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Post by G Hajimari on Oct 31, 2019 16:51:49 GMT -4
"I mean, of course I dont. You know I would just wanna lock you up in bubble wrap. But I cant do that. I have to accept that you're a woman, an adult. Capable of making your own decisions. But I accept your choices. Although now I just worry. You're going home alone and I cant escort you" G tells her
Then just as he thought things were settled, she had to mention Thundershock.
"I'm just gonna pretend you didnt say that" he took a deep breath "I'm just gonna pretend you didnt say that"
He didnt wanna know about her dangers, he was just so scared and worried. He hated letting her work as a spy. He wanted to be the man and the guardian. What about Kai?
But what can he do? Argue? Where did that get them? It was a losing battle and he just had to accept Hana was doing this. He had to be supportive, and who knows maybe he gets proven wrong. Maybe Hana is the key to taking down villainy. That still didnt stop him from being overprotective.
But what can he do? He wished he knew. Hopefully the Storm Knights would help
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Nov 1, 2019 14:17:04 GMT -4
all the pieces lie where they fell... ♥ She simply stared at him because she still wasn't sure what she wanted, what should she actually expect. It did not matter. She watched him go and the first words that spilled over her lips was that she wanted to try Thundershock. That man needed to be punished for so many things, for even touching and looking at Haruuhi, for hurting her, for taking her, for everything. She wanted to do something but no one was accepting anything, they would not work with her, everyone was just pushing her away. She wasn't sure what to do about it, what she should think about anything. She wanted to scream as he walked away and saying that he pretend he did not hear what she said. "You do not trust me." She could not help to say it a little louder and a little more agitated now that his back was turned to me. "I don't mean to be this upset but you promise me things, but you don't want to and I understand it takes time but we should be a team, in everything. Don't shut me out on your life. I need to know, I need to understand, you can't have me freaking out at four in the morning anymore. You don't even let me in when it comes to raising the girls, what do you want me to do? Ignore them? They have issues, you want me to be their friend, their mother, you want them to make the decision or do you want us?" She looked at him, more desperate than actually angry. She did no longer wanted to panic, and she did not want to make stupid decisions of how she could stalk or follow him but she needed his trust and she would be able to give hers in return. "Don't shut me out." |
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Post by G Hajimari on Nov 5, 2019 11:40:48 GMT -4
"What are you saying!? I do trust you!" G said to her, mildly infuriated by her. What was up with her? Was he not allowed to be caring? God, picky women. Then she even said that he shouldnt shut her out
"Im not shutting you out woman!!!" he said frustrated
"Like what the hell do you want me to do?!" he asked
God, it felt like whatever he did was just not good enough. What was a man supposed to do. And why was Hana so difficult? He was trying to turn over a new leaf and be a supporting husband and yet he failed already. GG G. Nice job fixing it hero. Cant she just tell him what to do and he'll do it. Then again, he thought he was doing what she wanted, he gave her frickin independence. Besides, what about Kai? They go out heroing and he's just left alone? What about Miku and Haruuhi? He now waited to see what would Hana do. She would probably just get real mad now and probably just leave him "God damn it. Did I fuck it up already?!" he thought to himself as his anger and frustation was already changing into fear |
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Nov 5, 2019 16:49:20 GMT -4
all the pieces lie where they fell... ♥ "You are shutting me out! Instead of telling me how your day was when you go out, I have to ask you, you never let me know when you are going, you just assume that it will all be okay and every night I am worrying that you are not coming home again. There are so many enemies out there for you, I just want to understand. I don't want to have to demand you to stop or panic every night for you but I need you as does our son." Did he not get it, she was vibrating with anger as he called her woman, she really, really hated that. Yes, she was, so what? She did not want him to stop being a vigilante if he did not reconsider becoming a hero than fine that was his choice as long as he understood her worry and fear for him. She did not want to bind him to strict rules of texting her but she just wished they could discuss a time when he would try to be back so she had something to hold on to, know what district he went to so she could keep up in case something happened, she was a journalist, she knew how to do that. "I want you to talk to me. Not just dismiss it because it's what a good husband would do. Screw a good husband, I want my own, I want you." She yelled at him, because what the hell, there were no rules for this. But he seemed to make them, he seemed to know all and she was just left behind in his arrogance, in his unknowing sense of how to deal with this and she was done with that. He tried to ignore her, not work with her that's why she had dropped she had in mind. "I wish we could just discuss matters, work it out together instead you just don't seem to care or you care too much, there is no midway and no way of developing a route that we could both agree with. I want you in my life, and I want you to help me make those decisions not just throw them away because you don't want to deal with it." She stared at him, yes she was crying, from frustration and hurt. Was it too difficult to ask? He said they would be a team but this part of the team was disregarded and rather locked up than actually doing her job. She had been doing her job for ages so why suddenly would she be left out without doing anything.Her hands were changed into fists, she dug her nails into her hands, she had followed him in this night. He was on his way to a meeting and he was even annoyed about the fact that he could not bring her home, yes she should learn and get better at self defense but she wasn't entirely stupid, she had a plan and strategies. She thought of things an awful lot before she did it okay, this plan has been a plan since February, well that was an awful amount of months in the past. "You already shut me out with parenting, are we going to fight about that every time too or will you walk away?" |
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Post by G Hajimari on Nov 10, 2019 13:11:18 GMT -4
When he heard Hana, he was actually left speechless. Was he that bad of a husband? But... yeah, he was... she was crying. G couldnt retort or say anything to Hana "I....I-Im sorry. I-I thought I was... doing ok... I... I didnt mean to hurt you. Please... dont cry" he said and attempted to hug her
"I wasnt aware I was doing that. I didnt think I shut you off of parenting or anything" he said and bit his tongue. Because it seemed he just caused mistakes. He felt terrible, dreadful, this was worse then any physical beating. This was tearing him apart. Can she just punish him? Hit him. Hurt him. Can she vent that way. Because seeing her cry was horrible.
Maybe he was slipping into his old habbits. But thats the only thing he could do. Go back to something familiar, like a comfort zone. He'd rather take physical pain then emotional one. He wished he could say anything else to Hana, but no words came, he was just speechless. So now he hoped she would not be angry, he hoped she would be merciful and he hoped they could just sort everything out as peacefully as possible
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Nov 10, 2019 16:00:44 GMT -4
all the pieces lie where they fell... ♥ She heard him, no he did not hear her. She felt only crying more, did this mean she made matters worse? Probably. Did she have a flair of dramatic in her? Probably. She wasn't sure what she even should say or think but he tried to hug her and she immediately let him, she buried herself in his arms, hiding her face against his chest. She did not want to make issues that weren't suppose to be there. She was at least glad that he listened to a piece of what he said and she tried her very best to not cry actually but that didn't shut off so easily.
She rubbed her cheek against his chest softly, his teacher so soft, she was just trying to stop being such a cry baby but she was definitely going to make matters worse. She held her breath for a second to stop hiccuping, she just wanted him to be okay like she wanted them both to be okay. "You-you missed the most important thing I said." She said turning her attention to him and looking up and making sure (either by moving his chin up or push his face to look at her) "I-I want no one else but you, but please talk to me. I don't want to be that mom or that person that is so obsessive to call you every minute but please, don't shut me out." She remembered their fight before and it had made her wonder after being back again if he wanted her back or not. If he wanted her to get the role of mother for Haruuhi and Miku, what was it that he wanted and she had not dared to really ask but she remembered the feeling of dread in the pit of her stomach and she felt it now again. ~ [FLASHBACK]He had gone out, he had asked them not to text him and Hanako could not help but do so and now she was sitting on the porch waiting for him to come back, they had to talk about this but she did not know how to start. How would she even begin to say she wanted a vote in parenting when she wasn't a parent, when she was anything but... but what about their son, would they have a fight every time he did something because they did not agree. That means that their son will never feel that he could go to either without creating a fight. She hoped he would come home soon. |
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Post by G Hajimari on Nov 13, 2019 16:01:54 GMT -4
"I dont think I did... I jst chose silence so I dont mess up. I heard you loud and clear on everything you said" he said quietly as he was insecure now, he was afraid that he said the wrong things just now. He looked at her and listened to the next thing she said "I wont... and well... I just .... when it came to the whole vigilantism... i kind of liked it when you'd ask me. Shows me you're interested in listening what I have to say. I didnt wanna talk about it first in case you're busy, stressed or uninterested." he explained. He did genuinely preferred her asking it. He wasnt shutting her out, he just liked hearing her enthusiasm. He didnt know he was doing bad. But... it turned out he was... which did get him depressed
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After his rounds of patrolling, G came back home, but while he was walking back, he spotted Hana sitting on the porch. He was worried that something happened in his absence so he hurried over to her
"Hey! Whats wrong? Is everything ok? Why are you sitting out here on the porch" he asked, unaware of anything that might happen
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Nov 15, 2019 6:06:32 GMT -4
all the pieces lie where they fell... ♥ She felt bad, yes she entirely did because she hurt him. And she learned he had no intention of hurting her and she should have known that but the fact that he kept pushing her away. She wasn't made for being bubble wrapped, she was made to be out there, heck she was still Lady Scandal. "Baby please, people make mistakes, I forgive you for all of that." Was it her job to forgive though because he wasn't entirely at fault alone she was there in every step of the way. She stared at him, her mouth basically falling open with how he ended his sentence, "I am sorry." Did she... had she given him the impression that she wasn't interested? She nuzzled against his chest, "I always care about what you did and how, I just felt like you didn't want to tell me, asking about it felt so strange as I hoped you would just tell me out of interest, out of simple pride of what you did. You are doing something to help people, baby I care about that. You are a good man." She couldn't help but whisper the last sentence. Hiding her own tears for making a bigger drama out of this again than what it had been.
"I am waiting for you, that's why." She was angry but she did her so god damn best to not scream, yell, or make it sound accusing but maybe the last two words were not helping with that. Apart from angry she was also quite upset about the whole happenings just upstairs and him walking out. "We have to talk." God making things more awful than it already is Hanako, 10 out of 10. Good job. "We need to figure out this parenting thing together, we can't go fight and hurt the children because we don't agree, it will now be easy with Kai being a baby but he will grow up and we need to be a team for that." God it felt even more awful saying it like that but at least she said it as in that the both of them were wrong and not accusing him of not agreeing with her. The bottle he had taken was still in their bathroom and she hoped for heaven's sake that Haruuhi would refrain from taking it, as she was taking her side in this whole thing, it would be a lot better if it would be just that, them. |
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Post by G Hajimari on Nov 16, 2019 14:37:38 GMT -4
G hugged Hana and listened to her talk. Although he didnt know what to say as he was lost in thought. He figured Hana would've asked him 'honey, how was your day' or night, if she wanted to hear. He figured since she didnt ask, she wasnt interested. Besides when Kai grows up, the boy will tell his mommy tons of stories. G doubted she needed to deal with 2 big babies. Hana would even see now that he was lost in deep thought as he was kind of not responcive. ~Flashback~ When Hana told him that she was waiting for him and that have to talk, G replied nervously "O-ok" and then sat beside her. Hana then explained they need to figure out parenting together. They cant make mistakes with Kai, like they did with Haruuhi. G nodded "I-I get ya", and then he asked "I mean... what do you propose?"They had different approaches, Hana was more mature and G was more spiteful and childish. Thus they needed to figure things out how to do this, whip out punishments if someone were do a bad.
G wrapped his arm around Hana to keep her warm as he thought that sitting out here was not pleasant
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Nov 17, 2019 4:57:00 GMT -4
all the pieces lie where they fell... ♥ She wasn't sure if she should continue to speak or not. She wasn't sure if there were words that would fix the wounds she had just made or ripped open by her behaviour. She wasn't sure what to think, was this going to be an issue for them every other day when it came to the categories that they would have to talk about, make decisions about that they did not agree together with? No it would be fine, she loved him and she knew that he loved her so it would be fine. "Baby?" She asked softly because he did not say anything, "I want to know all about you, remember?" She had said that in the night that she had called him. When they were not over their breakup and she had called him at about two or three in the morning and he had literally come running to her aunt and uncles house and they had kissed and they had talked to learn and understand. To be at peace. "That means I always want to know how your day is, what you think, what you want and what I can do to help you or give you that, anything." God she felt nauseous for her selfishness, for everything really.
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She had no proposal or anything and it made her sigh. "I can't just propose something, we need to work it out together. We don't need to become a go-ask-your-dad, or a go-ask-your-mom kind of parent and be in that loop forever or do not want to take a decision because we are afraid the other doesn't like it. We should know what the boundaries are and if we do not we should admit we have to discuss it." She said close to him, it was cold outside but she did not plan to go inside at this point. She also might still be fuming so it wasn't good to let that in and she tried very hard to push it away. She had not looked up to him while speaking this round and she sighed again, because she had no idea how to fix this. "I don't understand the way you think so I can't suggest anything without it sounding all like me." There it was, she had to admit it and she had to say it so stupidly. His beer bottle, really in the morning? How was he going to do that later, and why could she not admit that the issue was there that Haruuhi got drunk because it was. She just hoped that with this massive backlash it would stop. But little did Hanako know that this wasn't the first time. |
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Post by G Hajimari on Nov 20, 2019 9:30:11 GMT -4
"I'm sorry" he said, as he felt guilty about everything. He didnt want to offend Hana, but he just didnt know better. He hugged and kissed Hana "I will try and be better. And if anything bugs you. Please, tell me right away. I dont want this to happen. No fights, no misundrstandings." he asked of her, so in any future event, it would not come to this
~Flashback~ Well, she had no proposal and thus sighed. She spoke what they cant do, and he nodded. "True" he said quietly and then held Hana's hand and started rubbing the back of her hand with his thumb, it was an automatic action that he didnt think about, he just wanted contact with Hana as he thought of a solution.
"I mean, why dont we say what our parental boundries are to eachother, to hear what eachother thinks and stuff. Then we can discover a mutual middle ground with rules" he suggested, so maybe he can hear her rules and he can say if she's too strict. She can hear his rules and decide if its too absurd. They needed to complete eachother. But they cant complete eachother if the puzzle pieces werent laid out in the first place
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Nov 22, 2019 11:19:38 GMT -4
all the pieces lie where they fell... ♥ She wasn't sure if she should listen to his apology, she wasn't sure what she should say herself. Who said it wasn't hers, how much more times was she going to start this issue? How many more times would she adjust her view, would she be wearing that pink glasses every other second again? "It's fine baby." She lied more for herself even in this case than for his. It would not matter, it wouldn't change anything. No fights, no misunderstand, that was impossible. But she nodded, "But than keep being honest to me. We can figure it out together, it's not bad to not like it but it is bad to just push it away and ignore me." Did he still not get it?
Flashback: She looked at their hands together and how he rubbed the back of hers and she was almost tempted to pull it back. She did not want to be distracted but it was surely too late already for that. It was ridiculous to sit on their porch at this time of day, in this season of the year and it was cold but she did not know what else to do. It was so difficult, everything and she felt quite lost. It would not matter, Haruuhi accepted her, it was fine. She fitted here and she would be okay, it was probably her pregnancy hormones that made her feel like crying, that made her overreact, Yes, surely it was that. Mood swings. "I don't know either. We can't not punish them in a way like you tried today, that doesn't bring the message across." She bit her lip because she felt mean, she felt stupid, "I don't know Okay, I am not a parent, I don't even want to be a parent." She cried, she felt the uncertainty and the unknown factor of what she should do. She had not wanted to be a mother yet and soon she would have three kids, would they accept her was something that even if she thought about it seconds ago was still hammering in her mind. She wouldn't if she was either of the girls. "I don't want to restrict them, but it has to make sense, they have to understand, we can't ground them but only in the weekends. It doesn't work so simple." She leaned her head against his shoulder. Maybe she should.. no that didn't work. |
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Post by G Hajimari on Nov 22, 2019 11:31:02 GMT -4
He doesnt say anythin at first and just hugs her "I will be honest. We have to figure things out together. Just know I am never malicious towards you. And each fuckup is my own blame my own inadequacy" he said and just stood there hugging her, not letting her go. He wanted to have a moment with her. ~Flashback~ He let go of her hand when he heard her say that she does not want to be a parent and looked at her. He was frozen and maybe even horrified, he was getting afraid. G tried to keep himself calm during that and think rationally, they were together through thick and thin. They can do this. He hoped, he always feared about losing Hana. It may be a false alarm, but still.
"Hanako. I'm not a parent too. This is a new experience for the both of us. Dont see them as a punishment, a weight to pull you down. See them as a blessing. They give us something we never properly had. A loving family. With them, we can have something we didnt have as kids. And we can be better then our own parents. We can use their mistakes to teach us on what not to do." he said, trying to reassure her that they can do this
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Post by Hanako Hajimari on Nov 22, 2019 11:42:40 GMT -4
all the pieces lie where they fell... ♥ She felt that the hug was swallowing her and yet she did not want anything else than being held by the man she loved but she was so confused and wondered why in hells bells did she follow him? If she had not done so, if she had just be fine. If she had just trusted him to tell her later, it would be fine. But that was the thing, she felt like he had a lot that he did not tell her and she did not want to be frightened about that anymore, she did not want to think about it, she did not want anything anymore. Normally she would just swallow and just continue with her life. She would just go on. No one cared about her, she was okay, she had no need for anyone and in this year she turned so weak! She was not herself anymore, she would not recognize herself in the mirror. How could she be so weak, how could she dye her hair back to black, how could she lose her perfect figure. She couldn't handle it. She took a deep breath, "Yes we do." But she couldn't repeat what he said. "No, it's something we have to figure out together, don't call it that." Was the sweetest she could say, but she could not properly pronounce the words he said, no repeating, she felt that she was the fuckup.
Flashback: When he let go of her hand she brought it up to her eyes and tried to wipe away every tear that came, it would have to be gone, it should stop, god she should stop. She wasn't ready, she told him only months before and now she was pregnant with his child. God, she was so stupid! She should-she should have been careful, was it his charisma, his bad-boy act that made her weak in the knees? Was it that she felt that someone cared about her, every little piece of her that made her blind for anything else? She tried to calm down and look at him, continue to listen. "You had Miku." Already for so long, he could well he could learn from that. She didn't want to think it as a punishment but god she was so dumb. She looked away, putting her hands back in her lap. A loving family, maybe but that didn't change that she wasn't ready. "We could have had a loving family next year or the year after that." She mumbled and made a hiccuping sound. "We should add in the list for our kid to not be like us." She muttered next as she wasn't sure, she did not feel like he forced the kid on her and yet sometimes she felt he did. Especially when she told him and he felt more like he wanted to keep the kid than her. She wanted to get up, this conversation wasn't going to work if they had nothing to say, "Maybe we should buy a book about how to make rules as parents." Because she had no idea what to think off, drinking soda, eating candy and would that all count for Miku and Haruuhi too? As if they would listen, probably not to her anyway. |
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Post by G Hajimari on Nov 22, 2019 11:59:10 GMT -4
He hoped she was fine, but worry just took a hold of him and swallowed him up. Why was he scared? He listened to Hana and what she said, and yet he was still scared... He just hugged Hana, as if clinging to her for safety. All he could say was "Ok"
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You had Miku, she said and G just looked down to the ground infront of him. He listened to her say that they could have a loving family next year or year after that or year after that or ye- wait Hana said something else. That the kid shouldnt be like them. He silently nodded. He looked at her when she said that they should buy a book "Thats a good idea"
After that things fell silent for a bit before he spoke up "Its true. I had Miku. But I feel she is damaged too. I broke her, I am sure. And when I told her what I did to her parents she abandoned me" he looked in her eyes "And well....us having another family next year or later... I panicked. Im scared that I might lose you, that you might abandon me and forget me like yesterdays news"
Miku abandoned him one. He didnt want to lose Hana.
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