'd get there and be like
"what!? what?! What is it?!?! I'm fighting Sephy right now and Donald keeps dying. This better be imporant" "Kill it! Ohmygod kill it" "but its not hurting anyone" "KILL IT" "But its on the ceiling" "KILL IT" "But-" "I DONT CARE JUST KILL IT!!"
~Present~
"Now I know I love bugs and I dont have a phobia of them. But that doesnt mean I welcome them with open arms when they enter the same room that Im occupying. I actually used to be pretty brutal with bugs. One time a spider crawled up my wall and I spotted it within my peripheral vision, so I grabbed the nearest book within arms reach and lauched it at the wall obliterating the spider and whatever hopes and dreams it had. There was carnage on my wall, there was carnage on my book. I wiped it off my book. But what was left on the wall I didnt clean it off and kept it there as a message I guess... ?.... For any future tresspassing bugs that were like 'Bro, I need to get to that celing' 'Are you crazy, man. While HE'S around?! Did you see what he did to Jeff? ' 'ts ts Yeah you right'. It's been probably 20 years since I killed Jeff and his stains are still on that wall."
He continued his bug story
"Now. The part you waited for. When I used to live with my family, we lived on the ground floor aka first floor of the house as they call it in america. One day I noticed an ant colony found its way to my room and I realized they found a piece of cookie that fell down the gap between my from between my table and the wall. I tell my dad he's like 'Here's some bug spray, good luck'. And that can of bug spray was full. Like it was braaand new. But by the time I was done, it was more then half empty. If I saw an ant, that ant gotta be drowned in bug spray. So after the massacre of 2053, I stood on the battlefield among the carcasses and indulged in my victory. Until I went to bed and found myself in the next morning very ill due to lingering toxins of the excessive bug spray that I used. I inhaled that shit all night! Truly... ironic... good game ants... gg. I played myself. 6 year old G you played yourself" he said to himself and just clapped at his failiure
"But I mellowed out now with bugs. I actually have this unwritten policy if they ever get in my line of sight. Basically if I catch you on the premises, I let you off with a warning. I let you proceed with whatever business led you to get caught by the lethal human who occupies this space. But if I see you again... you dead. I mean I guess its unfair since I dont communicate this agreement to them. But Im sorry, if you're just passing through, then das cool. But if I know you're lingering around then you gotta die. I cant let you crawl in my baby gurls mouth while she's sleeping. Nope, cant let that happen sorry. Imma have to end you. Ok so I dont go all Rambo on them anymore. Im a bit more civil and give them the tissue treatment followed by the trashcan treatment. But if its lucky to be caught by the door or window, then I'll probably set it free. I do have some exceptions for first sightings though. If you're coming for my food. You're dead. If you're crawling on me somewhere on my body. You're ded. If you're crawling on my bed, you ded. If you're 5 cubic centimeters or larger in volume... then my bad, take the house. I dont want it no more. Im setting it on fire" G said and finished his story and all of his bug talk
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Jun 27, 2019 10:50:24 GMT -4
all the pieces lie where they fell... ♥ She did not want to interrupt his story, being cosy against his body, even if it was starting to get hot with summer around she felt cold without him and it was nice to just be so close. Skin to skin, touch to touch. But she could not help but whisper that it sounded like her, she assumed the scream would be Miku, it could be her anyway. But she listened, closing her eyes, listening to the story, the vibration of his voice, the sound of his heartbeat and his breathing. She was hesitant all those weeks ago to ask him to be back slowly, how she regretted that, how had she missed the signs about herself and about his love for her. She snickered softly when he simply came up with the name Jeff, she loved how he told the story and looked up at him and smiled, yes it was kind of obvious, even now for herself. And she would snicker again when he said he played himself when he started about the ants, she thought he would tell her that he left the window open but it was the complete opposite of what she thought.
She now leaned on his chest, keeping an eye on his expressions as he told the update of his life now, what he did now to bugs and she smiled, "I remember us bug catching, well I remember it very vaguely but I remember how much I hated it." She did not remember much about what happened or how she had fallen in a pit but she had had nightmares for weeks about the bugs that came in the form of giants to eat her or kidnap her or whatever way now. "I am glad that I can count on you when there are bugs around." She snickered again, yawning again albeit hidden behind her hand. She nuzzled back in his arms after kissing him. "Now that's the story I always wanted to hear." She smiled and closed her eyes again, "little G. I hope our son-" yawn, "doesn't forget to open the window." She giggled albeit softer than before and more sleepy. She did not say much anymore, they have spoken for more than an hour now and she was obviously tired, the activity in between did help with that as well, their kissing helped with becoming tired and her pregnancy. In the end, she dozed off in his arms, at 5:43 in the morning. With one thing forgotten: the alarm. |
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Post by Puglord on Jun 27, 2019 20:48:45 GMT -4
G 1,610 total XP = 50 Xp gained
Hanako 575 XP = 96 Xp gained
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