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Post by G Hajimari on Jun 26, 2019 15:19:58 GMT -4
"I cant" he looked at her sad, scared and worried, he wanted to ask if there was no hope for them, then? But luckily she didnt stop talking as she spoke that she wanted them to be together, but that she cant be a mother that she will never be a good mother. She was wlling to visit him, but thats that. G bit his lip thinking of the way when they found out they had a son, the roles are reversed. Before, he was the one who spoke that he'd be a terrible and shitty parent and she was the reassuring one. Now... she's in his shoes and yet... he doesnt feel like he can fill her shoes and be reassuring as she was to him.
He tried as he gently grabbed her hand "You'll be the best mom... I know it" he tried to emulate her when she told him that he'll be the best daddy "I know you'll learn from your parents mistakes. You'll be better"
Honestly, he just wanted to cry now because he felt like he was not as good as her, she was so reassuring, while he was a broken mess. He could never be like her.
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Jun 26, 2019 15:24:07 GMT -4
all the pieces lie where they fell... ♥ She did not dare to look at him, words tumbling out, stuttering, stammering, holding on to the bed sheets with her right hand, fiddling with the hem of her kimono with her left as she did not know what to say, why. Why did she have to constantly remember herself about what she did? Because it was a punishment that she needed to endure. She loved their little one so, so, so much but what would she do if she was having another breakdown, she could not trust herself, she could not, not ever forgive herself and as she finally dared to look up at Gil, looking at his expression, noticing she only hurt him more, she wasn't sure what to say. He took a hold of her left hand and she almost pulled it back because he did not... no, she did not deserve him. Surely it was not how the way worked after what he had done, but that was in the past and she genuinely had been happy but now... now she had ruined it all.
As he called her the best mom and that he knew that, she felt her lower lip wobble and her eyes becoming foggy and she cried. She tried to not make any noise at all to not wake up her aunt and uncle, she tried to not be a teenager even if she felt it like that. "I did not." She said in a sob and a sigh at the same time, making it only sound worse. She did not learn from her parents, she had only made it worse, their horrid genes had made her a worse mother, the worst mother in this universe. She could not even say it out loud, the thoughts already hurt enough. "I can't even tell you what I considered when I was hurt and angry, I can't. I can't, you will never forgive me, I will never forgive me. He deserves someone better." Letting go of the bed sheets with her right hand she put her hand on her baby bump, oh her little one, how she loved him, how she could not do any wrong to him but that meant that she had to do this, he would not be okay without her. She would, she could... she could not form words, the only thing in mind was what she had done, what she should say, she did want to be forgiven by him, by him only. The others were not enough. |
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Post by G Hajimari on Jun 26, 2019 15:31:31 GMT -4
She cried and he hugged her, during her sobs, she said "I did not", G didnt understand what she meant, but she spoke then that he wouldnt forgive her if she told him when she was hurt and angry. Considering that Tokyo Underground chat that happened.... He didnt wanna know. He didnt wanna return to that dark and panicked place. No, instead he focused on the here and now. Hugging his beloved and shush-ing her tears
"Shhh. Shhhhhh. Shshsh. There there, we'll get better" he said, trying to calm her tears and cheer her up. He held her close to him because he missed her and because he wanted her, badly.
"Listen. Let's just start all over and forget the bad stuff. If we do think about the bad stuff we'll just drive eachother apart again. And...I dont want it. Do you?" he asked her. One thing he was scared of now, was telling Hana what he wants. Because of the whole baby thing. He wanted the child, not her. He was afraid of telling any wants and needs of his own, hence him asking her the question at the end. G just wanted the drama to end, and to be with her
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Jun 26, 2019 15:34:09 GMT -4
all the pieces lie where they fell... ♥ She wasn't sure what she should say or do, will she get better? She did not feel like she was getting better, the thing was that considering what Haruuhi said, it surely should get better, after all, it were her thoughts and it were her thoughts to make it better for their little baby. To not be raised in a world where his father did not want him to be a boy and where his mother was a monster of destruction. It wasn't fair for her little one and if she wasn't already crying, she would definitely start at that point because it hurt her so much. Could she not just listen to Haruuhi? Could she not just forgive herself and show the whole damn world that Hanako Mizuki could be the best damn mom in the world, why was she so hesitant? Did she think she would be bothered on the implications of her freedom or his freedom, why would she care about his freedom, he wanted a child!
Wait. Did she just... think the boy would not be okay without her?
She buried her face against G's chest and sobbed, still trying to stop but even if he shushed her and even said that they would get better, not just her, she still could not believe he would forgive her, which was the whole set up to why she could not forgive herself. She looked up at him, resisting the temptation to just kiss him and agree that they should keep the past in the past and just stop this nonsense as probably everyone been calling it. She shook her head, "No, but I want us to be honest to each other." Because if they did not, would they get another problem? Would this be hell raising and horrible, "I have to tell you what I did, else-else I can never learn to forgive myself and I can't live with myself thinking you might hate me if I did tell you." She eyed him because she did not want to hurt his feelings on purpose, nothing like that but she wanted him to forgive her, would he be able to? "I want you to know more about me and I want to know more about you, like in the texts, we went so fast I don't feel like I know you at all, it's just all a fantasy, assumptions, but that also means you should know what I thought, not did, but thought." She tried to dry her tears but the sobs just kept on coming and the tears did not stop. She would kiss him, softly and shortly on the lips before simply leaning a bit back, to not be in his embrace but to hold on to his hands, she wanted him to pull her in. "What I said in the chat was wrong, very wrong, I was just so afraid that I would hate him and-" She whimpered, almost unable to pronounce any more words, "That he would grow up in a world were we both hated him because of the situation. I couldn't stand that idea, I needed out, I needed no pain, I needed to think clearly. So when she came, that villain probably," She would hold up her hand if he wanted to say something, if she would stop talking now, she would never be able to start again. "She suggested adoption, someone else would even want to pay for our baby. The minuted I could think again, oh Gil, I can't hate myself more for what I thought, how could I think that, I want him to grow up in a world where he will be smothered with love but I don't think, I don't dare to think that I would do anything like that again, I betrayed my own son." And she almost choked in her tears this time, trying to grasp her breath, trying to talk but nothing worked and only tears fell from the corner of her eyes and she had to let go of one hand to press against her mouth, to stop the haphazard choking breaths, she just needed, she just needed him to forgive her. |
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Post by G Hajimari on Jun 27, 2019 8:24:03 GMT -4
She buried her head in his chest as she still sobbed, he just hugged her and held her in his embrace. Hana then insisted that she speak on the issue, because they cant run from it, they HAVE TO sort it out and get everything off of their chest. And.... she was right. Hana dried her tears and spoke how the stuff she did in the chat was wrong and she spoke of the other things that happened
G was silent, it was obvious that he took it in and pondered how to reply. He took a deep breath and then sighed."Well... what do you think about son now?" he simply asked
She said she wanted their son to be smothered with love. Does she love their son? Because if so, then crisis averted and they can do something. But if not, he would need to reconsider their relationship. Just.... figure things out. There's a saying that goes you cant have your cake and eat it. Or something like that... G just... wants a damn family, was was that so hard. How can he just make Hana believe that she is a good mother. Why was he not smart with words?
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Jun 27, 2019 8:32:16 GMT -4
all the pieces lie where they fell... ♥ It felt like words tumbling out of her mouth, but like she said before, she had to be honest, she had to be able to say to him what she wanted and he should say what he wanted, if not they would get the whole fiasco again of her hiding things as Lady Scandal, she did not want that, she wanted him to not look at her as a fragile piece of china but as a partner and if she could do the same, well she did not think of him as fragile, but she did not want to hurt him, not with her words, nor with her actions nor tempting him to hit a mirror or so. She did not dare look up to him, she did not dare when he went silent.
She made a soft hiccup sound after he asked her what she thought now. She had said that she wanted their son to be smothered in love, "I love him, I love you but if I want what's best for the both of you, maybe that should not include me?" It was more of a question, she wasn't entirely sure about it, she had obviously not forgotten what Miku and Haruuhi had said but they were not her children, they picked her, what if her son did not pick her? "I mean, do you think we will be fine? There is no way back, we will have a son and I don't know, are you really okay with a boy now? I can't do this on my own but can you?" Her words felt like a mess, she wanted to be convinced she could do this, but if she wanted to take it slow it would not work like that, surely it would take at least ten more weeks before the baby was born, at this moment in the night she lost count but she had it in her diary and phone. She also wasn't sure what Gil wanted, did he want her to come back? She could guess it a bit if he said he was trying to win her heart back but did that mean he wanted it to be the same as before they broke up? In the same house, under the same roof or did he want her... with more distance, "Gil? What do you want if you could have it any way you want it, no consequences, no obstacles?" Would he want a family with anyone else, was she... was she just there for him at the right moment at the right time, at the right stupidity? She did not want to break her own heart, she did not want to consider it all but the words Bones had said before as well as Macabre, "Do you still love her? S-Susumu?" She had no idea where the words came from but it explained how distressed and hurt she had been before, if he could just convince her, albeit with words or the best kiss he could muster up, she might shut up about it all, forever, the pregnancy just made her vulnerable, her work had made her vulnerable, creating a word where no one was honest or trustworthy and she was the perfect representation of it, which meant that she did not dare to believe in the happily ever after at this moment. |
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Post by G Hajimari on Jun 27, 2019 8:42:32 GMT -4
"Oh honey. I love you and him. And you love us. And I think thats all we need. If you love us, then you'll be part of our family" G said and he held Hana's hands, also kissing her cheek.
Hana spoke, there was no turning back, will they be fine, will he be fine with a son?
"Yes... I mean, I'll always be scared that I dont become like my old man to him. But still...he's my flesh and blood.... I ...I'll be ok... I dunno how I'll do it, but...we'll do it... together. It's a team effort." G said, trying to sound optimistic to give Hana hope. He was as lost as ever when it came to raising a son, but he felt with Hana at his side, he could do anything
After that, Hana asked what did he want, if he would have his own way with no consequences. "A harem" he said jokingly. Although a few seconds later, as to not hurt or anger Hana he said "Kidding. Kidding! Dont hit me!.... I actually just want a family. You as my wife, our son, Miku and Haruu. We can live where ever. I'd have a mundane job of whatever. We'd be doing normal family stuff. You know... a peaceful life. Just that" he said honestly
The next question though surprised him and caught him off guard. He didnt even know how to react for a second, before he just bursted out laughing, before he got serious "HAHAHAHAHAHahahahahaha! I hate that stupid piece of shit" and then he asked "How do you know about her?" not particularly liking that Susumu was mentioned
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Jun 27, 2019 8:48:36 GMT -4
all the pieces lie where they fell... ♥ She felt like she was sobbing and the tears dripped on her cheek but she was smiling as he held her hands and kissed her cheek, kissing the tears away. Her questions moved aside, he did not simply wipe them away, he talked to her, made it an honest conversation just as she wanted, she nuzzled against his chest as he held her, yes, they would be a family, he forgave her for the thoughts? He did! She could maybe try to forgive herself, even if she said she wouldn't be able to take care of the baby on her own and asking if he could, he pulled her back into the setting, back into the idea of their future, together, teamwork, there was no way he would let her go and she was absolutely grateful for it. "Together, we might cancel out the bad things from our family, we will be a new and better family." She said softly, looking up at him, her eyes finally drying up a bit so she could stop crying, which was a small victory for her as well. "Gil, is that why you hate boys or men? Because of your father?" He did not want to be like his old man, she did not want to become like either of her family, it would not be nice, it would be depressing. "We will be the better version as you said."
She got up out of his arms as he said harem but she already knew that he was kidding and hit him softly on the upper arm, in a playful gesture and pushed him so he would fall on the bed before she climbed close to him, to lay down, albeit with difficulty, next to him so she could have her head on his shoulder, stupid baby bump. She mused softly before she wanted to ask something, "I remember a certain boy," she moved her hand softly over the bump as if she hoped he would have the fantasy of his father, "who wanted to be a hero, I remember you asked me but did you let go of that dream?" She looked up at him, moving up a little by balancing on her hand and kissing him on the cheek, "I love you, no matter what you pick and I might be biased but maybe, just maybe, pro-hero with all the legal factors is so much better." As she considered a few things more with his perfect future, her considering to be his wife, she rubbed absent minded her left ring-finger where the engagement ring officially was but she had of course taken it off, so it was no longer hers. But after what Macabre said and after what Bones said, she had to ask. She felt embarrassed about how relieved she was that he laughed like that. "I met a woman, named Macabre, she told me a lot about things I did not ask about, she also told me that you have a sister but you never had a sister, that whole conversation made me so confused, after that I met a woman named Bones and she again told me about you, not entirely in a positive way mind you. She told me again about Meiko like Macabre did but Bones seemed to be focused on.. on her. I remember Meiko talking about her as well, albeit very short, without a name, how you-how you cheated on her with Su-su.. well you know who. Did you want a family with the two of them too?" She looked up, her eyes honest and open, she just wanted to know him, how long had it been his dream to have a baby? She felt a little more sure now he had said what his dream was if he could have all, would he had said it differently if she wasn't around him? If she had not been the one to ask the question? |
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Post by G Hajimari on Jun 27, 2019 8:51:23 GMT -4
He smiled and looked hopeful when she said that together they might cancel out the bad stuff. Oh how he wanted to just smooch her and smooch her and smooch her even more. "Me too~" he said in reply. He was sure, together they could do anything. Aw shit, he felt he was getting emotional and getting teary eyed himself. He didnt cry yet, but he felt tears accumulating and ready to go.
Though his smile soon faded in a scowl when just hearing the word father, he didnt confirm nor deny what Hanako said, instead he just fell silent. But he did smile once Hana once again said that they will be the better version. G kissed her once more on the cheek as a result.
Later she asked what would he want in the world if he had no conseuqneces or whatever. G said a harem. Hana got out of his arms and hit him softly in the upper arm, as a playful gesture, G said he was kidding. She pushed him and he fell on the bed and she climbed close to him. Damn, now he wanted to sleep here for the night. Hana then mused how she remembered a certain boy. G looked at her curiously to see what she was talking about, she then finished the sentence how she remembered a boy who wanted to be a hero. And asked did he let go of that dream. G looked away "I dunno. Its... complicated. Its not black and white as it was when we were kids." Hana then spoke and what she said made G look back at her in surprise. She was now vouching for him being a Pro "Sorry, no vote changes. You already said Vigilante. You just have to hope that the other people vote for Pro now. Though as of now, the score stays at 5-1. Vigilantism in the lead."
After that Hana spoke about... Macabre, which just made G raise his brow catiously as she spoke. "Before you came into my life, I kept adopting everyone and everything as I desperately tried to get a family. Kasey is my adopted sister. Not officially on paper, Haruuhi didnt make papers for her. The reason I never mentioned Kasey was because she's an adult. And I dont need to look after her all the time as if she is a child. Besides, we kind of grew apart. I tried to help her, but I couldnt.... she's a lost cause." then Meiko was mentioned "Meiko wasnt really my girlfriend, she just blackmailed me into dating her. So yeah, I didnt care what happened there. Susumu, though turned out to be not any better then Meiko. She used her womanly viles to get to me. And well, she hooked me like a bad drug" Hana then asked if he wanted a family with them too "Meiko no. Susumu well.... I was desperate for a family that I wanted it with anyone... anyone but Meiko"
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Jun 27, 2019 8:54:24 GMT -4
all the pieces lie where they fell... ♥ She felt like she was on a dangerous step, she brushed a little of his hair away with her hand, simply a playful gesture, she wanted to be honest, "I want to know all of you," She said in a hushed voice against his lips, "Every single piece of you, Gil, I want to understand." She was sure she did not have to point out their fight from before, screaming about men, she did not want that discussion, she wanted to learn. She kissed him softly on the lips, making sure he understood that she thought they would do fine, together, thanks to him trying to convince him, did she had her own doubts? Surely but she wanted to forget them, as much as they picked on her, peeled at her brain, whisper in her ear, they would be together. "I don't want to hurt you." She said as he kissed her on the cheek, she wanted to say it, she hoped he remembered what she said but no win a different context, not to make him angry but she thought she knew him and she might not, hence all the questions, "If you have questions, you should ask. I am sorry I just, I can't get enough of you." Which was why she asked him about his future.
She really did love him, it was not that she did not notice before, it was just, she did not allow herself to consider, she did not dare to consider. Nuzzling in his arms asking about his future, she could not help but keep repeating what he said you as my wife. To herself, she muttered, "I want to be your wife." Which was, just as much as the first time she said the word marriage or the moment she said yes to his proposal, surprising. She had never really considered, she had no time to consider, there was never someone worthy enough of it. Never, someone, she considered, so she put her hands on her belly, rubbing it softly, she was tired, her boy seemed to notice as he kicked her softly and she took Gil's hand to put on her belly, constantly checking with her eyes if he was fine with that. She had to ask, she had to wonder about the idea. "I am not sure if I want to change my vote, so that's good but you would be a little safer. I mean, after all, you ended up in the hospital too, I know you can as well when you are a pro-hero but I don't want to be afraid of the police, I don't want to be afraid that you will not come home to me." The last words, starting you will not, surely got a lot quieter until maybe he would not even hear her anymore. "Are we-are we back together?" She remembered that the best way to approach this was being direct, just as he asked her if they were a couple, although in his case she could not answer, he just kissed her. But she understood, she understood very well, that the world wasn't black and white. The last couple of months had taught her that well enough.
She did not like talking about Macabre, Kasey, Meiko or Susumu but if she wanted to reach her goal, she should. "Mhm." She nodded to confirm she understood, "Are you okay with that?" She asked, looking up and if he had let her put his hand on her stomach, she would now hold on to his hand. She was sure he was much stronger but for a man who wanted a family it could maybe be bad. She listened carefully to the story about Meiko and Susumu, something she wanted to learn and to be put behind her, the fact that he laughed at her question and did not miss her, made her relieved enough. "Would you say you got the better way out now? A better start to a family?" It was a tease and she was surprised she dared to say that out loud, she just wanted him to be okay, that was the only thing that counted to her, "I love you." |
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Post by G Hajimari on Jun 27, 2019 8:58:10 GMT -4
She brushed his hair, and it was heavenly...well... her touching him anywhere was heavenly. Hana spoke how she wanted to know all of him, he understood that. Hana did notice that now he had a scared or worried like expression, he was thinking about his past. And he just didnt have the bravery to speak. Chise was perhaps the lucky one to know as she came to him when he was broken, thus willing to share. Now though... he wants to tell her, but feels like he cant tell her, the term cat got your tongue applies now. He just felt that if he started talking about that he'd lose it.
He felt her as she softly kissed him on the lips. God he missed that, he kissed her back right away. Hana spoke how she doesnt wanna hurt her. He just stayed silent, listened to her and breathed. Thinking about it,he felt fragile. It was a sensitive subject he hoped to bury. Hana said that if he has questions, he should ask. G spoke "I... I just dunno where to start."
There were years they missed,a decade at least. She nuzzled in his arms, he felt at peace, just being here with her, but then he heard what Hana muttered. He was so happy, thus he whispered really quiet "I want to be your husband", it was a confession, delivered as a tease.
After that she took his hand and placed it on her belly. G just let her lead his hand where ever she wants, which was her belly. And he was fine with it. He gently rubbed her belly. It was his, all of this was his. Hanako < 3
Hana then spke how she wasnt sure if she would change her vote and stuff about the Vigilantism-Pro Hero subject "Dont worry honey". To which she asked if they were back together. "I dunno. Are we?" he teased and wiggled his eyebrows, in a seductively joking fashion. Because, he wanted her to confirm that they were back together. He was still scared of making a mistake and pushing her away. She had to come to him at her own pace, he didnt wanna rush her or pressure her, he just didnt wanna lose her, thus was a bit too afraid of making any move.
Then Hana asked about Kasey and losing her. "Part of me is sad. She was the first person I met who had a Quirk like mine. I liked it when she was innocent and meme-y. But... I dunno... she changed. And now she just makes me sad. I dunno if she's safe around to be with. Im just scared of upsetting her. I dont know what to do." he spoke, getting more upset the more he talks about it, even stopped rubbing her belly as he was upset.
Susumu was a laughable subject, so it made him feel a bit at ease. Hana asked a question and he answered "Yes. I couldnt be happier with this"
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Jun 27, 2019 8:59:54 GMT -4
all the pieces lie where they fell... ♥ It was tempting to keep kissing him again and again, his lips so soft on hers, she did not want to stop but she wanted to know him better, she did not want to push, she hoped that he would find a moment to tell her in that case at a different moment but for now, she decided to leave it like this. She told him that she wanted him to ask her question if he wanted, "You have so many?" She asked surprised and she was rather curious what his questions for her would be, what would he think of her, what would he want to know. She thought about something she could tell out of the blue, maybe to make him feel safe, "I could tell you about the relationship with my parents if you want to know?" She decided to say, just to make him feel a bit... more neutral about why she asked, she wanted to know why he left, they met a few times after she came to find him until he disappeared completely, she wanted to know so much about the man she adored.
She looked up at G, nuzzling in his arms as she thought she had whispered so quietly but apparently not quiet enough and she wasn't sure if she was bothered by it as what he said made her happy. She simply smiled at him, happy, kissing him softly and shortly again, she did not want it to become too distracting from what they were doing, figuring each other out, understanding each other. Which was why she pulled him albeit awkwardly towards her, holding his hand for a few seconds before she put it on her belly, her baby bump, their son and she looked back at him with curious eyes to his reaction but his motion said enough and she stayed like that before putting her hand on his a little later. But first, she used her hand or actually both of her hands to put them on his cheeks and pull his face a little closer to her so she could kiss him, softly starting but passionately kissing him, pulling him towards her because she wanted to say yes, but she just did it the way he did it before. His teasing gesture, the wiggling of his eyebrow, "Please take me back," She whispered against his lips after she broke the kiss, before simply kissing him all over again.
When talking about Kasey made him upset, she finally did put her hand on his and looked worried, "Sometimes, things simply need time." As they did, that had taken two months if not more, she did not want to think too much about it. As long as they were back together now. She could not help but tease him asking if he was happier now than before and was glad about the answer, because at first, she could mentally kick herself for asking it, "I have one more question and I promise that I will not be angry or get upset about it but why the hurry, Gil? I mean why tell me you could wait ten years when you could not. I don't want to think about it anymore in a bad way, I believe it's our future, I funny enough met a tarot reader and the way she described it, it sounded wonderful, I just wonder why." As she has just said she loved him, she would mean that anyway and if he had remained by her side, she would try to lay on her side, which definitely wasn't all too pleasant anymore but she would kiss the skin of his neck, his jaw, the highest part she could reach if she would not pull him towards her. "I will always love you." Just to make sure that he was not afraid to answer her. |
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Post by G Hajimari on Jun 27, 2019 9:03:48 GMT -4
Hana seemed surprised he had many questions, but the sad fact is that he did. They didnt see eachother for a long time, he wanted to know what was her life like in his absence and what she did anad everything
"Plenty" G said just confirming her question
She suggested maybe saying her relationship with her parents. G nodded "Yeah, that sounds good"
Then later the two cuddled and nuzzled and the like. Hana smiled at him, happy, kissing him softly and shortly again. She pulled him towards her, holding his hand for a few seconds before she put it on her belly. She looked back at him and he looked back at her. Their eyes meeting once again. Then later she put both hands on his cheeks and pulled him closer to smooch him. He kissed her back. After her whisper, he said "I do~" and the two kept kissing for a while
After the whole Kasey talk, she asked a final question. Though before he answered, something raised an eyebrow, something she said "A tarot card reader?"
She also kissed him in various places and spoke how she loved him "I will always love you too" he said in return.
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Jun 27, 2019 9:06:34 GMT -4
all the pieces lie where they fell... ♥ She really was surprised that he must have many questions, maybe it was some sort of assumption because he did not seem to ask her much when they were together, she had the idea that she was mostly demanding the attention and she had this strange feeling in the pit of her stomach. She decided that she wanted to tell him anyway, so if he did not ask, she wanted him to understand her as well as she wanted to understand him. "For a while, it all went fine, but my father cheated on my mother, I was ten and thought it was good to ask it at the dinner table." She held her own cheek remembering the hit she got from her father who sat on her right side, she had even fallen off the chair. "They pretended that it did not happen while it was going on for a while, every time I opened my mouth or wanted to ask about it, they simply dragged me to my room, I was by no account to pay attention to them. You know Nanami, she did not say anything anyway so she was the doll, she was prettier than me, I got plump and that's why... well I already told you that issue. They did not care about me, they did not care about my grades or anything, it was all about Nanami. I missed you, I made up you were there from time to time." It made her definitely not happy to talk about it but she wanted to tell him and she wanted to be able to push it behind her, "I am afraid I will be like my mother. She agitated my father so he would hit me, she was the one that locked me up in my room."
She bit her lip softly as she looked at him, the man she wanted forever in her life, so she made an attempt to kiss him. Which went rather splendid if she said so herself, she hoped that it would not distract them from their conversation but it certainly did for a while as she could not stop kissing him, she giggled, softly before again being distracted by the kisses. However, she had to ask, because she wanted to know, she did not want it to eat on her, the whole time, she did not want her to say bad things only based on a misunderstanding again, which was why she decided to even ask the harder questions but it was fine for now. "Oh, yes, I don't think I would believe in that but I met one at the fourth corner and I don't remember my card exactly anymore, something about cups, it was really nice one about..." She looked him in the eye and smiled happily, "Happy marriage and a healthy perfect baby." Perfect in the sense for her, even if she was afraid she knew if she dared to believe that they would be fine. So would he answer that question as to why?
She had to tell him she loved him, kissing his warm skin softly, she felt rather tired all of a sudden but she nuzzled only closer, letting her soft lips touch his skin and smile lazily. "You will always be my hero, Gil. Remember, I used to call you that?" She remembered he would tell her the story of why he became sick. "I will always think you are and you will be our little one his hero..." She opened her eyes again, "Oh, we still haven't thought of a name." |
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Post by G Hajimari on Jun 27, 2019 9:08:31 GMT -4
He was surprised by what he heard about her own father, which did make him feel bad because he always assumed her family was much better. He noticed how Hana held her cheek as she spoke. Just hearing what Hana said broke his heart as he pulled her close to him "Oh baby" he hugged her good and nuzzled her and kissed her cheek, exactly the one she rubbed.
"I'm... I'm sorry I left you. Im sorry. Im so sorry" he said and kept apologizing as he felt guilty for letting her suffer
Then they talked about a fortune teller, one thing Hana said was peculiar. Actually a couple of things. Fortune teller, 4th corner and card of cups.
"Wow...Thats... quite the coincidence. I also went to the Fourth Corner and met a fortune teller. I had the... what was it... Ace of Cups and Seven of Cups. One of which was about a happy marriage and healthy baby. Another thing that was peculiar was that she said.... that a girl before had the same card just as me. I asked her if that was you... black hair and stuff, but she never really answered me" he sighed and then looked at Hana's eyes "Did we really just miss eachother?"
Later more hugs and kisses were had and Hana said that he'd always be her hero.
"Oh... you're right... name.. hmmm... Irony, I only thought of a girl name"
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